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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:00:04 10/04/24 Fri
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Emmie Sue
's message, "Re: My 1st real REAL spanking" on 05:20:36 10/02/24 Wed
I get it. I know you're all teasing me. It's cool. I know you're all not being mean, I know you're all just having some fun with me. I guess I kind of deserve it.
Question: Is it normal after a real, REAL punishment spanking to feel, Idk, kind of depressed maybe and just kind of lethargic? I always hear the word 'cleansed'. I don't know if I felt that way right off. In a way I was kind of mad at Shelby right after, but at the same time I was feeling a lot of love for her and like devotion, like more than I ever felt. Like I would do anything to please her, not just because I didn't want to be spanked anymore. Do people feel that way when their moms spank them? I wasn't really depressed, I don't know how to explain my emotions the next day. I was very humbled and it felt like everyone I talked to or even passed was like "Ha ha, you got a spanking." I felt like everybody knew even know there was no way they could have. I KNOW my friend knew. I didn't say anything to her and she never asked, but I just know she knew. It could be my imagination, but I swear she kept looking at the brush and looking at me. It was like I was reading her thoughts. But anyway, the 'cleansing' or 'enlightened' feeling didn't happen until later the next day.
Tuesday when my actual spanking was my butt was just on fire all night. Wednesday my butt just hurt. It just hurt and like throbbed and it just didn't go away. Yes, sitting was uncomfortable. Going down on the chair I definitely felt it and sitting was uncomfortable and I kept feeling like electric shocks in various places of my butt. It did feel good to rub it and message it. Every step and bending or lifting my leg I could feel it. When my friend came over and insisted we sit on the floor I didn't want to give it away and tried to act normal and I'm sure she could see in my facial expressions and body movements that I was in discomfort. It wasn't until after she left, Vicky that the horniness started to creep in. I wont go into details, but by nighttime the fire wasn't just in my butt.
On Thursday, not just my butt, but my whole body started aching. I guess from the weird position I was in and really in that position my whole body got a workout. My whole legs and my arms and joints hurt. Is that normal? But Thursday I started feeling REALLY ALIVE. I guess it took a couple of days for it to sink in. I called my mom after school and of course I didn't tell her I got a spanking but my mouth had diarrhea. I wanted to tell the whole world "I got a spanking!!" I started getting pretty excited about it, but not ever wanting to go through that again.
I got into class just after the lecture started. Fortunately Shelby didn't know about it and I sure the hell wasn't going to tell her. I met with my friend and I couldn't help myself, I pulled her into the bathroom and we made out. I grabbed her butt which was like a regrettable invitation because she grabbed my butt and it fucking hurt but at the same time felt great. She knows, I swear to god she knows. I don't know how but I'm certain she knows. Last night I was kind of all over Shelby like a schoolgirl with a crush and she was tolerant, but not going for it.
Now to reply.
Alfred. She wasn't angry when she spanked me. I mean she was angry, but she made me sit in the chair I guess for her to process it. I don't think she over reacted, there was more to it.
Maddie. That's from "Plan 9" isn't it? Or something. I'm glad you approve. You're kind of my idol.
Vicky. It took a couple of days, but yes, god I'm horny.
Aunt Nat and Cassie. Yes, I got what I deserved and I got what I wanted. It wasn't exactly my fantasy, but now I know. Unfortunately I think I'm going to know a lot more in the future. Now I know that if I don't follow the rules there's going to be consequences. That might even be the hardest part.
Thea. Thank you for responding. You are right not to be sympathetic. I'm not offended. We made a mess. We were having a lot of fun and making out so we were kind of in clouds and I didn't pay attention to the mess we were making. There were other things too like the butts on the stoop, neglecting my chores and sort of a declining attitude that I think I was due anyway and the mess was the icing on the cake. We should have cleaned up before she left. I should have done that immediately, although I wouldn't really know what to do about the stains. My mom always took care of things like that.
>I wouldn't have spanked you quite as hard as she did, but I would have made you clean all of the mess up yourself, I wouldn't have cleaned any of it.< But you said you gave that girl dozens with the bathbrush or were you just trying to scare me? But I think there were 2 reasons Shelby made me sit down while she cleaned the mess. Firstly, she's kind of OCD and she cleans. I think it gave her some time to thinbk about what she was going to do to me and give herself time to calm down. Secondly, I think she wanted to rub it in my face and make me feel really ashamed by making me watch her clean it up. If that was her goal it worked. My mom would do that too, although she didn't spank me. Also she knows I would only make the stains worse, in fact she said that and was showing me the way to get stains out of a carpet. So now I know.
I will be a good girl and I sure don't want to earn another one, although I'm afraid the flood gates are open. At least now I know what to expect.
My poor little bottom still hurts 3 days later. Not like it did Wednesday, but it's still kind of sore and sometimes if I sit in the wrong place I feel like a shock. I've read most of my life what it's like to get a spanking and one word I keep seeing is 'cleansed'. It took a day or 2 for that feeling, but I'm REALLY starting to feel it. I've been carrying around guilt for 20 years and I feel it lifted. And Maddie, I get it. Now I feel like I'm in the club.
I have an appointment to see my professor friend today and I'm really apprehensive about it.
Thanks everybody. I don't mind if you tease me. I guess that's part of it. I really appreciate you guys supporting me and keeping me grounded.
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