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>Hi all, apologies if this is not the right forum for >this. > >My parents used diaper discipline for me and my >siblings growing up. Nothing major, but if we got in >trouble we'd lose our toilet privileges for a while >and would have to wear diapers. It definitely made >sure we stayed out of trouble. > >Growing up, my parents always made it clear that once >we turned eighteen and became adults, we'd be expected >to move out and support ourselves. Fair enough I >suppose. I worked hard as a teen and saved up as much >as I could. But between studying for school and >looking after my siblings, 6 with the crazy cost of >rent in our city, I wasn't able able to save up enough >before by 18th birthday to afford rent for more than a >couple of months. I was going to university in our >city, so I knew even if I did move out for a couple of >months, I wouldn't be able to raise enough money >working part-time to stay living away from home for >long. > >So my parents made me a deal. I could stay living at >home for now. But to punish me and incentivise me to >save up money and move out, they put me back in >diapers 24/7 and took away all toilet privileges. I'm >21 now, so I've been in diapers permanently for the >past three years. I'm not allowed to use the toilet >anymore, so I have to pee and poop in them and wait >for my parents to change me. It's humiliating, but I >still can't afford to move out, so I have to put up >with it. At this point I've lost most control of my >bodily functions. I pee myself constantly throughout >the day. I have a little more control over my poops, >but not much - sometimes I've pooped myself at a >college lecture. In public I can wear clothes over my >diaper, but at home I have to stay completely naked >other than my diaper. It's embarrassing because none >of my siblings are really diaper disciplined anymore. >My 19 year old sister got a scholarship for university >which paid for all fees and accomodation, so she moved >out before she turned 18. My other two siblings are 16 >and 15, so they're still allowed to live at home >without being diapered 24/7, and they rarely get in >enough trouble to be put in diapers at all. They're at >the age where they tease me a lot for being a big baby >boy who still has to wear diapers and stay almost >naked all the time. Mom and Dad let them check my >diaper to see if it's dirty and change me if needed, >which is humiliating. Sometimes my family talk to me >like I'm a baby, and usually I have to eat baby food >and drink from a bottle instead of eating real food >(I'm not allowed to cook or do any 'adult' things >anymore, but my siblings are). I'm not allowed to have >any body hair - I get waxed every few weeks (my >siblings love waxing my pubic and butt hair in >particular). > >I've found it hard to make friends at college because >of my diapers. I have one close friend from college (a >girl) who empathises, but that's really it. Most >people are grossed out and think I'm a weirdo, even >though it's not my choice. Especially now that I can't >control myself so well, sometimes I poop myself when >I'm hanging out with people, and trust me, it's >impossible to hide it. > >I was wondering if anyone here had any similar >experiences of young adults being diaper disciplined >(either as a parent, or as the person diapered)? I'd >be really interested to find out. And please feel free >to ask me more questions, it's cathartic to write >about my experience.

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