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Date Posted: 13:14:19 02/21/03 Fri
Author Host/IP: NoHost/64.53.10.47
In reply to:
Winter Frost
's message, "=tears=" on 18:22:43 02/20/03 Thu
Sensing her tears almost before hearing her quiet sobs, he hesitates, uncertain. Maybe it'd be better if he did just leave. That 'trust' that Sunrise had spoken of...no chance of that now. He'd blown it. but never one to leave problems he had caused, he turns back, though gaze refuses to meet hers, head held low.
M'lady, I am not worth the tears you cry. A hypocrite is all that I am. I speak of cold remarks from you, and calm, control, and kindness from me, but yet I am the one making the very remarks I speak of. I am sorry, m'lady. I should not have said such things. Sometimes, I get so frustrated though. I don't know how to respond to you...
He sighs, uncertain how to continue. He needed Sunrise. She'd know how to fix this. She wouldn't have said those things in the first place.
I could not live with myself, m'lady, if I knew I had caused you to cry. I do not know why I came back. I asked myself that many times. I've caused my sister tears as well because of this, though she thinks I did not notice. My sire and dam are worried for me, too. Yet I came back. Perhaps because I admire you so. Life has thrown you so many lemons...and though perhaps not lemonade has been made from them, but you've kept going, kept breathing, kept living. I wish I had such courage. It seems I haven't, else would I have had the courage to keep quiet. I should have never went exploring in the Plateau. Never followed you around. My curiosity has ruined things completely, both for me, and now you. The last horse I would ever care to hurt. I am sorry m'lady. Gladly would I take back my words, if only to stop your tears.
Auds move neither left nor right, and orbs are filled with sorrow and remorse. Perhaps he was making things worse. If he left, she could forget him, and move on.
But omething flickers in mind, and he raises head, moving in front of her, hoping to catch her gaze.
M'lady, anything I would do to dry your tears, even jump into a freezing cold river to save you...
Auds prick momentarily, and orbs show just a glint of teasing manner as small smile appears. If only she would stop crying, he'd leave her be. But he had to fix what he had caused, else he would feel more miserable than he did already. The thought of never talking with her again was almost too much to bear. He knew exactly why he missed her so much. ut he doubted it would help the situation now. And it mattered little any more. Let Sunrise keep this thing called love. He didn't want it. Not without her...
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