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Subject: no it is a yes or no

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GiGi

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Date Posted: 12:01am 03/29/05 Tue
In reply to: Deangelo 's message, "no.. yes? no ...is this a trick question?" on 10:51pm 03/28/05 Mon

some times weaknesses were not as weak as one thought and the impute of the general population not as important as made to seem. not always did a person have to dance to the music that all others did nor play to the same hectic pace. He did not have anything to prove to her all she wanted was his attention.. love, though perhaps that was to much to ask for. though she was no where near prefect she was an example that could be looked upon when it came to the pacient, loving acceptance that most people did not carry into the world of the dead. proof that one without a heart could still love and be strong for it, not phyically prehaps but where it counted.

glance shifting back to his as he spoke not seeing a monster but a man on the verge of a break down, GiGi leans farther into him. no longer able to give up human warmth but offering that shoulder he so desperately needed to cry upon. arms falling about him no longer able to hold out, a soft sound of comfort in her throat. pools closing for a second before opening once more to him. she was to be the strong one now as he had been for so long, she would hold him close and dry the tears that might would fall.

I could never regret loving you..Deangelo... a finger sliding before his lips as he begain to degrade himself. bodice turning still farther towards him as she lowers her head placing a soft kiss upon his cheek. fingers brushing though his hair lightly, the other hand squeezing the fingers within, that gripped her own. I do not wish to hate you.. I love you and am afraid.. I wanted to make you happy, you would not have had to use me if I had.. still blaming herself as she often did. it easier to do so then think that the one she looked up to was anything but prefect. shh huddling down to press her face to his neck as she held him, caring little that the position was acward and uncomfortable for her.. a punishment perhaps for having failed.

I just want you to love me, to hold me, to care.. Did you know my birthday was three weeks ago or that I have been gone for six days or that my brother just started baseball.. that my grandmother died a month ago or that I watch over them at night while you are gone?.....I just want you to notice me, but for some reason something is always louder then me. It is my fault I should be louder silence coming once more not going to cry her words having been oddly unemotional for what they were about, a way of dealing of being strong. her words muffled against him not even raising as she does still holding him as well as her self

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Subject	Author	Date
no. it was honest. some of my show is to impress you	Deangelo	6:47pm 04/01/05 Fri
you need not impress me though your attempt seem to be failing miserably -- GiGi, 5:39pm 04/04/05 Mon I am a failure. Always have been, always will be. Ask anybody in all my history -- Deangelo, 10:25pm 04/09/05 Sat practice makes prefect -- GiGi, 8:37pm 04/17/05 Sun then why am I not perfect? -- Deangelo, 9:26pm 04/22/05 Fri going down the wrong road? -- GiGi, 10:39pm 04/22/05 Fri where did I go wrong? -- Deangelo, 7:48pm 04/25/05 Mon