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Subject: Majidah's Musings

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Majidah

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Date Posted: 19:36:18 08/19/01 Sun

19th day of Auotien
Entry 5

Cricket thinks me sleeping no doubt, and as she eats I take this time to write. I don't know how or why she gives into the cravings. I caught her with that mysterious traveler today, she doesn't know I watched most of the encounter. I couldn't stand watching, I didn't know what he'd do. Hesitation means fear.. maybe I'm in the wrong, but I refuse to be afraid of anyone. He doesn't scare me, I won't let him. Nor will I let anyone else. I think I'm going fairly stir-crazy here. My days are filled with tending the horses, talking to Cricket, helping Indigo with things.. and waiting. For all my vigilance, I still feel one step behind. Maybe that's why I'm so argumentative. Cricket and I had a spat over that traveler and the Kindred today. It got very heated at one point, but we both relented with some much needed laughter. I think if she wasn't so impressed by the way I stick around, she'd have kicked me out of her life by now. She needs people to stick by her, though. She needs someone like me to be constantly up in her business. I feel this is what Ahkil has told me. I need to keep her grounded.. and if I'm the only one that has the dedication do so, so be it. And even if she does kick me out, I'll lurk in the barn if I have to. I think Sardonyx is missing her regal equine friend, or perhaps we are attuned to one another. She seems just as restless as I. Cricket gave me something.. she calls it Galadriel's shard, or some such thing. It sends out a bright flashing light when the name is spoken. I know it can't be the only piece around, so I've asked the tanner in the market to keep a look out. Now there's a man I can get along with. I'd go on a search myself, but I'd rather wait until Kalima gets back. I don't dare voluntarily leave Cricket alone. I think I'll get some food now. This may indeed be the most amount of sucessive days I've ever spent not sleeping beneath the stars. Ta'kienta.

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