Re: ~*~*~*~Jen's Journal~*~*~*~ 11/6/01 -- Health, Fitness and Motivation

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Date Posted: 07:12:24 11/06/01 Tue
Author: Jen
Subject: Re: ~*~*~*~Jen's Journal~*~*~*~ 11/6/01
In reply to: Sylvia 's message, "~*~*~*~Jen's Journal~*~*~*~" on 15:23:58 11/03/01 Sat

I am feeling so down today. I have a lot of work to do but I can't seem to bring myself to do it. I slept in this morning and didn't workout so now I have to workout as soon as I get home. We are going in to Denver tonight to see a band that we used to see all the time in Chicago and with Jeff and I being so distant I feel like I have to look really fantastic to keep his attention. I feel a lot of pressure. I miss my friendship with him and the fact that things are so just empty between us right now is oppressive. I don't even feel like going to see this band even though I love them because I am afraid that we are just going to have a lousy time. It seems that Jeff's bosses have pretty much taken away all of their benefits and I can understand how that would be upsetting. They took away their health insurance and promised every one a raise in order to pay for their own but now it looks like they are not going to get that raise. And when Jeff was hired he was told that there was a free ski pass for all of their employees and now they are buying them a pass for ten days (out of 25 weekends the ski season is open). So he has reason to be unhappy but I just think the fact that he is withdrawn and taking it out on our relationship BLOWS! I will be strong today. I will do what I NEED TO DO and get through my day. I will live my life today and NOT let the unhappiness of others impact me. I truly wish that I knew how to love myself in front of others. Still working on mastering that. Funny because I thought that would come as the weight fell off. Didn't turn out that way though. Still have a lot of work to do.

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11/6/01 - Reponse -- Sylvia, 08:02:08 11/06/01 Tue