"I didn't mean to hurt our baby..I didn't mean it..." She shook violently in his arms, desperately needing something that only he could provide just by being there. "I knew I would be bad, I knew I would be so bad...I knew I would hurt it, I always do. I hurt everything..ruin everything..slut..whore..." She shook her head, her jaw clenched, her teeth gritting together as she squeezed her eyes shut against the memories. "Plastic, not real..no heart, no feelings..." She bit her lip, drawing a slight bitter taste of coppery blood into her mouth. "Please make them stop..." She wrapped her arms tighter around herself, her breath coming in short gasps. The threat of what they had done to her harming Niko's child had just sent her over the edge, into the memories but this time she didn't have the shield of anger, it was just the pain and the hurt...the terror most of all. -- RD Future: County Hospital

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Date Posted: Wed, Dec 21 2005, 12:16am PST
Author: Skye
Subject: "I didn't mean to hurt our baby..I didn't mean it..." She shook violently in his arms, desperately needing something that only he could provide just by being there. "I knew I would be bad, I knew I would be so bad...I knew I would hurt it, I always do. I hurt everything..ruin everything..slut..whore..." She shook her head, her jaw clenched, her teeth gritting together as she squeezed her eyes shut against the memories. "Plastic, not real..no heart, no feelings..." She bit her lip, drawing a slight bitter taste of coppery blood into her mouth. "Please make them stop..." She wrapped her arms tighter around herself, her breath coming in short gasps. The threat of what they had done to her harming Niko's child had just sent her over the edge, into the memories but this time she didn't have the shield of anger, it was just the pain and the hurt...the terror most of all.
In reply to: Niko 's message, "(He was humming a song that had been on the radio on the way to the hospital even when they had been settled into a consultation room. The nurse had come in and taken Skye's weight, blood preasure, temp and other readings and then left the two of them to wait for the doctor. He had started to get bored and that damn song was stuck in his head, so after a few seconds silence.. he started humming. He looked the picture of calm and cool, in faded jeans and a black wool sweater, his hair a few weeks past due for a trim and a few days worth of growth shadowing his face. He tapped his left hand on his knee as he hummed, getting into the song, his eyes wandering the room and the many instruments and diagrams.)" on Tue, Dec 20 2005, 9:03pm PST

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(Panic welled in his eyes and he felt like he was losing her somehow, like she was drawing into herself and he couldn't stop it. He put his hands on her cheeks and held her face steady.) Skylar, look at me, damnit. (He said in a panicked tone, his hands shaking as he willed her to open her eyes, to stop this frightening display. She felt cold, like a ghost.. and her face had gone pale and her eyes were so dim.. so much like when she had come home to him from that awful ordeal.. no wonder she hadnt wanted to talk to him. ) It's not true, Skye.. don't give into it.. you're safe now, safe.. (He muttered, feeling her heartbeat picking up, wondering if she was going to be alright.. how did he help her?) (NT) -- Niko, Wed, Dec 21 2005, 12:27am PST