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Date Posted: 17:26:32 11/20/04 Sat
Author: Kieron
Subject: Not so Easy

Rainbow Tribes Network:

Hi everyone, a situation has happened here in Glastonbury that is so profound id thought id share it with my tribe. Everyone�s been so quiet, If anyone would like to help me with putting some links and events on our network, it would be great. Does anyone have a question � or an incite you�d like to share?

I have a lovely companion in my life called Sam, she is a constant inspiration to me and makes me giggle. I miss her around as I live in Glastonbury and she lives in Tintagel, but still I find loads to do. We are all busy people and I feel we will all get even busier as we draw closer to 2012. I�m planning and drawing people close who are capable of putting on a celebration for over 144,000 people during the bridge.

What id like to share is that ive had a pretty weird one today, filled with ups and downs. Id just completed a lot of work on the computer with to do lists and stuff. Which made me feel good. Then I walked up the high street and felt the place in a deep funk. The wind had changed. People looked tense � I could feel them going inside themselves. It always happens this time of year, Natural cycles... So don�t be surprised if theres people down your way going a bit nuts as their stuff comes up. I thought it was this, but then I found out from someone on the high street that a mate that I know in Glasty had just hung him self. He was such a nice chap. (that�s three hangings this last two months!) He�s left a big hole in peoples lives.

I went to an impromptu gathering in a hall, candles and music. It was nice to see everyone coming together to say blessings for Tumi. It was also nice to feel part of a community, and sit with people I see around� Glasty does have its ego backstabbers and drug followers, but it also has the love that changes worlds.

I feel that Tumi demonstrated to me how to remain centred and loving when there�s negativity about. I experienced him as a loving happy person. I feel he has given everyone in Glastonbury a wake up call, to look at their life and value it. To evaluate what�s important to them in their lives. I was sitting by two people enjoying the loving feelings watching the candles. I wanted to be quiet and think about Tumi, they wanted to be quiet too. So it was a reflective mood. We quietly talked about our nice experiences of him. This felt good.

Then when I got home, Good news! The foxies, dears, and bunnies and their human protectors are all doing a happy little dance. Only 3 months to go and the fox hunters will be on the other side of the law and the protestors will be out with their video cameras and getting them nicked!!! Yeah hoho!! So im happy about that.

So my days been quite a ride. I don�t know about you, but I feel that life is bringing up lots of stuff to review, then heal and put back into integrity�

I feel that theres no longer time to rest. Just as ones positive thing is accomplished, then another is put in motion. And all the time its distracting us away from whats important and whats REAL that of loving and co-operating with each other, building a relationship with the land and learning about emotional mastery.

I feel really sad about my friend, because he never gave anyone any warning he was feeling like this. Its left a big question in peoples hearts �Why�, but the only one that can answer that is already moved on, so the thing is I guess �it was just his choices� �his path� and accept it as it is. Still its damb hard now because lots of people are feeling upset hes gone, betrayed and even guilty.

So what has the experience of Tumi given me? To stand in my truth, to be the loving person I can be. To review, to see whats important to me, to peal away anything that does not represent freedom and love. Anything that does not make me happy. So I will go through my lists and do a spring clean on my ideas. Contracts that I have placed on myself because ive told myself I will, and thus must, do them. Its only me that can set myself free from all of these, and only keep the ones which are important.

I feel good about our futures and the inspirational people im meeting now.

Sorry to waffling on. Im tired and off to bed. Love you loads my tribe. Kieron.

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