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Subject: Indigo gone Author: Cricket [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 06:28:14 05/12/02 Sun She's gone. I gave her to Castalane. I thought it had been hard to leave her before..but to give her away..I felt something crack. She has been there for me for as long as I have had her..she was there when noone else could or would be. She helped birth Trevor for Gods sake. ..and all I could do for her was give her away. I find it much harder than I thought it would be, to take care of Trevor on my own..and always there is the fear of being found. I have not read anything that insures his safety at the convent..nor have I heard anything that reassures me that it will keep him safe. I will take him to the convent..but only because they can raise him better than I can. I know Im not cut out to be a mother..I cannot take care of him properly..and I so dont want him to have only the street as his mentor. I try not to think anything about Ciro and Majidah..I feel the rage come to the fore, and I cannot allow it while I care for Trevor. I know not which way they have gone ..Majidah knows Im no tracker..as does Ciro. Hell..I dont even have the compass anymore. I have no words to describe what their departure has done. To wonder why...only twists my mind in painful ways. I leave in the morning, for the convent. It is a three day journey to the east, and then south. Cinnabar seems adamant on following me..though I do not think it will be hard to elude him. I think this will be my last journey. Cricket [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]