pain will always arrive candycoated.and the fool I am,I fall into the temptation of fear.everything in this world wears a costume,at times I will awaken from darkness..my sight will be delivered to the masked faces that stand infront of me.Claiming a false tale in a alluring lulaby hoping to embrace your joy and convert it into the death that plauged your soul.it was always a lesson from adults to give everyone a chance..when in the end the chance is lost..sometimes you empty out all you have,and you do not realize until it is too late,you have been foolish. you can know yourself and dislike the fact your soul is not what your mind desires,or you could be content with the knowledge that you can't even see who you truely are.I stumble as I see the world fall apart..so many forced to surrender,it would be best if I stepped aside.too many rules to the game of life,sometimes you can't help but to be another block of the imperfection.
today my past falls away,the pieces of the shattered pottery was swept under my bed..gone for now but not forever.a new city,a new year.both awaiting for my comming,I will swear to myself my days shan't be wasted.tomorrow will be another issuse.I know promises will eventually blackout,and songs will come unsung..but all the hope I had failed..promises make you feel better even if they last only a few minutes.Hopefully those minutes will tick into hours and those hours will morph into days..
There was so much I was getting myself into.Each pounding ray of the artificial glow hit me,forming the shadow I watched with little interest.there was so much that I did not know about this male,heck..there was so much he did not know about myself.Actually,I'm not sure if the male knew what he was getting himself into.could I have told him who I was inside and still have taken the offer for a home?my thoughts quickly vanished as the enterance leading to the interior opened,and beneath the wooden frame stood the generous stranger dubbed Adrien.
"Heh..gal?Ah,feels like I'm in Louisiana..minus the whole ranch thing.Can't be that dangerous out here...could it?"
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