| Subject: .|.look what i've done.|. |
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mirage of dreams
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Date Posted: 19:29:37 08/04/02 Sun
In reply to:
Fajarah
's message, "..the pleasure is all mine.." on 19:03:01 08/04/02 Sun
.|.slithering movement stops. razors sink into flesh, fore-tendril plastered 'gainst thorn. spins back 'round 'pon glass-like razor, lanterns light shifting 'pon dame. look what i've done...again. there is no hope for a useless and unworthy soul like mine. all this time being left behind, and yet, i did it to my own blood without noticing. i've made my own kind turn into what i've done to myself, into what i, myself is. all this time she thought young had pushed her away, but really it was her. pushed them out to sea, 'twas their own damn problem if they got lost. but what they didn't know, was she, herself, was lost within the current. what about your child? did you push her away as well as i did you? these lessons learned from me, wrong. all wrong. might as well go to the shadows and await my death. nothings left. but, no, i'm not backing down like dear grayen did. fore stretches, weight pulling forth. pause. could i ever be forgiven? most likely not. could i have another chance, to start new? 'tis your choise to leave me behind as i did you. but if you turn me away, i don't ever want to hear of it. i was willing to start anew, and if you aren't, then so be it. a chance before death, before i'm ground into the dust that i am. pain etches quickly throughout. unbearable. so alone. nothings left. i can't feel my heart, but i feel the shame. tell me where to start, think i'm at the end. right now feeling pain. make it go away. these places all i ever think about is lost in time. these faces haunting me, i'm looking back and they are mine.|.
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