• She'd drained herself of sleep, and lay now facing the window in her room, watching the sun rise, still debating whether or not to move out, she didnt want to (NT) -- Mali, 12:52:23 07/06/02 Sat
  • not like he'd really let her, her car wasn't going to start if she tried, her mom wouldn't welcome her back, and all the bags and suitcases were locked up tight (NT) -- Desi, 12:54:39 07/06/02 Sat
• She sighs gently and sits up, a soft smile creeping across her features with the sunrise, perhaps it would be ok...maybe everything would have blown over by now, he had afterall shared her bed, he must not be too mad with her (NT) -- Maleah, 13:02:01 07/06/02 Sat
  • he hadn't stayed for long, her confession bothered him all night long, which was why he was here (NT) -- Desi, 13:22:15 07/06/02 Sat
• She stood and went to her window, opening it wide and leaning out a little, she liked this time of day, when it was peaceful and still. she sighs gently and grabs her guitar, dropping back onto her bed and crossing her legs, playing her fingers across the strings easily, keeping it soft and quiet, she didnt want to wake him (NT) -- Maleah, 13:27:54 07/06/02 Sat
  • he listened to her play, smiling softly,guessing she assumed him to be asleep (NT) -- Desi, 13:42:31 07/06/02 Sat
• She lay her fingers across the strings to silence them, listening a moment before starting up again, this time singing her lyrics softly, she didn't allow anyone to hear her own stuff, only, occasionally, him, she was too afraid of humiliation (NT) -- Maleah, 13:50:09 07/06/02 Sat
  • he listened quietly, it was rare he got to hear her sing (NT) -- Desi, 13:52:37 07/06/02 Sat
• She kept it soft and quiet, private. pausing every so often to listen for signs of stirring (NT) -- Maleah, 13:57:44 07/06/02 Sat
  • he wasn't going to move a muscle, he was going to listen (NT) -- Desi, 13:59:06 07/06/02 Sat
• she soon lost heself in her music, she couldn't help it- she loved to sing and play, it ensnared all her senses, and it was an hour gone before she allowed her guitar to fall silent, running her fingers over its smooth curves for a few moments before setting it aside (NT) -- Maleah, 14:05:39 07/06/02 Sat
  • he listened carefully to the sounds coming from her room, wondering what she was doing (NT) -- Desi, 14:08:33 07/06/02 Sat
• She stands and moves to her door, going for a shower, she was awake now- she'd get no more sleep this morning, even if it was barely gone six am. she opened her door and freezing as she saw him, clearing her throat a little as she blushed "Sorry... I didnt mean to wake you" (NT) -- Maleah, 14:15:31 07/06/02 Sat
  • he shakes his head "You didn't" (NT) -- Desi, 14:16:47 07/06/02 Sat
• She frowns softly and glances down, embarassed now, he'd probably heard her sing "Oh..." (NT) -- Maleah, 14:46:10 07/06/02 Sat
  • he raises a brow "Something wrong? (NT) -- Desi, 15:07:46 07/06/02 Sat
• She lifts her brows and shakes her head, glancing back up "No I... I just didn't think you'd be awake" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:08:58 07/06/02 Sat
  • he shrugs "I couldn't sleep" (NT) -- Desi, 15:14:11 07/06/02 Sat
• She nods a little "me neither" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:16:16 07/06/02 Sat
  • he turned his attention back to the tv, nothing better to do really (NT) -- Desi, 15:18:08 07/06/02 Sat
• With his dismisal she continued on to the bathroom (NT) -- Maleah, 15:22:16 07/06/02 Sat
  • he sat toying with the spoon from his breakfast, sighing (NT) -- Desi, 15:24:02 07/06/02 Sat
• She showered for a good long hour before she emerged again, a towl wrapped around her, wet hair hanging in tendrils as she hurried back to her room to change (NT) -- Maleah, 15:29:23 07/06/02 Sat
  • he watched her go and sighed once more, deciding he needed to get away (NT) -- Desi, 15:31:03 07/06/02 Sat
• She dropped onto her bed as tears filled her eyes, this was worse than the arguing (NT) -- Maleah, 15:37:25 07/06/02 Sat
  • he frowned obviously she didn't want to see him....fine then (NT) -- Desi, 15:38:59 07/06/02 Sat
• She needed to change, it was hardly appropriate to wander around half naked. Once dry she pulled on some clothes, towl drying her hair and pulling it up into a messy bun (NT) -- Maleah, 15:45:29 07/06/02 Sat

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• he hadn't moved from the couch, he hadnt' slept he hadn't eaten, nothing he had been stationary since Ericka left (NT) -- Desi, 15:40:49 07/01/02 Mon
• She stares at him a moment before walking straight through to her room, dumping her bag, she didn't know how to act around him now (NT) -- Mali, 15:50:21 07/01/02 Mon
  • he only let her walk by, he didn't know what else to do say "Hi I love you?" yeah right (NT) -- Desi, 15:52:05 07/01/02 Mon
• She drops onto her bed with a sigh, reaching for bobie and hugging him to her chest, watching him through her door (NT) -- Maleah, 16:12:03 07/01/02 Mon
  • he paid no attention, he let himself zone off as he stared at nothing, no confrontations this way (NT) -- Desi, 16:15:52 07/01/02 Mon
• She frowns and plucks at the bears, almost bare, ear "Should I move out?" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:19:29 07/01/02 Mon
  • had he been listening he would have responded,...but he wasnt (NT) -- Desi, 16:22:22 07/01/02 Mon
• She sighs and lays back, curling up on her bed, Bobie hugged tight to her chest (NT) -- Maleah, 11:44:00 07/05/02 Fri
  • he sighed and rubbed his eyes, what the hell had happened here? (NT) -- Desi, 11:48:45 07/05/02 Fri
• She was tired, she'd had no sleep last night, it quickly caught up with her, as troubled as she was, at least she was back with him, even if it wouldn't last. She burried deeper into her pillow, snuggling the large bear to her chest, allowing herself a few minutes rest (NT) -- Maleah, 11:54:39 07/05/02 Fri
  • he stood up, heading down the hall to her room, preparing to talk to her, but seeing her asleep he stops, and. without hesitation, crawls into bed beside her (NT) -- Desi, 12:02:13 07/05/02 Fri
• She murmers gently in her sleep, her slumber growing more peaceful with his presence (NT) -- Maleah, 12:20:03 07/05/02 Fri
  • his sleep was troubled with visions, he was so mad at her, a lot of it stemmed from hurt but that wasn't essential in his opinion, his anger was (NT) -- Des, 12:21:36 07/05/02 Fri
• Her dreams led her to move into his arms, pushing aside the stuffed bear and fitting to him instead (NT) -- Maleah, 12:31:51 07/05/02 Fri
  • he gently pushed her away, he couldn't handle the thought of her being touched by other guys...in his apartment, but it was nearly every night without fail...he couldn't handle it (NT) -- Desi, 12:36:07 07/05/02 Fri
• a soft sound of protest escaped her in her sleep, but she didn't move back to him (NT) -- Maleah, 12:41:05 07/05/02 Fri
  • he turned his back towards her and handed her the bear, closing his eyes (NT) -- Desi, 13:03:11 07/05/02 Fri
• Satisfied again she hugs the bear tightly, but it didn't make up for his arms, none of the men she'd brought to her bed did (NT) -- Maleah, 13:05:28 07/05/02 Fri
  • but none the less she continued to do so, and it continued to anger him, it never stopped (NT) -- Desi, 13:09:44 07/05/02 Fri
• She slept through the morning to the early afternoon before she stirred again, turning her back to him as she murmers gently, very little coherant except for 'desi' (NT) -- Maleah, 13:41:28 07/05/02 Fri
  • he fell asleep not long after, it was the easiest thing for him to do at this time (NT) -- Desi, 14:17:18 07/05/02 Fri
• She whimpers a little in her sleep, brow furrowing softly old nightmares hounding her, silly childish nightmares of her father being taken away, which she supposed stemed from the days when her mother refused to let him see her (NT) -- Maleah, 14:25:31 07/05/02 Fri
  • he had nightmares all his own, all about her (NT) -- Desi, 14:29:03 07/05/02 Fri
• She sat bolt upright, breathing heavily, glancing around the room in broad daylight she sighs and relaxes a little, glancing down beside her to his sleeping form, softening a little (NT) -- Maleah, 14:51:58 07/05/02 Fri
  • he frowned lightly in his sleep feeling her stir, but didn't wake, he had a bad headache (NT) -- Desi, 14:59:19 07/05/02 Fri
• She sighs and drops back into the pillows, turning on her side and watching him, breaking the silence after a while, with no intention for anyone to hear, whispering softly " I'm sorry I made you mad... for the first time in our life I'm wondering if you dont like me very much... but then... i see you wouldn't get so mad if you didn't care... "She watches him easily, blinking softly, she likes talking to him while he was alseep, she could say whatever she wanted (NT) -- Mali, 15:06:41 07/05/02 Fri
  • he woke suddenly, but kept still hearing her speak, he'd let her finish (NT) -- Desi, 15:12:02 07/05/02 Fri
• She lowers her gaze but continues, talking more to herself than anyone "The thing with the guys...it isn't really me you know... I pretend I'm someone else... that I can go out on the dancefloor and have no cares, be the envy of every girl, the desire of every guy... but its not real... Im just hiding. It seems I can have any guy but you... (NT) -- Maleah, 15:20:24 07/05/02 Fri
  • he frowned to himself, what did she mean by that (NT) -- Desi, 15:21:39 07/05/02 Fri
• She sighs and turns to lie on her back, staring at the ceiling "I don't get it Des... why do you like her more than me? how come she can tell you she loves but If I told you you'd freak out?" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:27:57 07/05/02 Fri
  • he still frowned, she'd never say that to him, thats why (NT) -- Desi, 15:40:28 07/05/02 Fri
• She closes her eyes and sighs softly "I wanna know how feels to be help by you in a more than just best friends way... I wanna hear you tell me you love me... and not mean because you have to... I want to know how you kiss and touch when you're in love Desi..." (NT) -- Maleah, 15:46:43 07/05/02 Fri
  • he went still at that, he couldn't believe what he was hearing, but still he stayed put (NT) -- Desi, 15:47:58 07/05/02 Fri
• Tears cloud her dark eyes, sniffing a little she carries on " I feel like the little mermaid...true loves kiss will turn me into the person I want to be... I hate who I am... " (NT) -- Mali, 15:57:52 07/05/02 Fri
  • he wished she would stop, she was breaking his heart, he didn't want to hear any more (NT) -- Desi, 15:59:48 07/05/02 Fri
• She swallows hard, running a hand over her face "Ugh... what am I doing... "She turned over, her back to him now, burrying her face in her pillow (NT) -- Mali, 16:07:56 07/05/02 Fri
  • he sighed, still laying still, he was in no shape to deal with this (NT) -- Desi, 16:13:44 07/05/02 Fri
• She closes her eyes tight against her tears, fingers curling into her pillow, hugging the big bear to her chest, hiding (NT) -- Mali, 16:21:47 07/05/02 Fri
  • he sighed, making himself more comfortable. preparing to go back to sleep...if he could (NT) -- Desi, 16:23:58 07/05/02 Fri
• before long she difts into an uneasy sleep, her troubles only increased since she admitted them out loud (NT) -- Mali, 07:49:41 07/06/02 Sat

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• he gave Ericka a kiss goodbye and entered the room, the stench of smoke and alcohol clinging to his clothes, not that he cared much (NT) -- Desi, 13:39:28 06/30/02 Sun
• She sighs, rolling her head back a little and cursing under her breath, thinking it was Erkia back again "Look Erika I don't know..." As she turned around she cut off, staring at him a moment before turning back to her pop-corn silently (NT) -- Maleah, 13:46:09 06/30/02 Sun
  • he only raised a brow and continued into the kitchen, searching for a corona 'Don't know what?" (NT) -- Desi, 13:47:45 06/30/02 Sun
• She leans a hip against the counter, focusing on her popcorn on the stove "If you'd be coming home" (NT) -- Maleah, 13:51:34 06/30/02 Sun
  • "No where else to go" was his only reply (NT) -- Desi, 13:52:31 06/30/02 Sun
• She shrugs, tipping her popcorn into a bowl "Though you might have found some girl willing to whore herself to you " She storms back to her room, slamming the door and cursing its inability to lock (NT) -- Maleah, 13:57:04 06/30/02 Sun
  • he shouts back "Only women whore, y'know the way you do every night!" (NT) -- Desi, 13:58:01 06/30/02 Sun
• Her brow furrows, gritting her teeth against her tears, he was afterall- exagerating "Fuck off asshole" She'd never sweared at him before, she'd never fought with him before (NT) -- Maleah, 14:02:07 06/30/02 Sun
  • "You only wish!" he didn't care about the language or anything, it felt so good to be mad (NT) -- Desi, 14:03:52 06/30/02 Sun
• "I just can't wait to be kind" drowned him out as she turned up the volume, scowling at the television with tear glazed eyes (NT) -- Maleah, 14:07:08 06/30/02 Sun
  • he took the sofa, turned on the tv and stared at it blankly (NT) -- Desi, 14:07:57 06/30/02 Sun
• She hugged Simba close to her chest and tried to stop her eyes flickering to the door every few seconds. Leaning over she pulled her photo album out of her bedside drawer, flicking though pictures of her with Desi and her with her previous, brief, boyfriends (NT) -- Maleah, 14:15:23 06/30/02 Sun
  • he.....in his inibriated state, fell asleep on the couch, the tv still going (NT) -- Desi, 14:16:29 06/30/02 Sun
• Her brow furrows as she goes over and over the photographs, noting the same distant, bored expression in each of the ones with other guys, and the way she looked so alive with Desi... but... that was just because he was her best friend... it didn't mean anything- just that she'd not met the right guy yet. but what if she had? what if the right guy was the one guy who she could never have... (NT) -- Maleah, 14:21:32 06/30/02 Sun
  • he was dreaming, the same dream that he had often, of her and him, instead of him and Ericka (NT) -- Desi, 14:22:40 06/30/02 Sun
• She chews her lip and scrambles off the bed, pressing her ear to the door and then opening it a crack, peeking through it- she didnt want to fight anymore- she was too confused... (NT) -- Maleah, 14:40:53 06/30/02 Sun
  • he slept on unawares, snoring softly (NT) -- Desi, 14:43:30 06/30/02 Sun
• She relaxed upon hearing his snores, quietly moving over to him and prising the can from his hand tahat threatened to spill, grabbing the blanket from the back of the couch and covering him with it... he may have hurt her, but she still cared about him...more than she'd admit (NT) -- Maleah, 14:45:50 06/30/02 Sun
  • he muttered in his sleep, turning his head (NT) -- Desi, 14:46:38 06/30/02 Sun
• She steps away quickly, she didn't want to wake him... she moves quietly back to her room, sitting down on her bed, thinking hard (NT) -- Maleah, 14:50:27 06/30/02 Sun
  • he slept the rest of the night away, exhausted (NT) -- Desi, 14:51:21 06/30/02 Sun

• She scowls and pulls the pillow over her head, drying her tears up (NT) -- Maleah, 15:46:28 06/24/02 Mon
  • she frowns, knocking more persistent "Hello?" (NT) -- Erica, 15:48:55 06/24/02 Mon
• With a sigh she got up, she knew she wouldn't just go away. She growls as she ambles through the lounge to the door- she could try at least "We don't want any go away" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:51:53 06/24/02 Mon
  • she laughs "oh Mae you are such a kidder! I know you're in there!"she had one of those annoyingly sweet voices (NT) -- Erica, 15:54:20 06/24/02 Mon
• She snarls at the closed door- she really didn't know how Desi could stand her " Desi's out Erica" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:58:41 06/24/02 Mon
  • she sighs "Oh pooh....well...can I wait?" (NT) -- Erica, 15:59:52 06/24/02 Mon
• She curses to the door under her breath before puling it open, turning without a word and stalking back to her room (NT) -- Maleah, 16:04:03 06/24/02 Mon
  • she follows absently "Nice place here" (NT) -- Erica, 16:06:25 06/24/02 Mon
• She scowls and drops to her bed, hugging Bobie again "Yeah" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:09:55 06/24/02 Mon
  • she settles beside her "So Mae what's been going on?" she was oblivious as always (NT) -- Erica, 16:11:26 06/24/02 Mon
• She grits her teeth, no one was allowed to call her that except Desi "Nothing" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:16:26 06/24/02 Mon
  • she frowns "Something,...wrong?" (NT) -- Erica, 16:19:09 06/24/02 Mon
• She glares, not even bothering to answer, just hugging the bear to her chest, turning up her music (NT) -- Maleah, 04:59:07 06/25/02 Tue

• he frowns still "No more Mae, I thought you thought more of yourself" (NT) -- Desi, 14:12:56 06/24/02 Mon
• She frowns and hugs her knees tighter, swallowing hard at the tears- anothing thing only he could bring, she didn't care about anyones opinion but his "I just felt lonely" (NT) -- Maleah, 14:18:41 06/24/02 Mon
  • he shakes his head, he was furious for some reason, he couldn't identify it "that's no excuse to whore yourself to whoevers willing!" (NT) -- Desi, 14:31:07 06/24/02 Mon
• His comment shocked her, and cut deeper than anything she'd ever felt before. she looks up at him with hurt, tear filled brown eyes, brow gently furrowed " what?" (NT) -- Maleah, 14:35:45 06/24/02 Mon
  • he only glared, he was raging "You heard me" (NT) -- Desi, 14:46:41 06/24/02 Mon
• She stands and pulls his hoodie off, leaving her in the vest top and boxers she slept in, throwing it at him she storms past to her room "Leave me alone" She slams the door hard behind her, curling up in her bed, allowing herself the tears she never would in public, she inherited some of her mothers pride (NT) -- Maleah, 14:50:29 06/24/02 Mon
  • he storms out the front door, slamming it as hard as he could. he needed air (NT) -- Desi, 14:56:27 06/24/02 Mon
• She frowns hard, hugging 'Bobie' to her chest- a huge brown bear he'd given her for her fourth birthday. (NT) -- Maleah, 15:16:00 06/24/02 Mon

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• he frowns watching the man leave from the hallway, slimeball that's all he had to say "Come on baby, how many of these are you gonna keep bringing home?" (NT) -- Desi, 13:33:33 06/24/02 Mon
• She glances up and frowns a little, shrugging " As many as it takes till I meet the right one" (NT) -- Maleah, 13:35:34 06/24/02 Mon
  • he raises a br "So each one has to stay the night?" (NT) -- Desi, 13:38:21 06/24/02 Mon