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Subject: Hi everyone, it's ellen

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ellen holmes

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Date Posted: 12:27:13 07/05/01 Thu

Maybe because i'm sufficiently freaked out in my life, and know enough of you at least a little, i'm ready to just plunge in and say hello without any further introduction.

About being special and wanting attention, i think it's definitely hardwired into the basic critters that we are. Every flower says "look at me! me! meeeee!"
Is it Being saying this in each form of itself?

Am i a fake writing this as if i know something? "a genuine fake" to quote alan watts's description of himself....i'm writing this mainly to be part of the family, to be present at the party, in the midst of feeling very scared and uncertain in my life and in this work. i know a few of you a little bit and feel grateful that you are present for me to write to.

As is no doubt crystal clear to you all, i have not experienced 2B. (2B or not 2B, is that the question??? Perhaps it is, indeed, one of the few answers........)

i don't feel comfortable yet closing with "love", so i'll just send you my sparkles with a ***e***. thanx.......

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: Hi everyone, it's ellen	Deidra	13:58:27 07/05/01 Thu

Re: Hi everyone, it's ellen	Kyla	14:44:42 07/05/01 Thu

Hi Ellen! Welcome home.	Cassie	23:12:41 07/05/01 Thu
Re: Hi Ellen! Welcome home. -- ellen, 00:57:25 07/06/01 Fri