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Subject: Re: Has anybody seen my car keys?


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Gill
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Date Posted: 09:08:46 03/02/01 Fri
In reply to: Ben Hursh 's message, "Re: Has anybody seen my car keys?" on 07:42:24 03/02/01 Fri
 I presume everyone gets the same advertisements on this Forum that I do : has anyone noticed that sometimes there is a picture of Edvard Munch's THE SCREAM and a message next to it saying "Click here to end your Suffering"??!!

Which takes me on to what I wanted to say: somehow, throughout all the fear I've been going through this past four or five months (with this damn stupid guy harrassing and stalking me) something liberating is coming out of it. I even found myself in a Ramana-Maharshi-type moment the other week, thinking "this is it, I'm going to die - but who dies?". There was then this wonderful moment when everything dropped - no more working on myself, no more things to do. Death, ahh. Wonderful!" And somehow I've had more energy for life ever since, even though the fear is still most certainly there and I'm not for one moment in denial of it. But I have gained a certain, shall we say, rebellious attitude in the face of it - both death and life.

I'm not losing things, but electrical items seem to be giving up on me one by one. The other week my video packed in. Today it was my washing machine. The sublime IS the ridiculous. I just hope this computer stays alive.

Yours, laughing maniacally...
Gill
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