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Subject: Churning...


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wallking the tightrope...
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Date Posted: 22:56:11 04/16/05 Sat

Caught. Like a fly in a spider’s web...
Thick are the strands holding me in place
Between worlds of life and death…

They hold fast, not allowing my freedom,
yet giving me a bird’s eye view of it
as death approaches.

Welcome, Sweet Death…
Licking her lips, she hesitates.
What is her intent in the consumption?

To free? Perhaps…that might feel good tonight.
Can we get on with it? Sink the fangs it then – you’re welcome
to deaden to the pain in my heart.

I look out upon the Community. It is
vast in experience, depth, ranges of truth-telling.
Willingness…Commitment…these are present.

To what degree and to whom is interesting…
So much integrity, or am I mistaken? A truly
magnificent adventure seems uncharted here…

Or…am I simply too much in pain to see clearly?
Am I blind, or have I been blinded by listening with
Community Ears, rather than my own?

Where is “I’m here” God now? Ah…my friend…
I forgot to ask when surrounded by God-in-the-flesh.
Now that the void seems deep, and I alone, I

can hear you speak…
She approaches -- the web of life is taking
her toll…tick, tock…

Closing my eyes, I am ready to be taken…
I AM in choice…I could free myself, but I’d rather
Surrender…

Sacrifice -- “to make sacred.” He wants to
“become friends” -- my god, what were we then
these past months? Take me then, kind spinner of webs. I welcome

your fangs…and in amazement,
I feel your love,
your prayer of thanksgiving

As you take my life,
and call it Blessed…

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Just wondering....Nicole09:15:23 04/17/05 Sun
LOLJohn15:01:15 04/19/05 Tue


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