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Date Posted: 21:36:05 09/22/07 Sat
Author: Richard
Author Host/IP: adsl-68-255-240-183.dsl.sfldmi.ameritech.net / 68.255.240.183
Subject: The word 'sense' can be found in 'nonsense'… only real place.

Hey Gem, from what I know about therapy, therapists, etc… the therapists that tell a client what to do are the un-therapists that hooked their un-clients or pigeons. My awesome women person therapists would not do that because of who they are and with me they knew better that to keep me forever… they valued their sanity.

Rhonda… all is all. One race… one human race… it is your prejudice that sees races. Think of all the peace that it will take to fill the void when you give up "Them over there…"

Mikki… "God, please fix my toys. God please fix my toys… God please, please… God! God answers finally alright I'll fix your toys. Give me your toys Mikki. Mikki gives God her toys. God gets busy fixing Mikki's toys… there's Mikki, standing over God's shoulder… no God, that goes that way, well, God if you do it this way… okay God that's close.. okay God that's… No, no God…

Dave… I hope you are getting to know that addiction is always a pathway to enlightenment… <big>always</big>… kinda takes the fun out of being numb… err… if being numb is being numb.. how is there fun getting / staying numb doing drugs like alcohol, solid alcohols like pills etc. I have a new pain killer… I could most start up my slow suicide again with this one (Fentanyl patches) … legal drug pushers… dang! Only, I won't do a slow suicide, now that I know that is what I was doing… I'm too old and too tired to do a slow suicide. God will be waiting with arms open no matter how I go.

Me… What I know now after all this learning and growing, having 161 life miles on this being of 61 years… is that what I do know is right near nothing to what there is to know. I have been giving up lying of late. Only, I am alone most of the time… that makes it way most hard to do—giving up lying. The most efficient hold taking lying done… was / is to myself. Used to be that the very only time I took to telling the truth is when it was convenient and only then. Life has been so most inconvenient… near 24 / 7 lying… got good at it… surviving. Real living is mostly telling the truth… ugh!

For the last month or so… non-worded thought deliberating what worth is life to me. My neighbors of my new home in this small condominium complex cannot believe the working, respecting relationship I have with my buddies, Pain & Pest (Cats). When we are outside together and something or people scare Pain & Pest they either run in the door that is ajar for them or run up right behind me to protect them. I would give my life protecting them also. Most people do not know where to look for God… it is in the action… filling up the air between beings with kindness is God in action.

I wish I had known what the rules were… I wish I knew what the rules are… when I was a kid, I only would first know a rule when I got slapped along side of the head… couldn't they have told me ahead of time. Well, this is kinda ambiguous at best. I so got even breaking the rules.

There really is no cure… talk about holy grails… jeez. When the non-physical pure Love and the physical pure Love evolve into the same sphere… that will be the cure not before… that I do <strike>know</strike> feel! For faith is not an intellectual thing; it is a feeling.

It doesn't do any good for me just to see the above, so nonsense it just might be.

<center>God is Love & that's All there Is.</center>

I guess I need to out live Pain & Pest… else no one will understand their being. And my Sons... parenting... I guess it doesn't end when they learn to tie their own shoes. It outta, but it don't, I guess.

RICHARD

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