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Re: I'm either retarded or crazy! -- Leo, 17:57:01 01/26/06 Thu [1]
this is in response to Jes, hope it doesn't get lost in the shuffle. although the iym/twan convo is certainly intriguing as well and i may have to reply to that later)
first, i'm sorry to hear about your parents, i think its tough on the children of a divorcing couple at any age.
now onto the roy business - there are a couple of things you said that were thoughts going through my head previously. I too was looking for an excuse to leave Rob, I found myself wishing he would cheat, even hit me, anything so I could kick his ass out. Now I realize, my own happiness, sanity and peace of mind is more than enough reason to want out of a relationship. Don't sell yourself short.
I also cried myself to sleep (and during other activities) that went completely unnoticed. I was miserable. If a guy loved his woman, how the fuck could he not notice she was crying? How the fuck could he not notice she's hanging on a thread? saying he loves you means shit in my book. I got told I was loved constantly, was sent flowers, given gifts, but never given the time of day, my thoughts and wants were never a priority. I hope the chick he's with now can be bought, cause I couldn't be. btw, he's getting married, lol, what an idiot.
Another thing you said that stuck out to me was the stranger comment. There were so many times I asked Rob to treat me like a stranger, cause that'd be much better.
do it for yourself jes and for nate, he deserves a happy mom too.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- 23, 17:57:24 01/26/06 Thu [1]
I agree with what you're saying, lump, but I would say that is the specific cultural spin on the myth. Sort of the texture or color overlaying the substance. Like the church took this nugget of truth and decided to use it as an opportunity to talk shit about the ladies, 'cause, you know, they were going to get to that at the meeting next Wednesday, but they might as well throw in on the Eden myth thing while they're thinking of it.
That nugget of truth, I think, is about leaving behind the Garden (the place of animalistic bliss where there was no morality or conscience) and entering into the complicated realm of people-hood and self-awareness and good and evil and all that craziness.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- a light, 07:10:58 01/27/06 Fri [1]
I'm with all the others on this, Jes.
I know you've been with him many years and it's hard to imagine living another way. Maybe this situation can go on and on, and you'll continue to adapt to it.
But I do think you can live a better life, and I think that you sound just about ready for a real change.
This might seem cut and dried, but yes, you have to get rid of him. Prepare yourself in any ways that you can, and do it. Don't feel guilty, don't hold hope for it getting better, don't feel you need any easily explainable reason. This relationship has been a source of frustration and unhappiness for you for a long, long time.
There's no point trying to second-guess his behavior, or even your own right now. It's very hard to see the situation when you're in the middle of it, but believe me-- once he's gone, and you've given yourself some time to adjust (which might be difficult and painful at first, but you can take it), you're going to be able to look back on the relationship with a clear mind and heart. And I'll bet you anything in the world you want, you'll be saying "Why the Hell did I put up with that for so long?!?"
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- Iymlad, 09:43:39 01/27/06 Fri [1]
The older the writings of the bible, the more and more
>anti-woman it gets."
I would say that all thoss are "new interpretations". We can't use any christian versions. It goes back to the Hebrew and there are hidden meanings in the letters and numerology (things not transfered in translations). I don't believe for one moment that the original intent was to portray women negatively.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- Iymlad, 11:31:33 01/27/06 Fri [1]
"Well, the obvious answer is Lucifer,"
No, no, no. The whole Lucifer thing is recent history. I actually did a little research on this recently and it seems that the introduction of "Lucifer" was a misinterpretation of a reference to the Planet Venus and/or a Summerian King. The Torah does not (as I understand) describe a personality that matches our present Lucifer/Satan/Fallen Angel. That's all christian stuff, and I really don't have interest in their (mis)interpretations.
http://theosophy.org/tlodocs/hpb/HistoryOfAPlanet.htm
"There are many theories as to what that catalyst actually was,ranging from aliens to the gods to hallucinogenic drugs to evolutionary forces to agriculture..."
I'm impressed that you have all this stuff at the tip of your tongue. I was only recently exposed to some of the above theories.
>Well, in Greek mythology, Prometheus stole fire from
>the gods and gave that power to humanity. As
>punishment to humanity, Zeus gave the box to Pandora,
>who opened it (because of curiosity) and all the
>problems of the world were released upon humanity.
I am quite familiar with this myth. But I woulnd't equate the fire with the apple, at least with the assumption that the apple represents the introduction of consciousness to humanity. I see the fire as the wisdom to manipulate the material world. Perhaps one can equate Prometheus with the snake however. Thinking about it now ... it does seem that the consumption of the apple is analagous to the opening of Pandora's Box (oh how I love saying that).
>The African Bushmen have a similar myth involving
>fire.
Any leads for me tracking down a version of that myth?
>I'm saying, I think this birth of consciousness is a
>positive thing.
Ah, I agree that it should not be presented in the negative light is often is. It is what it is, positive and negative sides to it.
>There's another interesting myth involving an apple
>and the gods:
VERY nice. I had forgotten about THAT golden apple. I actually use the golden apple symbology for a children's group that I help run ... I'll have to brush up on that. Thanks!
>I don't like her description of the "moral" of the
>myth.
I certainly do not agree with her moral either.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- 23, 12:08:53 01/27/06 Fri [1]
>http://theosophy.org/tlodocs/hpb/HistoryOfAPlanet.htm
That was a really intersting link. I had always associated Lucifer with Mercury, not Venus. Mercury being the Roman version of Hermes, who fills a similar place in the pantheon as Lucifer (in his role as the light-bringer, not his role as the lord of hell).
>Any leads for me tracking down a version of that myth?
Here's a pretty good one:
http://www.cs.williams.edu/~lindsey/myths/myths_14.html
>VERY nice. I had forgotten about THAT golden apple.
>I actually use the golden apple symbology for a
>children's group that I help run ... I'll have to
>brush up on that. Thanks!
It's one of my favorites. I'm a fan of Discordianism.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- Iymlad, 12:29:30 01/27/06 Fri [1]
(in his role as the
>light-bringer, not his role as the lord of hell).
But does Lucifer (not as a name for Venus but light bringer and/or "fallen angel") have a place outside christianity (i.e. Judiasm, Greek/Roman)? I still don't have an answer to that ...
>Here's a pretty good one:
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>http://www.cs.williams.edu/~lindsey/myths/myths_14.html
Perfect ... thanks.
>It's one of my favorites. I'm a fan of Discordianism.
I was unaware or the term. The name brings anarchy to my mind. Thanks again.
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- 23, 13:16:18 01/27/06 Fri [1]
>I was unaware or the term. The name brings anarchy to
>my mind. Thanks again.
If you're bored:
http://www.discordian.com/
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- Iymlad, 13:27:57 01/27/06 Fri [1]
IF I'm bored!!! DUDE, I'm reading your posts aren't I! :)
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Re: I'm either retarded or phsyco! -- 23, 13:36:02 01/27/06 Fri [1]
So very true.
I'm surprised I don't put myself to sleep half the time I'm typing this nonsenaa0aienaotn;el/. lk nlk l./////////////////////////////////////////////////
(sorry, head fell on the keyboard)
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