He'd have paid to have the airport closed, for just one more day with her. He sure as hell wouldn't waste it, he'd spend the entire time with her in his arms, his lips on her skin. Hell, he wouldn't even bother with driving back to Cascade, he'd just get a room in the city so he could spend as much time committing her body to memory as he could. Not that he didn't already have the entire thing memorized, but it couldn't hurt to double check your findings, triple check even.
He gazed down at her as she turned those beautiful eyes to his face, his well constructed smirk slowly falling as he became wrapped up in her gaze. How could a few heartbeats feel like an eternity? How could he feel like this moment was going to go on forever and yet that it would end far too quickly? Wanting nothing more than to wrap her up in a kiss, hold her in his arms just one more time. But he held himself back, not trusting his body to obey when it was time to finally let her go. But the choice was taken from him as her small hand fisted roughly in his shirt, ready to drag him down to her lips if needed. The later was not needed though, for the moment her fingers brushed the solid wall of his chest, he was already leaning in, down to crush his lips to hers.
His arm wrapped around her, one rough hand resting against the dip of her back while the other slid up her spine to fist lightly in her hair. He returned her kiss, passion flared, warring with the cold fist of sorrow in his chest. He kissed her like he was drowning and she was his last breath of air. Like he knew death would swallow him soon after they parted ways. Cold, inky darkness was sure to consume him as soon as she was gone, as soon as her plane had left the ground. He'd struggle through it, he wasn't the sort to give up and give in, but it would take him a long while before his head broke the surface again.
He didn't want to let her go, though he could feel her starting to slip away already. He wanted to press her back to the cold steel of his truck, wedge her between that icy steel and his own molten flesh. Wanted to ravage her mouth, her body, till she cried out his name and the world knew. Instead he let her slip from his hold, tucked his hands into his pockets and watched her with all the self control he possessed. The soft touch of her fingers against his forehead had his eyes closing as he tried to maintain control of his body. It was the hardest thing he'd ever had to do, yet he knew she would only be able to see a small bit of it. Most never even noticed the war raging within him, none knew him well enough to see those minor changes that told of so much more.
Hands still tucked securely in his pockets, he leaned down to press his lips to her forehead, savoring teh touch of her hand just as much as she. He gave a deep chuckle as she spoke, finally finding the will to pull back from her flesh. "Think you aught to have that scale looked at, its a bit off" He smirked, knowing it didn't go to his eyes but making the effort anyways "You do the same... Find a real good girl..." his smirk turned devilish again, and a bit teasing "And send pictures" He chuckled
I'm not strong enough to stay away
Can't run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I'm drawn in to your flame
Say my name, but it's not the same
You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to its knees
And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay
I'm so confused,So hard to choose
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind
And I'm not strong enough to stay away |
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