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Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:53:27 09/11/24 Wed
In reply to: Emmie Sue 's message, "My new life" on 06:56:05 09/01/24 Sun

Sorry my last post was kind of abrupt.

I met this girl in my class. She's cute. So we went to my house to study. When we got to the door I remembered the weapons of ass destruction on the wall and I quickly changed course and we went directly to the basement to my apartment. I know she saw the hairbrush on my desk, but I'm not sure if she thought anything of it. We were getting kind of snacky and I said I had a bag of chips on the kitchen counter and she said "Oh, I'll get them." and I was like okay, then I remembered the things on the living room wall and I panicked. I thought if I don't make a big deal out of it she probably wont notice. The kitchen and living room aren't exactly separated and a spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall are kind of hard to miss. I was feeling sick and just hoping she wouldn't notice.

She came back down with the chips and a couple of Hard Mikes and I tried not to be nervous, but I was. I forced myself not to say something stupid like "You didn't happen to notice the spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall, did you?" Maybe I'm just paranoid, but it seemed like her demeaner changed. At one point she had to go to the bathroom, but there was no toilet paper so she goes "Oh, I'll just go upstairs." (Shelby hides the toilet paper and that would bring up other questions so I didn't say anything). I know she saw them and I know she was burning to ask about them. Fortunately she didn't, but she did ask a lot of questions about Shelby and other things. It was pretty tense.

Nothing really spectacular happened later. No spankings, no buttplugs, no sex. It was a little disappointing. Of course Shelby asked if all my homework was done and if my chores were done. Really my only chore was to not make a mess. Shelby went out and I went to visit my older male friend. I kind of tried to turn the conversation to spanking, but he wasn't taking the bait.

Back at home me and Shelby hung out and talked a little. I objected to the things on the wall, but that got shot down pretty quickly. In a kind of rare moment for Shelby she said she really likes me being there. She thinks I get a little annoying sometimes, but she said she really appreciates me. I was kind of gushing. So that was really nice. She put me to bed and that was really nice too. My brothers are a lot older and really horrible to me and she's kind of like the big sister I always wanted.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Smith
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Date Posted: 05:08:01 09/12/24 Thu

Did you finally get to experience the real thing? Or are you still waiting for the right moment? Where those spanks you got before the store what you expected?

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:39:42 09/12/24 Thu

Not what I would consider a real one. A few 'warning' spankings, but I think those were mainly play. My bottom felt warm and fuzzy. Having to walk around the store was a embarrassing, but exciting experience. It's not me waiting for the right moment, that's up to Shelby. I'm actually trying to follow all of the rules and behave. Although I've always wanted a real spanking, the real thing is kind of scary. I think maybe this is what I've always been going for is not experiencing the spanking itself so much, but knowing if I really f up, I'll get a real one.

Thank you so much for replying to me. I felt really stupid after I posted that other one. I feel like a real whiner.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 06:06:23 09/12/24 Thu

Yeah I think you have the right mentality here. If you actively try to follow the rules but then screw up somehow and are indeed in for a real one. Then there may be a higher chance the whole affair will feel like the real thing (that we've never experienced). I don't know, maybe actively breaking the rules might 'cheapen' the whole experience or something like that.

I wonder if you will have the 'butterflies in stomach' effect when Shelby announces the sentence to you. Apparently everyone gets them when their punishment is announced to them. Again, so I've been told.

And you don't have to call yourself stupid. We all feel like that sometimes. But nothing here indicates you are. We're eager to hear where this is going.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:15:01 09/12/24 Thu

Well, that one time she messaged me saying "You're gonna get a SPAIN-KING" I was sick all day. I was pretty sure she was playing, but still.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 06:23:59 09/12/24 Thu

Wow. If that was your reaction to Shelby's message, imagine what would happen if it was your mother. I imagine you'd probably just die.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:40:08 09/12/24 Thu

My mom would make sort of veiled threats implying that if I didn't behave I'd get a spanking. I was pretty sure that she never would, but even as late as this summer I was always afraid she might. When I was little I was kind of like "Well, why don't you." When I was like between 11 and 15 I was REALLY hoping she would, but after that I pretty much knew it would never happen, but I felt like there was always a possibility. By that time I was like "Uh...no."

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Smith
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Date Posted: 07:10:30 09/12/24 Thu

Even if you're certain now it's not going to happen anymore. Are you still curious about it? Is it still something you'd like to know what it is like? Or have these feelings largely passed, and you're just content with the arrangement you have with Shelby?

Personally, now reading all the stuff on these forums makes me extremely curious what it is like to experience discipline from a parent. I was never curious when growing up.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 07:14:26 09/12/24 Thu

By my mom? No, I'm pretty much over that. But I have this ewie feeling that the threat is still there.

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Date Posted: 07:24:05 09/12/24 Thu

Ah, so no interest anymore then. We must've switched. With me it was no curiosity growing up and now suddenly I'm super curious. But I'm not going to do anything with it. It feels wrong. It just is wrong.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 07:12:07 09/12/24 Thu

I always kind of wished my school paddled. I doubt that I would have gotten in trouble on purpose, but I'm sure it would have been tempting.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 07:26:30 09/12/24 Thu

I still cannot process the fact some schools actually do this.

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