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Subject: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 06:56:05 09/01/24 Sun I'll just copy/paste what I wrote on my other thread yesterday and the continue. >Settling in. Unfortunately my mom insisted on loading the SUV and tagging along. I think my dad was kind of annoyed at her treating me like a little kid. It was cool though. My mom is just in love with Shelby. In a way I felt like a little kid tagging along with them even know Shelby is only a couple years older than me. My mom took us shopping and bought us a houseful of food and stuff. Okay, I cried when my mom left, so I'm a baby, so what. There are parties everywhere in this town. Me and Shelby hit a few. Apparently she doesn't drink. She used to but I guess now that she's a mature career woman, she quit. I do, but when we were at parties and would go for another she waved her finger at me and went "ah, ah, ah." But she's right. In this environment I'd be too pissed to make it to 5:00. But I got a little buzz. She gave me a very stern no when the weed was going around.< So we went to a Mexican restaurant and then walked around town and hit some parties. She might have had a couple of beers. I had a few but Shelby kept me from getting whacked out and I wanted to hit some weed, but she prevented it. So we went home and watched some stuff and kind of cuddled. That was nice. I was kind of drunk actually. Then get this. Okay it had been a long day. Packing up, driving, unpacking, shopping with my mom, hitting some outside parties and it was warm and sunny, so by the end of the day I guess we were pretty stinky. At least I was because she showered before. So we weren't really into what was on and she started like sniffing under my arms. At first it was kind of embarrassing me because she was calling me stinky and like humiliating me. Actually it was kind of turning me on. So then she turned me on my stomach and was smelling my underarms and all over calling me a dirty stinky girl. I should interject that we talk about some of the interesting stuff on here, but I don't tell her where I read it and some of the weird shit me and my former crush kind of experimented with on face time. So she's smelling me all over and saying things and actually I didn't hate it. Then she put her face in my butt and was saying my butt was stinky and I was a dirty, naughty girl and I SWEAR TO GOD IT WASN"T. She was slapping my butt, not like a real spanking, but my butt was really starting to get hot and I was loving it, but a little bit fearful that she was really going to give me a spanking. So then she said I needed a bath and she was going to give me a good scrubbing and she started taking off my clothes. I mean she was just taking off my clothes and I could do anything nor did I want to. I felt kind of embarrassed and maybe ashamed and then she was saying my underwear was dirty and kind of making a big deal out of it, but I swear to god the weren't. She put me in a hot bath. Actually it was a little too hot but my body got used to it. She scrubbed me EVERYWHERE. I just let her do it and it was sooooo good. She told me to get on my hands and knees with my butt up and was like "We need to clean this dirty bottom, you dirty girl. Oh, let me tell you soap up your butt burns. She dried me off and actually dressed me herself in a Stich nightshirt, and btw I hate Stitch. Then we cuddled on the couch watching something that wasn't very interesting. OMG, she's so strong and I felt like a little kid and I LOVED it. Anytime I tried to get intimate she stopped it. I was soooo horny. She said she had had an exhausting week so she took me to my apartment, which I just love, and actually put me to bed. I guess she got me someone to sleep with it's a plush Pikachu and I LOVE Pikachu. She kissed me on the forehead, but then kissed me for real. She said "Thank you for moving in with me." and kissed me again and went to bed. I don't know if she got any sleep last, but I sure didn't. I LOVE this little apartment she made for me. I love everything. How did this happen to me? I know it's not part of the deal, but I'm in love with Shelby. I'll give more updates later. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:22:26 09/01/24 Sun Sounds like you had a fun day. I'm jealous. Please keep us updated on further developments. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Moonica [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:49:33 09/01/24 Sun It sounds like you have someone who cares about you very much and will guide you in the right direction. She sounds very dominating however and I hope you can handle that and following the rules and decorum. I don't mean this as a put down, but I think you need that and I think you may be very immature and that will help you grow up and focus on your direction. I hope you know that you must obey the rules or you're going to be punished. I hope you're prepared for that and I don't think you are, but it will come if you stick to it. Real 'whoopins' aren't a game. You submit to an authority and they make the rules. They hurt and they don't end until your disciplinarian decides and you may be reminded of it for days. There's also the psychological aspect of it. I hope you're prepared for it. It will be quite a shock if you're not. Good luck. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:23:57 09/01/24 Sun You can benefit from some gentle nudges in directions you have already freely chosen to go in. What will be hard will be to be pushed in directions you aren't interested in going. For example, Shelby may feel justified in pushing you very hard not to smoke at all. You like smoking to relax. I would love it if you were able to find other ways to relax. But you made it very clear to me: Don't harangue you about it. It may turn into a hard limit that Shelby will have to respect. Or you both will discover that she is allergic to even the modest smoking that you do. Lots of learning ahead as you both discover each other. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:31:10 09/01/24 Sun Thanks. You know me, blab, blab, blab. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:30:05 09/01/24 Sun You're kind of scaring me. But I think I'm prepared. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:41:17 09/01/24 Sun Today was a little bit different than yesterday. I made her blueberry pancakes for breakfast, but it turns out she doesn't like blueberrys but she ate them anyway. Actually they were kind of gross. So she was like "Let's go shopping." and of course I was like you don't have to ask me twice. So we were looking at hairbrushes and I started feeling a little uneasy. She found wooden hairbrushes and was holding them in her hand like examining them and I told her I have a good hairbrush and she said "Oh, they're not for hair." and that made me feel a little sick and she put 2 in the cart. Right by there were bathbrushes and Shelby examined them and smacked them in her hand. She found a wooden one that didn't have one of those belt things on them and smacked it in her hand. There was this little girl down the isle who seemed very interested and my face must have turned 3 shades of red. Later in the kitchen isle she found wooden spoons, a lot like the one she smacked my butt with before. She found a really sturdy one and smacked it in her hand. I told her she already has a wooden spoon and she said that one is for cooking. Then we were looking at cutting boards. She found a 3 pack that looked just like paddles. I showed her a fiberglass one that was flat and didn't have a handle on it and she kind of laughed. Then we went to home fixing stuff and she picked out a couple of sticks, I think they're called dowels. Knowing what they were for but acting innocent I asked "Are you going to fix something?" and she smugly said "I intend to." If those are anything like canes I've seen in videos, no thank you. So I know what she was doing. She was trying to scare me and embarrass me. It worked. I tried to get us to go to self check out but she insisted on waiting in line for a girl who looked about our age who I think I've seen on campus. There was a lot of other stuff so I was hoping it wouldn't be obvious, but she looked at the stuff like she knew what it was for. Maybe I was just paranoid. The whole trip was kind of humiliating and we didn't talk much in the car. I went to see my older male friend. I missed him so much. He gave me a backrub, nothing sexual or hitting on me or anything, he was just being nice because I had stress. He put headphones on me and told me to close my eyes and played "Bohemian Rhapsody". I know what it is. I've heard it before but it was just magic the way he made me relax and just go into the music. I listened to it twice and was lost in it and then we discussed it. I like him so much and well, I could actually see him spanking me. I mean, I've had fantasies. So from there I went to a party as they are all over the place on this beautiful weekend. Some dork bumped into me and beer spilled on me. I swear I only had a couple of beers and I didn't hit any weed. So I got home and Shelby said "You're drunk." I insisted I wasn't and that some dude spilled beer on me and that's the total truth. I don't think she believed it, but it's true. She said "Here, devein the shrimp" and I was like "Ew." so she gave me some garlic to cut. She was using cutting boards identical to the ones I pointed out. I asked why she wasn't using those boards and she said you don't cut food with wood because it absorbs the bacteria, you use fiberglass. I asked then what are those boards for. She said "They're for your butt when you misbehave." Well, okay then. I cut my finger cutting garlic and she kind of deep sighed and put a band aid on it. So then she had me make the spaghetti. I told her I like the big flat noodles. I thought she was going to hit me. "You don't use fettuccini for shrimp, you use angel hair." Oh, like I'm supposed to know that. And I made the asparagus that goes in it. OMG, it was incredible. I didn't know Shelby could cook like that. Is there anything she can't do? We kissed and cuddled some and she let me feel her boobs, but otherwise we didn't do anything intimate. I got the feeling that she was kind of annoyed with me tonight and I don't know why. I asked her if she was annoyed with me but she said everything was fine. She promised to tuck me in, so I'm in my room waiting. I hope she didn't forget. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:26:26 09/01/24 Sun Overall a good day! Way to go, E.S. When do classes resume? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:54:09 09/02/24 Mon Yes, it was a good day. Classes start tomorrow. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: m. [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:27:38 09/02/24 Mon She´s right... don´t mix booze and weed ;) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:55:14 09/02/24 Mon I didn't smoke any weed. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Thea [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:42:14 09/02/24 Mon I'm looking forward to hearing more updates on how your life with her goes. It definitely sounds like this will be good for you. I have to admit I hope you get your first spanking sooner than later. The longer you wait, the harder it may be. You absolutely can use fettuccine with shrimp. It depends on the sauce you're pairing it with. Fettuccine works for a heavier sauce, like alfredo. Angel hair is for a lighter sauce, like garlic butter. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:57:57 09/02/24 Mon It was a garlic butter sauce. Thank you Miss Thea. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:36:31 09/02/24 Mon Miss Thea is always the source of excellent advice. Captain Shelby is probably "always right." I use scare quotes to indicate that she thinks the captain must pretend to be always right, whether she or he really is, lest her authority be undermined. So, I suggest that you, E.S., don't cite Miss Thea or me or anyone as an expert on a subject you are debating with the Captain. I do suggest you take Captain S's advice on your conduct and examine it closely. See if there are areas on which you agree. Then really try to improve in those areas. As parenting books always advise "Choose your battles!" What they mean is give in on disagreements that are not all that important. Fight or resist firmly on what is really important to you. For example, if restraints terrify you, hang tough on their absence. Keep them a hard limit, one that ends the relationship if ignored. If things really deteriorate, you can bail. Be prepared for this happening. Students change roomies all the time even though universities and colleges resist. Know how your phone works for emergencies. But, use the emergency option ONLY if your life is in danger, not in other lesser cases such as your bottom is hurting more than you wanted for your first real punishment spanking. I guarantee that when the option of stopping a spanking is removed, you are going to have a totally different attitude toward how important it is to avoid spankings. I do agree with Miss Thea, earn your first sooner rather than later! Like the Navy captains, only for real; she seems to be always right about you! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:11:32 09/02/24 Mon Shelby came down just after I posted. She said "Come on little girl, lets put you in bed." She tucked me in so sweetly and gave me my Pikachu. She said she was sorry for being sharp with me tonight. She had a migraine. Actually I thought she was pretty nice to me. She told me to do my laundry first thing this morning because of the beer smell. I swore somebody just spilled it on me, but I don't think she believes me. My parents are coming for a Labor Day bar-b-q, whoopie, so I have to clean up the house too, so I wont be on here long. Btw, there is now a hairbrush on the bookshelf by the couch and one on my desk, I guess for quick use, lucky me. I hope my parents don't notice that. Well, I have to be a good girl and get started on my chores. I sure don't want my first spanking when my parents are here. I'm sure my mom would cheer though. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:32:37 09/02/24 Mon Glad that you are doing well. God Bless! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My 1st spanking (sort of) Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:58:28 09/02/24 Mon Gotta be quick because my parents are on the way. I did pretty good cleaning up and Shelby recognized that, but said my room was kind of a mess. She said there was no time for a bath so she took me to the bathroom to shower but she told me to turn around and yanked my shorts down. Then she started slapping my butt real hard and my legs and got a slap inside my leg and that really stung. She was serious too. She said "You be a good girl for your parents. Be respectful to your mother and do as your told or you'll get a real spanking. She spanked me like 10-12 times and it really stung. I just got out of the shower and my butt is still red. I just had to tell you that real quick. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My 1st spanking (sort of) Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:35:38 09/03/24 Tue Nothing like a little reminder to behave. If that was just a reminder sounds like you had better behave yourself. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Old Hippie Girl [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:02:14 09/02/24 Mon Study hard and get good grades. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:52:37 09/02/24 Mon Sounds like you have a great time ahead you Emmie. Looking forward to hear when you finally get to experience the real thing. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:22:29 09/03/24 Tue I didn't intend to use this group as my daily diary, buuuuut So we had a really nice cookout with my parents. There was one thing that happened that concerns me and I'll talk about it later. So after they left we got things all cleaned up and Shelby hurried me along with slaps on my bottom and that was kind of fun. So let's say we were getting intimate and she said "So, you're a 21 year old virgin and you've never REALLY had sex with a woman?" It made me blush and feel kind of stupid. So she led me to her bedroom and I can announce I'm not a virgin anymore. We did some NASTY stuff. She is teaching me so much, hee hee. One thing that's kind of serious though. Me and Shelby and my mom were standing there and my mom asked me kind of kiddingly "Have you been behaving yourself?" I was like "Ya", so it was just kind of a joke, but then she looked Shelby right in the eyes and said "And have YOU been behaving yourself?" I swear I never seen Shelby look like that before and she looked very serious and said "Yes mam." I was like wait a minute, my mom spanked Shelby. I know it. And I know when it happened. It was that weekend my mom was gone and Shelby wouldn't answer me. Am I crazy? Am I overthinking this? Why would my mom do that? Why would she not ever spank me growing up but she would spank Shelby? WTF? Am I just reading too much into it? I guess I'll just try to put it out of my mind. I think I'm probably just crazy. First day of classes. So I'm going to try to stay off of here for a while. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:38:20 09/03/24 Tue How did you come to that conclusion? Sounds a little far fetched, but I guess it might have happened. I think you might be overthinking it, but maybe. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:36:31 09/04/24 Wed I know, but it was just the way she said it and the way Shelby reacted. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:24:32 09/05/24 Thu I got this message today from Shelby "No parties for Emmie Sue tonight. You're gonna get a SPAIN-KING!" I'm sure she's kidding. I didn't do anything. My homework is already done and I cooked dinner tonight, so I guess she's just teasing me. I'll know in about an hour I guess. What do you think? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:06:12 09/06/24 Fri Thanks for responding (even know nobody did) So for like 3 hours I was going "What did I do? What did I do? What did I do?" Trying to figure out something I might have done to get me in trouble. My homework was done. I didn't get in any trouble at school. My chores were done. My room was maybe a little messy but kind of orderly. My stomach felt like the lake at high tide. I couldn't think of anything. I mean, you want to know what a spanking is like, but you really don't want to know. Shelby came home and you know the way you act when you know you're in trouble with your parents so you try to please them and you try to say positive things. So that's what I did with Shelby. She never said anything I did and of course I never asked. And then we ate, she actually complimented my cooking. I'm like okay, maybe she forgot. But she kept looking at me with this like evil smile. I don't usually do this, but after dinner I did the dishes and cleaned up and I was like hyperventilating the whole time. So still nothing and she kind of pulled me over to the couch and started saying "You've been a very naughty girl." and things like that and we started kissing. I should mention that since I read on here about like not wiping on purpose I m kind of fascinated by that whole thing, like I guess it's a thing and people get off on it or something. And like my roommates last year would make it so I had to sneak in the shower and they hid the toilet paper from me. That's one of the things Shelby and me have talked about and she's always like teasing "Are your panties clean?" and even checks, of course they are, but I guess she's into that, Idk. I mean I know she's kind of into humiliation, so I guess that's part of it. So while we're kissing and we start to feel each other she keeps saying I've been a naughty girl, asking if I've kept my panties clean and calling me dirty and stuff. I mean, I was kind of crossed between passion and not knowing what was going on. I mean it sure didn't seem like I was in trouble, but I didn't know. Then she pulls me over her lap and I'm thinking "Oh, here it comes" and she's rubbing my butt and like in between and goes "You've been a naughty girl and you need a good spanking." but she wasn't saying it like she was mad and then I feel a sting on my right butt. It stung, but it felt great and I still didn't know if I was in trouble or we were playing. Every few seconds I got another slap. I was wearing shorts and the slaps on my bare thighs really hurt and were not pleasant. After some time, and I still don't know if I'm really getting a naughty spanking or if I'm really going to get it. I mean, I've never been spanked before so I don't know how it goes. Then she pulls my shorts down and continues. She was saying my panties were dirty and I know they weren't. The slaps on my panties stung worse. She was rubbing places I don't think you'd rub if someone was naughty. She pulled my panties down, acting shocked that they were dirty but they weren't and her fingers went places. By this time I was pretty sure that this wasn't a real spanking, but my butt was on fire and I wasn't sure if I loved it or hated it. She guided my hand to masturbate and as the spanking intensified I lost control. So when I came out of my orgasm coma, I began to realize that my butt was on fire. We ended up on the floor doing nasty things and slapping each others butts. I wont go into details, but I certainly got an education. As well as everywhere else I licked her butthole. Well, that's pretty much a summery. So I guess I wasn't in trouble. She was just horny. My bottom this morning is kind of sore, but it's a wonderous, magical sore. So, is this what a real spanking relationship is like? I haven't gotten in trouble yet and it's a little confusing. What's going to happen when I get a real spanking? Why didn't she just say "Hey, I'm really horny and I want to spank you?" I feel like I have more questions than answers. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: Question Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:37:05 09/06/24 Fri Do you think Shelby would like it if I didn't wipe my butt? She's always saying my panties are dirty, but they're not, so do you think she's trying to tell me something? I would do it for her if she liked it. It might gross her out though. I just don't know. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Question Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:46:08 09/06/24 Fri Another question. Shelby has made it clear that she really likes me and we have had great experimental sex. But she said 'friends with benefits' and we're not in a relationship. I mean I LOVE sex. I didn't know how much until this week. So do you think she REALLY just like, okay backtrack, so do you think she really just likes me and is kind of like a strict aunt and will spank me if I misbehave, but we also have sex? I don't know, I'm so confused. Do you think she loves me? Do you think she's like my girlfriend or we just have sex? I've never been in a relationship like this. I mean, I've had like casual relationships, but I think she loves me but just can't commit. I'm so confused. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Moonica [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:14:17 09/06/24 Fri I've never had a play spanking, not like that. It sounds pretty intense. She might be preparing you for the real thing. I doubt if you were being punished she would allow you to masturbate while spanking you. You licked her butthole? Well, ok then. It sounds like she really gets off on humiliating you and controlling you. I think she's just showing you who's boss. It sounds like she really does care for you and wants you to improve and maybe sort of get your head in reality. Second. She might just be embarrassing you, but maybe she likes you to have stained underwear. Sounds like it's another way to humiliate you and she gets off on it and if you're cool with that what harm could it be? I guess you could try it and see what her reaction is. Or you could just ask her. There's a girl in our house who I'm sure always has dirty underwear, I guess she just doesn't wipe, so I guess it's a thing. It's not for me though. Third, I know it's kind of hard to not fall in love if you're not supposed to or you know it's not the person you should fall in love with, but if it were me I would stay the course. I've never had that kind of relationship either, but if she has made it clear that this is not a one on one, exclusive relationship, I would leave it at that. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:22:53 09/06/24 Fri Thank you very much for replying. Your words make a lot of sense. She licked my butthole too. Oh that was great!! I mean, we were both clean, relatively. When she says those things to me it kind of makes me feel bad, but In another way I like it. If I did that though I'd be afraid people would know. I mean can people smell it if you just have dirty panties and don't actually poop in your pants? and it feels kind of uncomfortable, but in a nother way feels good somehow. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Maddie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:03:49 09/07/24 Sat Moonica is very wise for her years. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:58:26 09/09/24 Mon So, okay it's only been a week, but I love living here and I love Shelby. I love the way she just kind of randomly slaps my butt. Like she'll just come up behind me and say "Hey girl, what's up?" and smacks my butt once or twice. Saturday she went out without me and we were standing in the living room and so she was telling me and said she might be with a girl and reminded me it was no strings attached. I wasn't real thrilled about that, but that was our deal. Then she turned me around and looked in my pants saying "Are your panties clean?" I was like of course. Then she was rubbing my butt and my butthole saying I should have a good time or whatever and reminding me about our no strings attached, friends with benefits relationship and I guess making sure I wasn't mad. The she goes "Now you be a good girl and don't get yourself in any trouble!" smacking my butt with each syllable. It actually stung and I LOVED it. I kind of felt it all night. I just went out for some Mike's Hard (which always cracks me up) and watched movies or whatever and waited for Shelby. I guess I was a little tipsy when she got home. She said she had a couple of drinks and I drilled her on driving under the influence and told her she needed a whoopin. That didn't go over real well. But she didn't yell at me for drinking. I was actually pretty mad at her for not inviting me. It's not real easy to get that in my head. I know we have an agreement and I get it, but maybe I'm getting a little possessive. Anyway. Sunday afternoon I was in my apartment and Shelby came down. She just like stood there for a while. Then she picked up the hairbrush on my desk and I was like "Oh shit" I thought I was in real trouble and gonna get it. I'm trying to think of what I could have done. After letting me sweat for a while she says "Aren't you supposed to vacuum the living room?" Then she like pulled my arm and smacked my butt all the way up the stairs. It didn't really hurt, just kind of stung and I was going "Ow, ow, ow, okay, okay, okay" So she stood there watching me vacuum with the hairbrush in her hand. Shelby is real OCD and I guess I wasn't doing it right. She didn't say it mean, but she goes "What the hell are you doing?" "I'm vacuuming." She smacked my butt a few times with the hairbrush while telling me in her OCD craziness that you go back and forth, like a pattern like you're mowing the lawn. Okay, whatever. Anyway, it didn't really hurt, but I felt those stings on my bottom and my butt kind of burned for the rest of the day. Not really, it was more symbolic. The whole thing though is this kind of blend of emotions, like am I really going to get a whoopin, is she really mad, I really don't want a real whoopin, but I really do. I know it's going to come one day and in a way I'm looking forward to it, but at the same time dread it. I just love how she feels comfortable just coming up and smacking my butt and it's usually a surprise and it stings but I love the way it stings and how I feel the burn of her on me. I know it's weird, but I kind of love the way she tells me what to do and reminds me of the rules. The panty checks are kind of weird and embarrassing and I'm not sure if she really wants them to be clean or not. And she also sometimes takes me to my apartment and puts me to bed and we talk, I love that. She only gave me one bath, but I hope she does it again. I'm not really used to having strict rules and structure and the knowing there will be consequences if I don't. It's a lot to get used to and in a way I feel kind of rebellious like a 13 year old, but it makes me feel secure. Okay, I'm running at the mouth. I'll stop now. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: This just happened Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:25:58 09/09/24 Mon OMG. As soon as I posted the above I realized Shelby was standing behind me and asked what I was reading. Then she just pulled me up and turned me around and yanked my sweats down. I'm going "I didn't do anything?!" and she was holding my butt and said she just wanted to remind me to be a good girl at school. Then like she did before she smacked my bottom with each syllable "You be a good girl in school today and do as you're supposed to. Do you understand?!" Ow, this one REALLY stung. Then she's like rubbing my butt and is all sweet and said she just wanted to remind me to be a good girl and I feel her finger up my butt. She said it looks like you need some help and I realized she's putting a suppository up my butt. She turned me around and rubbing my butt and butthole and told me to hold it in for half an hour and it'll make me feel better. Then she kissed me, like really. Then she went to work. So I'm sitting here with this suppository up my butt and I REALLY have to poop. What the hell dude? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:34:41 09/09/24 Mon Oh, gotta poop. bye. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:55:27 09/09/24 Mon So did you wipe? lol. :) Do you feel better? Sounds like that whoopin is coming and sooner than later. You better be a good girl. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:59:44 09/10/24 Tue Yes, of course I wiped. Yes, I felt better. Almost pooped my pants at school though. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: Interesting night Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:18:04 09/10/24 Tue I gotta make this real quick. I was a very good girl at school, just like Shelby told me to be. She DMd me to eat because they ate at work in some kind of meeting. She got home a little earlier than usual and was like let's go shopping and said she was going to give me a spanking to make sure I behave at the store. She pulled my pants and panties down and I was like "No, no, no, not bare bottom." but she didn't listen. and it was a good spanking. I mean not like a bad spanking but she was nice and made my bottom all warm and nice. Then she showed me a buttplug and I was like hey wait a minute. Then she spanked me some more, then she pulled up my pants and said "Okay, let's shopping." and I'm like "With a buttplug up my butt?" She assured me that no one would know and I really didn't have a choice. The short car ride was embarrassing and uncomfortable. She wrapped a sweatshirt around my waist and we walked around the store. I know my face was red the whole time and I know I was walking funny. When we got home she put hooks in the wall and I was like "Hey, what is that for?" She hung the bathbrush, paddle, spoon and rod on the living room wall. I loudly objected like everyone will see them, what are they going to think? She said "They'll think they had better behave in this house. I was like "Hey, you can't do that!" I lost the argument. Then she gave me a goooood spanking and we had crazy sex. I gotta go. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Moonica [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:56:30 09/11/24 Wed I'm sorry if I don't respond. I read your posts, but I just don't have much meaningful to add. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:30:05 09/12/24 Thu Thank you. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:53:27 09/11/24 Wed Sorry my last post was kind of abrupt. I met this girl in my class. She's cute. So we went to my house to study. When we got to the door I remembered the weapons of ass destruction on the wall and I quickly changed course and we went directly to the basement to my apartment. I know she saw the hairbrush on my desk, but I'm not sure if she thought anything of it. We were getting kind of snacky and I said I had a bag of chips on the kitchen counter and she said "Oh, I'll get them." and I was like okay, then I remembered the things on the living room wall and I panicked. I thought if I don't make a big deal out of it she probably wont notice. The kitchen and living room aren't exactly separated and a spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall are kind of hard to miss. I was feeling sick and just hoping she wouldn't notice. She came back down with the chips and a couple of Hard Mikes and I tried not to be nervous, but I was. I forced myself not to say something stupid like "You didn't happen to notice the spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall, did you?" Maybe I'm just paranoid, but it seemed like her demeaner changed. At one point she had to go to the bathroom, but there was no toilet paper so she goes "Oh, I'll just go upstairs." (Shelby hides the toilet paper and that would bring up other questions so I didn't say anything). I know she saw them and I know she was burning to ask about them. Fortunately she didn't, but she did ask a lot of questions about Shelby and other things. It was pretty tense. Nothing really spectacular happened later. No spankings, no buttplugs, no sex. It was a little disappointing. Of course Shelby asked if all my homework was done and if my chores were done. Really my only chore was to not make a mess. Shelby went out and I went to visit my older male friend. I kind of tried to turn the conversation to spanking, but he wasn't taking the bait. Back at home me and Shelby hung out and talked a little. I objected to the things on the wall, but that got shot down pretty quickly. In a kind of rare moment for Shelby she said she really likes me being there. She thinks I get a little annoying sometimes, but she said she really appreciates me. I was kind of gushing. So that was really nice. She put me to bed and that was really nice too. My brothers are a lot older and really horrible to me and she's kind of like the big sister I always wanted. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:08:01 09/12/24 Thu Did you finally get to experience the real thing? Or are you still waiting for the right moment? Where those spanks you got before the store what you expected? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:39:42 09/12/24 Thu Not what I would consider a real one. A few 'warning' spankings, but I think those were mainly play. My bottom felt warm and fuzzy. Having to walk around the store was a embarrassing, but exciting experience. It's not me waiting for the right moment, that's up to Shelby. I'm actually trying to follow all of the rules and behave. Although I've always wanted a real spanking, the real thing is kind of scary. I think maybe this is what I've always been going for is not experiencing the spanking itself so much, but knowing if I really f up, I'll get a real one. Thank you so much for replying to me. I felt really stupid after I posted that other one. I feel like a real whiner. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:06:23 09/12/24 Thu Yeah I think you have the right mentality here. If you actively try to follow the rules but then screw up somehow and are indeed in for a real one. Then there may be a higher chance the whole affair will feel like the real thing (that we've never experienced). I don't know, maybe actively breaking the rules might 'cheapen' the whole experience or something like that. I wonder if you will have the 'butterflies in stomach' effect when Shelby announces the sentence to you. Apparently everyone gets them when their punishment is announced to them. Again, so I've been told. And you don't have to call yourself stupid. We all feel like that sometimes. But nothing here indicates you are. We're eager to hear where this is going. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:15:01 09/12/24 Thu Well, that one time she messaged me saying "You're gonna get a SPAIN-KING" I was sick all day. I was pretty sure she was playing, but still. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:23:59 09/12/24 Thu Wow. If that was your reaction to Shelby's message, imagine what would happen if it was your mother. I imagine you'd probably just die. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:40:08 09/12/24 Thu My mom would make sort of veiled threats implying that if I didn't behave I'd get a spanking. I was pretty sure that she never would, but even as late as this summer I was always afraid she might. When I was little I was kind of like "Well, why don't you." When I was like between 11 and 15 I was REALLY hoping she would, but after that I pretty much knew it would never happen, but I felt like there was always a possibility. By that time I was like "Uh...no." [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:10:30 09/12/24 Thu Even if you're certain now it's not going to happen anymore. Are you still curious about it? Is it still something you'd like to know what it is like? Or have these feelings largely passed, and you're just content with the arrangement you have with Shelby? Personally, now reading all the stuff on these forums makes me extremely curious what it is like to experience discipline from a parent. I was never curious when growing up. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:14:26 09/12/24 Thu By my mom? No, I'm pretty much over that. But I have this ewie feeling that the threat is still there. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:24:05 09/12/24 Thu Ah, so no interest anymore then. We must've switched. With me it was no curiosity growing up and now suddenly I'm super curious. But I'm not going to do anything with it. It feels wrong. It just is wrong. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:12:07 09/12/24 Thu I always kind of wished my school paddled. I doubt that I would have gotten in trouble on purpose, but I'm sure it would have been tempting. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Smith [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:26:30 09/12/24 Thu I still cannot process the fact some schools actually do this. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:12:06 09/12/24 Thu About the girl I met. She's in my class and I think she's cute and I'm kind of attracted to her and I got the feeling she was looking at me. We have a group project, I typically hate those because I always end up being the only one into the project and the other students get MY grade after I've done ALL the work. So I didn't see anyone approach her and I caught her after class and asked her if she would like to pair up with me. I swear she blushed. So yesterday we went to my house and of course we went the back route to avoid the things hanging on the wall. She seemed distracted and I swear she kept looking at the hairbrush on my desk. I'm probably just paranoid. THEN she suggested we go upstairs because it there would be more room and I was like NO! Now I know she saw them. So being a beautiful warm day we took the project outside. We didn't actually get much done because we started playing with a ball and doing cartwheels and acting like little kids. We actually kissed, but that's all we did. So Shelby came home. She brought home Chinese, yum. Of course she asked me if my homework and chores were done. Okay, so I haven't had the chance to shower in a couple days and it's been warm and I've been active. She was just playing but she was going "You stink. You are a stinky, dirty little girl." So she was smelling me all over and I think she really gets off on humiliating me and honestly so do I, as long as it's just me and her. "You need a bath, little girl." So she took me in and gave me a bath. Oh, I LOVE that. Sorry, I didn't mean to turn this into my daily diary. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:47:43 09/12/24 Thu Oh, I forgot to say that when I told her I hadn't had the chance to shower she said "Too busy on your spanking chat group?" But really, I know she gets off on calling me stinky and dirty and humiliating me, and then she gives me a bath and I LOVE that. I don't too much like her sticking soap up my butt, but... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:46:52 09/13/24 Fri And you were right, I didn't like it. Actually I was getting started on doing the dishes that have been kind of piling up when the door knocked. It was my friend. At first I was overwhelmed with joy as I wasn't expecting her. Then I looked at the wall and went "Oh shit!" so I quickly said "Just a minute." and I took them off the wall and hid them. We didn't really work on our project, we mainly just talked and giggled and laughed. I swear she kept looking at the empty space on the wall so I KNOW she saw them. She kept looking at the hairbrush on the bookshelf. She never said anything about it, but I know she was curious as to why there was a hairbrush on the bookshelf and an identicle one on my desk. I wanted to give some explanation, but I didn't want to draw attention to it. We did kiss a little, but nothing else. She left and I forgot to put them back on the wall. Shelby came home. Everything was normal until she noticed the empty space on the wall. "Where are they?" I felt busted and tried to explain that my friend came over and how awkward it would be to try to explain them. "Did I say you could take them down whenever you please?" There was a look in her face that was different than the other times. I don't even know what she was saying but she was really reading me off and before I knew what was happening my pants were down and I was over her lap on the couch and she was spanking me for real. I know I was going "No, no, no, please, please, please!" I know I put my hand back and she told me to keep my hands in front of me when she's spanking me. It just happened so fast I don't really remember much. It HURT. My eyes were kind of watery, but I didn't cry. It wasn't really as bad as some of our play spanking. It didn't make me horny or anything and I didn't like it. She told me to get them back on the wall exactly like she had them and with my pants down. I answered my own question about rubbing your butt. I was rubbing my hot behind but I don't think it relieved the sting. I was trying to get them up as quickly as I could and kept dropping them and putting them in the wrong place and being directed by Shelby. "And the dishes aren't done! That was your one chore today! Get over here." and I was back over her lap getting spanked again. Again, our play spankings were actually longer and kind of harder, but this all just happened so fast and she was mad and I felt really like I had been bad. I had a couple of tears probably more from squeezing my eyes shut. I had to waddle into the kitchen with my red butt showing and Shelby behind me giving me an occasional smack with the wooden spoon and quickly do the dishes, clean, dry and put them away. When I was all done I just looked at her for approval. She told me to pull up my pants and we went to the couch. Everything, the whole just happened in like 3 seconds and I don't even know what I was thinking. My butt was still burning when we sat on the couch and the places where I got smacked with the spoon felt like I was getting an injection. She held me real close, that felt really nice and we talked for a long time and talked about expectations and rules and all that and said that spanking was nothing if she has to do it again. She told me how much she cares about me and how she wants the best for me and that made me feel warm and fuzzy. She told me she has work to do and to go to my apartment. I layed on my bed and rubbed my bottom and tried to make sense of what just happened. I went upstairs I guess to apologize or make sure she doesn't hate me, Idk. She said "Emmie Sue, you do have your apartment and I have work to do." I guess I was hoping she'd tell me how sorry she was or something. "Go to your apartment and do your homework or go on your spanking chat group or whatever. I'm busy." That's when I felt like crying. So I just basically layed on my bed thinking. I wasn't even horny. I thought a real spanking would make you horny, but it really doesn't. Especially when I know I broke the rules and made Shelby mad. She did come down and pulled my pants down. I thought she was going to spank me again, but she just rubbed and examined my butt. She said "If I had done what you did, moving my mom's stuff off the wall and flagrantly not doing my chores, my mom would have beat my butt until I couldn't sit for a week. You really got off easy." That didn't make me feel any better either. She helped me in my long nightshirt and tucked me in with a kiss. I couldn't sleep and I even tried to masturbate, but it wasn't happening. This morning, my butt doesn't really hurt. but I still feel this kind of fire, but I think that's psychological. The play spankings I could actually feel the next day. I'm kind of mad at Shelby, but I'm kind of more in love with her than ever. I didn't like getting spanked for real and I don't want another real one. I know it's not the last and I know the next one is going to be A LOT worse. Strangely I even more that ever really like the rules and structure and knowing if I break them there will be real consequences. I'm trying to think of what I'm going to tell my new friend. So I'm conflicted. I feel bad. I feel bad because I broke Shelby's rules and made her mad and I feel like I'm being held down or something, but I feel free. I know it's Friday the 13th, but I feel like really good are happening. I really don't know what's going on right now. Does anyone else ever feel like that? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:41:51 09/13/24 Fri Before Shelby left for work she came down to my apartment and said it is a real, which I confess it is and she wants it clean when she gets home. She gave me 3 other chores to do and said if they're not done when she gets home I'll get a REAL spanking. So I guess last night wasn't even a real spanking. Shit's starting to get real. She did kiss me though. So I guess I better get started. I probably wont be on here much. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:44:23 09/13/24 Fri The chores I got aren't much really. My apartment is really kind of a mess and that's going to take up a good part of the day. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: A Dad [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:28:43 09/15/24 Sun If you weren't crying / bawling, it wasn't a real spanking!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:27:41 09/16/24 Mon It may not have been real to you, but it sure was real to me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:54:06 09/13/24 Fri Okay, I'm eating daylight. If last night wasn't a REAL spanking I REALLY don't want to know what a REAL spanking is like. I want to tell my new friend about it. I want to tell my male friend and my professor friend, my former crush, and even my mom. I want to shout it out to the whole neighborhood but no way. Outside of you guys I'm keeping it a secret. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:55:47 09/13/24 Fri So what if somebody finds out? What do I do? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:14:32 09/13/24 Fri Congratulations! I don't know if I'm more jealous of you or Shelby. Be a good girl. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:50:02 09/13/24 Fri Is this what a real spanking is like, those of you who know? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Rebecca [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:01:00 09/13/24 Fri If you learned anything and don't relish a repeat it was a "real spanking." But I have the impression with you it is all about fun, so no matter how many or how hard the spankings are they will never be "real." [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Maddie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:26:26 09/13/24 Fri Rebecca, I think you are being very rude. I have never gotten the impression that Emmie Sue thinks it's all fun and games. As someone who knows and relates, Emmie Sue is very sheltered and naive, and I get from her posts and comments that she has a deep desire to have rules, guidelines, structure and discipline in her life. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:51:28 09/15/24 Sun Well, Rebecca that's not true. Maybe you've never been spanked, but a real spanking is not fun and I am not looking forward to an even REALER spanking. P.S. though, what is that bottom picture. I can't imagine that's a school assignment. Maddie, thanks for sticking up for me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:59:28 09/13/24 Fri Adorable poster, Rebecca. Emmie Sue: Some really cruel moments yesterday. Shelby has a mean streak that puts me off her. Don't hesitate to identify being sent downstairs harshly as the evidence of a dangerous element in her psyche... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:39:21 09/13/24 Fri I remember visiting friends I knew were spanked. Rarely did I see any implements out unless someone had just earned one. Making a big thing out of spanking implements being in their normal hanging spot seems like a rule just to have a rule for you accidentally to violate and thereby "earn" a spanking. Thea is always so good on advice and on looking on the bright side. Maybe Shelby isn't mean or cruel but just beginning her dominant career. Just be on guard is my advice. You, Emmie Sue, haven't much or any experience dominating. I cannot imagine you doing any of the mean things Shelby does to you. I admit to my inexperience and lack of knowledge so take any advice from me with the usual grains of salt. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:52:32 09/15/24 Sun Shelby is not mean to me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Maddie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:07:06 09/15/24 Sun Alred, what things are you referring to that are particularly cruel? It is Shelby's house after all and what she hangs on the walls are her business and shouldn't be fucked with. Being asked to go to her own apartment I don't find cruel. She does have her own apartment and it sounds like Shelby worked very hard and spent a lot of money to make sure Emmie Sue has a comfortable, livable place to live. The upstairs is Shelby's domicile and she has the right to privacy. She was working on something business related and didn't wished to be disturbed. No different than when I'm grading papers I need to concentrate and need my privacy. If my wife Kailey was working on something business related and I kept bothering her I would surely find myself over her knees with a blistered butt. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:45:13 09/15/24 Sun It does sound like Shelby relishes her role as disciplinarian and will find excuses to paddle Emmie Sue's bottom, but she doesn't sound to be cruel. Maddie makes some very good points. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Thea [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:40:32 09/13/24 Fri I have some mixed feelings about this. I don't think it's appropriate to put the spanking implements up on display and essentially forcibly out you to any friends you have over. It's also bordering on involving non-consenting parties in voyeurism/exhibitionism. Even after a punishment spanking, there should be aftercare and attention, not hurting you and sending you to deal with it alone. It's... psychologically risks. I don't know if I agree with Alfred that this is a sign of a dangerous element in Shelby's psyche--I'm reading it more as a sign of her being inexperienced as a dom. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Maddie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:19:31 09/13/24 Fri Shelby sounds like a very wonderful, loving person who cares very much about you and has your best interest in mind. You, Emmie Sue directly disobeyed by taking down things that she personally hung on the walls of her home that she pays for and the spanking she gave you was deserved. That being said, Shelby is very young and a bit of a novice at this and it shows. You have said that she gets off on humiliation and you seem to get off maybe just a little when she humiliates you. However, she needs to understand that this is not part of your agreement and that you are a free human being with feelings and not her toy. I'm sure that her goal was to show you that she is in control and the objects on the wall are there as a reminder of that and the consequences if you should break the rules. That in itself is not a bad thing, but being in control has it's limits. Not a whole lot different than a teacher conducting a classroom of lively students. You shouldn't be put in a situation where visitors who are not familiar with your arrangement are forced to wonder and even ask questions. Your lifestyle with Shelby is your business and no one else's and you nor Shelby nor unaware visitors should be forced to raise or ask questions. I'm sure Shelby has the best intentions, but speaking from experience she is going about it the wrong way in this instance or is taking liberties with her position. From what you've said about her she sounds like a reasonable, caring person and I would suggest you gently bring up this discussion in a quiet, confident tone. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:54:54 09/15/24 Sun Thea and Maddie. I guess Shelby thought it over or something, because they're not on the wall anymore. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:43:54 09/15/24 Sun So lets see. Friday Shelby came home and was happy to see I'd done my chores. Shelby went out and I had my friend over. I was like "Oh well, the things are on the wall, she's going to be curious about them I'll think of something." So we were just having a gigglefest and some kissing and even some fondling. She kept looking at the things on the wall and I kept trying to divert her attention from it and eventually she said "What are those" Though I was shaking I tried to be real cool and just blow it off and just said "Decorative." "Decorative of what?" "It's just Shelby's thing. I don't know." That seemed to satisfy her and we just messed around until she left. Saturday afternoon me and Shelby were sitting around. I tried to bring up the subject about the things on the wall but I couldn't get the words out. She asked if I hate her and I said "Hate you?! No, why?" "For spanking you." "No!" I almost said I love you but I could only get out like. So I guess she checked my butt for bruises and checked my panties. She said they were dirty and I said "Uh, I don't think so." and she said "Looks like your little friend got you excited." Oh, that. So anyway, she gave me some fun slaps and I spanked her. She told me to spank harder but I couldn't and she said "Hairbrush." so I smacked her with the hairbrush. And well, one thing led to another. Saturday night Shelby went out and I strolled around to find some lawn parties, which wasn't hard to do. I swear I only had 4 beers. I wasn't out too late and just went in through my apartment. I'm not sure when Shelby got home, but I went upstairs this morning to make coffee and they're gone. I guess Shelby took them off the wall for some reason. So my question; Do I ask her about it or just leave it be. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:29:38 09/15/24 Sun God Bless. Emmie Sue is thriving! Praise the Lord! No need to pass the ammunition! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Maddie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:43:08 09/15/24 Sun Shelby made the right decision. Maybe she read these comments. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:29:29 09/16/24 Mon How? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:49:56 09/15/24 Sun To me, it sounds like that spanking did what it was supposed to. I'm pretty sure the next one will not be something you walk away from without tears from your eyes. Keep us updated and be a good girl. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:26:50 09/17/24 Tue Not much to report really. My friend came over to work on our project. I swear she kept looking at the empty space on the wall, but she didn't say anything and she kept staring at the hairbrush. It was making me a little uneasy and I felt like I should say something, but my inner voice kept saying no. We started kissing, like a lot. I put my hand in the back of her parts and tried to finger her butthole but she went "Uh uh, uh uh." so I guess she's not ready for that. I swear it was a little gooey, probably not. Then she said "We better get to work on our project." I was really in the mood for other things, but oh well. As a result of our diligent studying I didn't get a couple chores done I was supposed to. Shelby said "Did you get your homework done?" "Yes mam." "Did you get your chores done?" "Oh, um." "Then you're gonna get a spanking." I was really scared I was really going to get it, but she just turned me over her knees and made me horny. Darn. Well, I probably wont be doing much for a few days, and besides that I feel like I've got the flu. Don't be surprised if I become a little disagreeable. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:18:13 09/18/24 Wed So from this I'm guessing that she just turned you over her knees and gave you a few smacks over your jeans? Drink lots of fluids. Hope you feel better. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:32:49 09/18/24 Wed Yes, Cassie, pretty much like that. Tbh, I was a little disappointed. I got home from school and I was just so achy and exhausted. I went to my apartment and just plowed in bed wishing I was dead. And my stomach was killing me. The next thing I knew I heard Shelby going "Emmie Sue? Emmie Sue?" I kind of thought she'd be mad but she was very sweet and was like petting me. She went upstairs and came back down and gave me a Covid test which, thankfully was negative. Then she pulled down my sweats and panties and said "Oh, you really do have dirty panties." I was like "Stop." I mean okay I'm sick, okay? It happens. Shelby put her finger up my butthole and said there was poopies up there. I'm like okay I'm not 4 years old. I was not in the mood to be belittled. She went back upstairs and came back down with a thermometer. I opened my mouth and she laughed. That went up my butt too. No fever. Then she fingered my butthole again and put 2 suppositories up there. She asked me if I needed a buttplug to hold it in and I was like "Nooo-ah." So after a half hour she took me to the bathroom and I asked if I could have some privacy, but she just watched. Of course she hides the toilet paper anyway, but she just pulled my pants up. So Idk. So anyway, I layed on the couch upstairs and she covered me up and took care of me and made us spag and meatballs. I was actually really hungry. She took really good care of me and it gave me warm fuzzies. I HAVE to go to school today and I really don't feel like it, but I have to. I don't even feel like showering or changing. I think I'll just suffer. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My ... Wishing Emmie Sur a Speedy Recovery! Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:04:17 09/18/24 Wed I hope you are feeling better. Try sports drinks (Gatorade) and other electrolyte replacing fluids. Maybe even give up any form of "getting wet" since sexual hormones require a lot of the body's strength to produce and then to replenish. Basically don't go to school. If you go anyway, wear a mask to at least try to protect others. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:46:00 09/19/24 Thu Alfred, it's been a few years since I went to college, but I believe most professors accept no excuses. Emmie Sue, take care of yourself and get plenty of rest and fluids. Try nice hot baths and a heating pad on your abdomen, not at the same time of course, lol. Try eating spinach, quinoa, lima beans, papaya, nuts, bananas and avocados. Alfred's suggestion of Gatoraid is excellent. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:48:52 09/19/24 Thu Cassie gets a good grade for her dietary advice! A great list! Lots of electrolytes in the foods on her list. She was a bit vague about her analysis of what post-recovery needs you will have. A spanking but for what? Hard-nosed, so-called tough profs end up finding a way. Deans and Student Ratings always prevail. Professors in a few majors in which big money awaits graduates might get away with some version of the no excuses policy in a few cases. Even they have trouble hanging tough once parents and lawyers get involved. Administrators do not want to have to defend them over and over again. This is as it should be for genuine excuses. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Cassie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:47:20 09/19/24 Thu And when you're all better you'll need a good spanking. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:52:59 09/19/24 Thu Aw, thanks Alfred and Cassie. Great advice too. I'm on the mend but not fully healed. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: My new life Author: Moonica [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:07:10 09/19/24 Thu Get well soon and plenty of rest. However I've found that the only way to get better is to once you feel up to it, get your butt going and do the things you're supposed to do, but take it easy until you are 100%. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:44:02 09/20/24 Fri I('m feeling much better. My ears are still close and I've got a headache, but other than that, pretty good. Last night before night night Shelby said "Well, you look like you're feeling much better." Then she got closer and said "Since you took a shower this morning...you probably don't need one tomorrow." and she had this look about her like she wanted me to be, kind of um, natural so she could kind of humiliate me, which I'm not completely opposed to (in private anyway). Then she was touching my face and hair and said "I'm glad you're feeling better, because we have a few things we need to discuss." She didn't look mad so I'm guessing she's, you know, ready to go. So am I. I get so horny when I'm sick and I'm ready for fun, even if it burns my little butt. I didn't get much sleep last night. This morning she came down with the wooden spoon in her hand looking more seductive than mad. She said she was going to work and not to make any plans tonight. "Now, I want to make sure you're going to be a good little today. Turn around." She said this actually kissing the wooden spoon. Laying on my tummy in my jammie jams with my butt as a target I felt a little scared and a lot excited. Smack, smack, smack! She probably smacked my poor little bottom with that evil tool 10 times and it fucking hurt. She kissed me and again told me to be a good girl. That was over half an hour ago and my bottom is still burning, but it's a great burn, not like the real spanking I got. I don't know what she has in mind tonight, but I know I'm not really in trouble and I can't wait!!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:45:09 09/20/24 Fri And btw, I AM going to be a very good girl, because I don't want her mad at me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:47:18 09/20/24 Fri I know she's playing and we're just going to play spanking games, but I'm pretty sure she was serious about being a good girl. I don't want play to turn into the real thing. And besides, I HATE it when Shelby is mad at me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:04:14 09/20/24 Fri I'm going to make this house sparkle and shine today and Shelby will be very surprised. I might even clean up my apartment, but I doubt it. God I can't wait for tonight!!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:05:44 09/20/24 Fri And btw, along with being sick I had that other thing and now I don't, so BRING IT ON!!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Alfred22 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:03:22 09/20/24 Fri What other thing? Are you ashamed of being a young woman? Are you hinting at a menstrual period? Be grateful for your healthy youth. So many have big trouble being able to have a baby naturally. That's why IVF is such a wonderful invention. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:41:23 09/20/24 Fri Alfred! Excuse me! But yeah. There are certain things you can't do that now I can. But can you be a little more discreet? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]