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Subject: My new life


Author:
Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:56:05 09/01/24 Sun

I'll just copy/paste what I wrote on my other thread yesterday and the continue.

>Settling in. Unfortunately my mom insisted on loading the SUV and tagging along. I think my dad was kind of annoyed at her treating me like a little kid. It was cool though. My mom is just in love with Shelby. In a way I felt like a little kid tagging along with them even know Shelby is only a couple years older than me. My mom took us shopping and bought us a houseful of food and stuff. Okay, I cried when my mom left, so I'm a baby, so what.

There are parties everywhere in this town. Me and Shelby hit a few. Apparently she doesn't drink. She used to but I guess now that she's a mature career woman, she quit. I do, but when we were at parties and would go for another she waved her finger at me and went "ah, ah, ah." But she's right. In this environment I'd be too pissed to make it to 5:00. But I got a little buzz. She gave me a very stern no when the weed was going around.<

So we went to a Mexican restaurant and then walked around town and hit some parties. She might have had a couple of beers. I had a few but Shelby kept me from getting whacked out and I wanted to hit some weed, but she prevented it. So we went home and watched some stuff and kind of cuddled. That was nice. I was kind of drunk actually. Then get this.

Okay it had been a long day. Packing up, driving, unpacking, shopping with my mom, hitting some outside parties and it was warm and sunny, so by the end of the day I guess we were pretty stinky. At least I was because she showered before. So we weren't really into what was on and she started like sniffing under my arms. At first it was kind of embarrassing me because she was calling me stinky and like humiliating me. Actually it was kind of turning me on. So then she turned me on my stomach and was smelling my underarms and all over calling me a dirty stinky girl.
I should interject that we talk about some of the interesting stuff on here, but I don't tell her where I read it and some of the weird shit me and my former crush kind of experimented with on face time. So she's smelling me all over and saying things and actually I didn't hate it. Then she put her face in my butt and was saying my butt was stinky and I was a dirty, naughty girl and I SWEAR TO GOD IT WASN"T. She was slapping my butt, not like a real spanking, but my butt was really starting to get hot and I was loving it, but a little bit fearful that she was really going to give me a spanking.

So then she said I needed a bath and she was going to give me a good scrubbing and she started taking off my clothes. I mean she was just taking off my clothes and I could do anything nor did I want to. I felt kind of embarrassed and maybe ashamed and then she was saying my underwear was dirty and kind of making a big deal out of it, but I swear to god the weren't. She put me in a hot bath. Actually it was a little too hot but my body got used to it. She scrubbed me EVERYWHERE. I just let her do it and it was sooooo good. She told me to get on my hands and knees with my butt up and was like "We need to clean this dirty bottom, you dirty girl. Oh, let me tell you soap up your butt burns.

She dried me off and actually dressed me herself in a Stich nightshirt, and btw I hate Stitch. Then we cuddled on the couch watching something that wasn't very interesting. OMG, she's so strong and I felt like a little kid and I LOVED it. Anytime I tried to get intimate she stopped it. I was soooo horny. She said she had had an exhausting week so she took me to my apartment, which I just love, and actually put me to bed. I guess she got me someone to sleep with it's a plush Pikachu and I LOVE Pikachu. She kissed me on the forehead, but then kissed me for real. She said "Thank you for moving in with me." and kissed me again and went to bed. I don't know if she got any sleep last, but I sure didn't.

I LOVE this little apartment she made for me. I love everything. How did this happen to me? I know it's not part of the deal, but I'm in love with Shelby. I'll give more updates later.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Cassie
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Date Posted: 09:22:26 09/01/24 Sun

Sounds like you had a fun day. I'm jealous. Please keep us updated on further developments.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Moonica
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Date Posted: 11:49:33 09/01/24 Sun

It sounds like you have someone who cares about you very much and will guide you in the right direction. She sounds very dominating however and I hope you can handle that and following the rules and decorum. I don't mean this as a put down, but I think you need that and I think you may be very immature and that will help you grow up and focus on your direction.

I hope you know that you must obey the rules or you're going to be punished. I hope you're prepared for that and I don't think you are, but it will come if you stick to it. Real 'whoopins' aren't a game. You submit to an authority and they make the rules. They hurt and they don't end until your disciplinarian decides and you may be reminded of it for days. There's also the psychological aspect of it. I hope you're prepared for it. It will be quite a shock if you're not.

Good luck.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 13:23:57 09/01/24 Sun

You can benefit from some gentle nudges in directions you have already freely chosen to go in. What will be hard will be to be pushed in directions you aren't interested in going. For example, Shelby may feel justified in pushing you very hard not to smoke at all. You like smoking to relax.

I would love it if you were able to find other ways to relax. But you made it very clear to me: Don't harangue you about it. It may turn into a hard limit that Shelby will have to respect. Or you both will discover that she is allergic to even the modest smoking that you do.

Lots of learning ahead as you both discover each other.

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[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 19:31:10 09/01/24 Sun

Thanks. You know me, blab, blab, blab.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 19:30:05 09/01/24 Sun

You're kind of scaring me. But I think I'm prepared.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 20:41:17 09/01/24 Sun

Today was a little bit different than yesterday. I made her blueberry pancakes for breakfast, but it turns out she doesn't like blueberrys but she ate them anyway. Actually they were kind of gross.

So she was like "Let's go shopping." and of course I was like you don't have to ask me twice. So we were looking at hairbrushes and I started feeling a little uneasy. She found wooden hairbrushes and was holding them in her hand like examining them and I told her I have a good hairbrush and she said "Oh, they're not for hair." and that made me feel a little sick and she put 2 in the cart. Right by there were bathbrushes and Shelby examined them and smacked them in her hand. She found a wooden one that didn't have one of those belt things on them and smacked it in her hand. There was this little girl down the isle who seemed very interested and my face must have turned 3 shades of red. Later in the kitchen isle she found wooden spoons, a lot like the one she smacked my butt with before. She found a really sturdy one and smacked it in her hand. I told her she already has a wooden spoon and she said that one is for cooking. Then we were looking at cutting boards. She found a 3 pack that looked just like paddles. I showed her a fiberglass one that was flat and didn't have a handle on it and she kind of laughed. Then we went to home fixing stuff and she picked out a couple of sticks, I think they're called dowels. Knowing what they were for but acting innocent I asked "Are you going to fix something?" and she smugly said "I intend to." If those are anything like canes I've seen in videos, no thank you.

So I know what she was doing. She was trying to scare me and embarrass me. It worked. I tried to get us to go to self check out but she insisted on waiting in line for a girl who looked about our age who I think I've seen on campus. There was a lot of other stuff so I was hoping it wouldn't be obvious, but she looked at the stuff like she knew what it was for. Maybe I was just paranoid. The whole trip was kind of humiliating and we didn't talk much in the car.

I went to see my older male friend. I missed him so much. He gave me a backrub, nothing sexual or hitting on me or anything, he was just being nice because I had stress. He put headphones on me and told me to close my eyes and played "Bohemian Rhapsody". I know what it is. I've heard it before but it was just magic the way he made me relax and just go into the music. I listened to it twice and was lost in it and then we discussed it. I like him so much and well, I could actually see him spanking me. I mean, I've had fantasies.

So from there I went to a party as they are all over the place on this beautiful weekend. Some dork bumped into me and beer spilled on me. I swear I only had a couple of beers and I didn't hit any weed. So I got home and Shelby said "You're drunk." I insisted I wasn't and that some dude spilled beer on me and that's the total truth. I don't think she believed it, but it's true. She said "Here, devein the shrimp" and I was like "Ew." so she gave me some garlic to cut. She was using cutting boards identical to the ones I pointed out. I asked why she wasn't using those boards and she said you don't cut food with wood because it absorbs the bacteria, you use fiberglass. I asked then what are those boards for. She said "They're for your butt when you misbehave." Well, okay then. I cut my finger cutting garlic and she kind of deep sighed and put a band aid on it.

So then she had me make the spaghetti. I told her I like the big flat noodles. I thought she was going to hit me. "You don't use fettuccini for shrimp, you use angel hair." Oh, like I'm supposed to know that. And I made the asparagus that goes in it. OMG, it was incredible. I didn't know Shelby could cook like that. Is there anything she can't do?

We kissed and cuddled some and she let me feel her boobs, but otherwise we didn't do anything intimate. I got the feeling that she was kind of annoyed with me tonight and I don't know why. I asked her if she was annoyed with me but she said everything was fine. She promised to tuck me in, so I'm in my room waiting. I hope she didn't forget.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 22:26:26 09/01/24 Sun

Overall a good day!

Way to go, E.S.

When do classes resume?

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[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:54:09 09/02/24 Mon

Yes, it was a good day. Classes start tomorrow.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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m.
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Date Posted: 01:27:38 09/02/24 Mon

She´s right...
don´t mix booze and weed ;)

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:55:14 09/02/24 Mon

I didn't smoke any weed.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Thea
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Date Posted: 05:42:14 09/02/24 Mon

I'm looking forward to hearing more updates on how your life with her goes. It definitely sounds like this will be good for you. I have to admit I hope you get your first spanking sooner than later. The longer you wait, the harder it may be.


You absolutely can use fettuccine with shrimp. It depends on the sauce you're pairing it with. Fettuccine works for a heavier sauce, like alfredo. Angel hair is for a lighter sauce, like garlic butter.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:57:57 09/02/24 Mon

It was a garlic butter sauce.

Thank you Miss Thea.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 06:36:31 09/02/24 Mon

Miss Thea is always the source of excellent advice. Captain Shelby is probably "always right." I use scare quotes to indicate that she thinks the captain must pretend to be always right, whether she or he really is, lest her authority be undermined. So, I suggest that you, E.S., don't cite Miss Thea or me or anyone as an expert on a subject you are debating with the Captain.

I do suggest you take Captain S's advice on your conduct and examine it closely. See if there are areas on which you agree. Then really try to improve in those areas. As parenting books always advise "Choose your battles!"

What they mean is give in on disagreements that are not all that important. Fight or resist firmly on what is really important to you. For example, if restraints terrify you, hang tough on their absence. Keep them a hard limit, one that ends the relationship if ignored.

If things really deteriorate, you can bail. Be prepared for this happening. Students change roomies all the time even though universities and colleges resist. Know how your phone works for emergencies.

But, use the emergency option ONLY if your life is in danger, not in other lesser cases such as your bottom is hurting more than you wanted for your first real punishment spanking. I guarantee that when the option of stopping a spanking is removed, you are going to have a totally different attitude toward how important it is to avoid spankings.

I do agree with Miss Thea, earn your first sooner rather than later! Like the Navy captains, only for real; she seems to be always right about you!

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:11:32 09/02/24 Mon

Shelby came down just after I posted. She said "Come on little girl, lets put you in bed." She tucked me in so sweetly and gave me my Pikachu. She said she was sorry for being sharp with me tonight. She had a migraine. Actually I thought she was pretty nice to me. She told me to do my laundry first thing this morning because of the beer smell. I swore somebody just spilled it on me, but I don't think she believes me. My parents are coming for a Labor Day bar-b-q, whoopie, so I have to clean up the house too, so I wont be on here long. Btw, there is now a hairbrush on the bookshelf by the couch and one on my desk, I guess for quick use, lucky me. I hope my parents don't notice that.

Well, I have to be a good girl and get started on my chores. I sure don't want my first spanking when my parents are here. I'm sure my mom would cheer though.

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Date Posted: 07:32:37 09/02/24 Mon

Glad that you are doing well. God Bless!

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[> Subject: Re: My 1st spanking (sort of)


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 09:58:28 09/02/24 Mon

Gotta be quick because my parents are on the way.

I did pretty good cleaning up and Shelby recognized that, but said my room was kind of a mess. She said there was no time for a bath so she took me to the bathroom to shower but she told me to turn around and yanked my shorts down. Then she started slapping my butt real hard and my legs and got a slap inside my leg and that really stung. She was serious too. She said "You be a good girl for your parents. Be respectful to your mother and do as your told or you'll get a real spanking. She spanked me like 10-12 times and it really stung. I just got out of the shower and my butt is still red.

I just had to tell you that real quick.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My 1st spanking (sort of)


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Cassie
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Date Posted: 07:35:38 09/03/24 Tue

Nothing like a little reminder to behave. If that was just a reminder sounds like you had better behave yourself.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Old Hippie Girl
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Date Posted: 11:02:14 09/02/24 Mon

Study hard and get good grades.

Need Spanking

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Date Posted: 12:52:37 09/02/24 Mon

Sounds like you have a great time ahead you Emmie. Looking forward to hear when you finally get to experience the real thing.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:22:29 09/03/24 Tue

I didn't intend to use this group as my daily diary, buuuuut

So we had a really nice cookout with my parents. There was one thing that happened that concerns me and I'll talk about it later. So after they left we got things all cleaned up and Shelby hurried me along with slaps on my bottom and that was kind of fun.

So let's say we were getting intimate and she said "So, you're a 21 year old virgin and you've never REALLY had sex with a woman?" It made me blush and feel kind of stupid. So she led me to her bedroom and I can announce I'm not a virgin anymore. We did some NASTY stuff. She is teaching me so much, hee hee.

One thing that's kind of serious though. Me and Shelby and my mom were standing there and my mom asked me kind of kiddingly "Have you been behaving yourself?" I was like "Ya", so it was just kind of a joke, but then she looked Shelby right in the eyes and said "And have YOU been behaving yourself?" I swear I never seen Shelby look like that before and she looked very serious and said "Yes mam." I was like wait a minute, my mom spanked Shelby. I know it. And I know when it happened. It was that weekend my mom was gone and Shelby wouldn't answer me. Am I crazy? Am I overthinking this? Why would my mom do that? Why would she not ever spank me growing up but she would spank Shelby? WTF? Am I just reading too much into it? I guess I'll just try to put it out of my mind. I think I'm probably just crazy.

First day of classes. So I'm going to try to stay off of here for a while.

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Cassie
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Date Posted: 07:38:20 09/03/24 Tue

How did you come to that conclusion? Sounds a little far fetched, but I guess it might have happened. I think you might be overthinking it, but maybe.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:36:31 09/04/24 Wed

I know, but it was just the way she said it and the way Shelby reacted.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 14:24:32 09/05/24 Thu

I got this message today from Shelby

"No parties for Emmie Sue tonight. You're gonna get a SPAIN-KING!"

I'm sure she's kidding. I didn't do anything. My homework is already done and I cooked dinner tonight, so I guess she's just teasing me. I'll know in about an hour I guess.

What do you think?

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:06:12 09/06/24 Fri

Thanks for responding (even know nobody did)

So for like 3 hours I was going "What did I do? What did I do? What did I do?" Trying to figure out something I might have done to get me in trouble. My homework was done. I didn't get in any trouble at school. My chores were done. My room was maybe a little messy but kind of orderly. My stomach felt like the lake at high tide. I couldn't think of anything. I mean, you want to know what a spanking is like, but you really don't want to know.

Shelby came home and you know the way you act when you know you're in trouble with your parents so you try to please them and you try to say positive things. So that's what I did with Shelby. She never said anything I did and of course I never asked. And then we ate, she actually complimented my cooking. I'm like okay, maybe she forgot. But she kept looking at me with this like evil smile. I don't usually do this, but after dinner I did the dishes and cleaned up and I was like hyperventilating the whole time.

So still nothing and she kind of pulled me over to the couch and started saying "You've been a very naughty girl." and things like that and we started kissing. I should mention that since I read on here about like not wiping on purpose I
m kind of fascinated by that whole thing, like I guess it's a thing and people get off on it or something. And like my roommates last year would make it so I had to sneak in the shower and they hid the toilet paper from me. That's one of the things Shelby and me have talked about and she's always like teasing "Are your panties clean?" and even checks, of course they are, but I guess she's into that, Idk. I mean I know she's kind of into humiliation, so I guess that's part of it. So while we're kissing and we start to feel each other she keeps saying I've been a naughty girl, asking if I've kept my panties clean and calling me dirty and stuff. I mean, I was kind of crossed between passion and not knowing what was going on. I mean it sure didn't seem like I was in trouble, but I didn't know.

Then she pulls me over her lap and I'm thinking "Oh, here it comes" and she's rubbing my butt and like in between and goes "You've been a naughty girl and you need a good spanking." but she wasn't saying it like she was mad and then I feel a sting on my right butt. It stung, but it felt great and I still didn't know if I was in trouble or we were playing. Every few seconds I got another slap. I was wearing shorts and the slaps on my bare thighs really hurt and were not pleasant. After some time, and I still don't know if I'm really getting a naughty spanking or if I'm really going to get it. I mean, I've never been spanked before so I don't know how it goes. Then she pulls my shorts down and continues. She was saying my panties were dirty and I know they weren't. The slaps on my panties stung worse. She was rubbing places I don't think you'd rub if someone was naughty. She pulled my panties down, acting shocked that they were dirty but they weren't and her fingers went places. By this time I was pretty sure that this wasn't a real spanking, but my butt was on fire and I wasn't sure if I loved it or hated it. She guided my hand to masturbate and as the spanking intensified I lost control. So when I came out of my orgasm coma, I began to realize that my butt was on fire.

We ended up on the floor doing nasty things and slapping each others butts. I wont go into details, but I certainly got an education. As well as everywhere else I licked her butthole.

Well, that's pretty much a summery. So I guess I wasn't in trouble. She was just horny. My bottom this morning is kind of sore, but it's a wonderous, magical sore. So, is this what a real spanking relationship is like? I haven't gotten in trouble yet and it's a little confusing. What's going to happen when I get a real spanking? Why didn't she just say "Hey, I'm really horny and I want to spank you?" I feel like I have more questions than answers.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:37:05 09/06/24 Fri

Do you think Shelby would like it if I didn't wipe my butt? She's always saying my panties are dirty, but they're not, so do you think she's trying to tell me something? I would do it for her if she liked it. It might gross her out though. I just don't know.

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Date Posted: 05:46:08 09/06/24 Fri

Another question. Shelby has made it clear that she really likes me and we have had great experimental sex. But she said 'friends with benefits' and we're not in a relationship. I mean I LOVE sex. I didn't know how much until this week. So do you think she REALLY just like, okay backtrack, so do you think she really just likes me and is kind of like a strict aunt and will spank me if I misbehave, but we also have sex? I don't know, I'm so confused. Do you think she loves me? Do you think she's like my girlfriend or we just have sex? I've never been in a relationship like this. I mean, I've had like casual relationships, but I think she loves me but just can't commit. I'm so confused.

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Moonica
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Date Posted: 08:14:17 09/06/24 Fri

I've never had a play spanking, not like that. It sounds pretty intense. She might be preparing you for the real thing. I doubt if you were being punished she would allow you to masturbate while spanking you. You licked her butthole? Well, ok then. It sounds like she really gets off on humiliating you and controlling you. I think she's just showing you who's boss. It sounds like she really does care for you and wants you to improve and maybe sort of get your head in reality.

Second. She might just be embarrassing you, but maybe she likes you to have stained underwear. Sounds like it's another way to humiliate you and she gets off on it and if you're cool with that what harm could it be? I guess you could try it and see what her reaction is. Or you could just ask her. There's a girl in our house who I'm sure always has dirty underwear, I guess she just doesn't wipe, so I guess it's a thing. It's not for me though.

Third, I know it's kind of hard to not fall in love if you're not supposed to or you know it's not the person you should fall in love with, but if it were me I would stay the course. I've never had that kind of relationship either, but if she has made it clear that this is not a one on one, exclusive relationship, I would leave it at that.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:22:53 09/06/24 Fri

Thank you very much for replying. Your words make a lot of sense.

She licked my butthole too. Oh that was great!! I mean, we were both clean, relatively.

When she says those things to me it kind of makes me feel bad, but In another way I like it. If I did that though I'd be afraid people would know. I mean can people smell it if you just have dirty panties and don't actually poop in your pants? and it feels kind of uncomfortable, but in a nother way feels good somehow.

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Date Posted: 14:03:49 09/07/24 Sat

Moonica is very wise for her years.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:58:26 09/09/24 Mon

So, okay it's only been a week, but I love living here and I love Shelby. I love the way she just kind of randomly slaps my butt. Like she'll just come up behind me and say "Hey girl, what's up?" and smacks my butt once or twice. Saturday she went out without me and we were standing in the living room and so she was telling me and said she might be with a girl and reminded me it was no strings attached. I wasn't real thrilled about that, but that was our deal. Then she turned me around and looked in my pants saying "Are your panties clean?" I was like of course. Then she was rubbing my butt and my butthole saying I should have a good time or whatever and reminding me about our no strings attached, friends with benefits relationship and I guess making sure I wasn't mad. The she goes "Now you be a good girl and don't get yourself in any trouble!" smacking my butt with each syllable. It actually stung and I LOVED it. I kind of felt it all night.
I just went out for some Mike's Hard (which always cracks me up) and watched movies or whatever and waited for Shelby. I guess I was a little tipsy when she got home. She said she had a couple of drinks and I drilled her on driving under the influence and told her she needed a whoopin. That didn't go over real well. But she didn't yell at me for drinking. I was actually pretty mad at her for not inviting me. It's not real easy to get that in my head. I know we have an agreement and I get it, but maybe I'm getting a little possessive.

Anyway. Sunday afternoon I was in my apartment and Shelby came down. She just like stood there for a while. Then she picked up the hairbrush on my desk and I was like "Oh shit" I thought I was in real trouble and gonna get it. I'm trying to think of what I could have done. After letting me sweat for a while she says "Aren't you supposed to vacuum the living room?" Then she like pulled my arm and smacked my butt all the way up the stairs. It didn't really hurt, just kind of stung and I was going "Ow, ow, ow, okay, okay, okay"
So she stood there watching me vacuum with the hairbrush in her hand. Shelby is real OCD and I guess I wasn't doing it right. She didn't say it mean, but she goes "What the hell are you doing?" "I'm vacuuming." She smacked my butt a few times with the hairbrush while telling me in her OCD craziness that you go back and forth, like a pattern like you're mowing the lawn. Okay, whatever. Anyway, it didn't really hurt, but I felt those stings on my bottom and my butt kind of burned for the rest of the day. Not really, it was more symbolic.
The whole thing though is this kind of blend of emotions, like am I really going to get a whoopin, is she really mad, I really don't want a real whoopin, but I really do. I know it's going to come one day and in a way I'm looking forward to it, but at the same time dread it. I just love how she feels comfortable just coming up and smacking my butt and it's usually a surprise and it stings but I love the way it stings and how I feel the burn of her on me. I know it's weird, but I kind of love the way she tells me what to do and reminds me of the rules. The panty checks are kind of weird and embarrassing and I'm not sure if she really wants them to be clean or not. And she also sometimes takes me to my apartment and puts me to bed and we talk, I love that. She only gave me one bath, but I hope she does it again. I'm not really used to having strict rules and structure and the knowing there will be consequences if I don't. It's a lot to get used to and in a way I feel kind of rebellious like a 13 year old, but it makes me feel secure.

Okay, I'm running at the mouth. I'll stop now.

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Date Posted: 06:25:58 09/09/24 Mon

OMG. As soon as I posted the above I realized Shelby was standing behind me and asked what I was reading. Then she just pulled me up and turned me around and yanked my sweats down. I'm going "I didn't do anything?!" and she was holding my butt and said she just wanted to remind me to be a good girl at school. Then like she did before she smacked my bottom with each syllable "You be a good girl in school today and do as you're supposed to. Do you understand?!" Ow, this one REALLY stung. Then she's like rubbing my butt and is all sweet and said she just wanted to remind me to be a good girl and I feel her finger up my butt. She said it looks like you need some help and I realized she's putting a suppository up my butt. She turned me around and rubbing my butt and butthole and told me to hold it in for half an hour and it'll make me feel better. Then she kissed me, like really. Then she went to work.
So I'm sitting here with this suppository up my butt and I REALLY have to poop. What the hell dude?

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Date Posted: 06:34:41 09/09/24 Mon

Oh, gotta poop. bye.

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Date Posted: 06:55:27 09/09/24 Mon

So did you wipe? lol. :) Do you feel better?
Sounds like that whoopin is coming and sooner than later. You better be a good girl.

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Date Posted: 06:59:44 09/10/24 Tue

Yes, of course I wiped. Yes, I felt better. Almost pooped my pants at school though.

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Date Posted: 07:18:04 09/10/24 Tue

I gotta make this real quick. I was a very good girl at school, just like Shelby told me to be.
She DMd me to eat because they ate at work in some kind of meeting. She got home a little earlier than usual and was like let's go shopping and said she was going to give me a spanking to make sure I behave at the store. She pulled my pants and panties down and I was like "No, no, no, not bare bottom." but she didn't listen. and it was a good spanking. I mean not like a bad spanking but she was nice and made my bottom all warm and nice. Then she showed me a buttplug and I was like hey wait a minute. Then she spanked me some more, then she pulled up my pants and said "Okay, let's shopping." and I'm like "With a buttplug up my butt?" She assured me that no one would know and I really didn't have a choice.

The short car ride was embarrassing and uncomfortable. She wrapped a sweatshirt around my waist and we walked around the store. I know my face was red the whole time and I know I was walking funny.

When we got home she put hooks in the wall and I was like "Hey, what is that for?" She hung the bathbrush, paddle, spoon and rod on the living room wall. I loudly objected like everyone will see them, what are they going to think? She said "They'll think they had better behave in this house. I was like "Hey, you can't do that!" I lost the argument. Then she gave me a goooood spanking and we had crazy sex.

I gotta go.

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Moonica
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Date Posted: 07:56:30 09/11/24 Wed

I'm sorry if I don't respond. I read your posts, but I just don't have much meaningful to add.

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[> [> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:30:05 09/12/24 Thu

Thank you.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:53:27 09/11/24 Wed

Sorry my last post was kind of abrupt.

I met this girl in my class. She's cute. So we went to my house to study. When we got to the door I remembered the weapons of ass destruction on the wall and I quickly changed course and we went directly to the basement to my apartment. I know she saw the hairbrush on my desk, but I'm not sure if she thought anything of it. We were getting kind of snacky and I said I had a bag of chips on the kitchen counter and she said "Oh, I'll get them." and I was like okay, then I remembered the things on the living room wall and I panicked. I thought if I don't make a big deal out of it she probably wont notice. The kitchen and living room aren't exactly separated and a spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall are kind of hard to miss. I was feeling sick and just hoping she wouldn't notice.

She came back down with the chips and a couple of Hard Mikes and I tried not to be nervous, but I was. I forced myself not to say something stupid like "You didn't happen to notice the spoon, bathbrush, paddle and cane hanging on the wall, did you?" Maybe I'm just paranoid, but it seemed like her demeaner changed. At one point she had to go to the bathroom, but there was no toilet paper so she goes "Oh, I'll just go upstairs." (Shelby hides the toilet paper and that would bring up other questions so I didn't say anything). I know she saw them and I know she was burning to ask about them. Fortunately she didn't, but she did ask a lot of questions about Shelby and other things. It was pretty tense.

Nothing really spectacular happened later. No spankings, no buttplugs, no sex. It was a little disappointing. Of course Shelby asked if all my homework was done and if my chores were done. Really my only chore was to not make a mess. Shelby went out and I went to visit my older male friend. I kind of tried to turn the conversation to spanking, but he wasn't taking the bait.

Back at home me and Shelby hung out and talked a little. I objected to the things on the wall, but that got shot down pretty quickly. In a kind of rare moment for Shelby she said she really likes me being there. She thinks I get a little annoying sometimes, but she said she really appreciates me. I was kind of gushing. So that was really nice. She put me to bed and that was really nice too. My brothers are a lot older and really horrible to me and she's kind of like the big sister I always wanted.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Smith
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Date Posted: 05:08:01 09/12/24 Thu

Did you finally get to experience the real thing? Or are you still waiting for the right moment? Where those spanks you got before the store what you expected?

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[> [> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:39:42 09/12/24 Thu

Not what I would consider a real one. A few 'warning' spankings, but I think those were mainly play. My bottom felt warm and fuzzy. Having to walk around the store was a embarrassing, but exciting experience. It's not me waiting for the right moment, that's up to Shelby. I'm actually trying to follow all of the rules and behave. Although I've always wanted a real spanking, the real thing is kind of scary. I think maybe this is what I've always been going for is not experiencing the spanking itself so much, but knowing if I really f up, I'll get a real one.

Thank you so much for replying to me. I felt really stupid after I posted that other one. I feel like a real whiner.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 06:06:23 09/12/24 Thu

Yeah I think you have the right mentality here. If you actively try to follow the rules but then screw up somehow and are indeed in for a real one. Then there may be a higher chance the whole affair will feel like the real thing (that we've never experienced). I don't know, maybe actively breaking the rules might 'cheapen' the whole experience or something like that.

I wonder if you will have the 'butterflies in stomach' effect when Shelby announces the sentence to you. Apparently everyone gets them when their punishment is announced to them. Again, so I've been told.

And you don't have to call yourself stupid. We all feel like that sometimes. But nothing here indicates you are. We're eager to hear where this is going.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:15:01 09/12/24 Thu

Well, that one time she messaged me saying "You're gonna get a SPAIN-KING" I was sick all day. I was pretty sure she was playing, but still.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 06:23:59 09/12/24 Thu

Wow. If that was your reaction to Shelby's message, imagine what would happen if it was your mother. I imagine you'd probably just die.

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Date Posted: 06:40:08 09/12/24 Thu

My mom would make sort of veiled threats implying that if I didn't behave I'd get a spanking. I was pretty sure that she never would, but even as late as this summer I was always afraid she might. When I was little I was kind of like "Well, why don't you." When I was like between 11 and 15 I was REALLY hoping she would, but after that I pretty much knew it would never happen, but I felt like there was always a possibility. By that time I was like "Uh...no."

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Date Posted: 07:10:30 09/12/24 Thu

Even if you're certain now it's not going to happen anymore. Are you still curious about it? Is it still something you'd like to know what it is like? Or have these feelings largely passed, and you're just content with the arrangement you have with Shelby?

Personally, now reading all the stuff on these forums makes me extremely curious what it is like to experience discipline from a parent. I was never curious when growing up.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 07:14:26 09/12/24 Thu

By my mom? No, I'm pretty much over that. But I have this ewie feeling that the threat is still there.

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Date Posted: 07:24:05 09/12/24 Thu

Ah, so no interest anymore then. We must've switched. With me it was no curiosity growing up and now suddenly I'm super curious. But I'm not going to do anything with it. It feels wrong. It just is wrong.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 07:12:07 09/12/24 Thu

I always kind of wished my school paddled. I doubt that I would have gotten in trouble on purpose, but I'm sure it would have been tempting.

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Smith
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Date Posted: 07:26:30 09/12/24 Thu

I still cannot process the fact some schools actually do this.

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[> Subject: Re: My new life


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:12:06 09/12/24 Thu

About the girl I met. She's in my class and I think she's cute and I'm kind of attracted to her and I got the feeling she was looking at me. We have a group project, I typically hate those because I always end up being the only one into the project and the other students get MY grade after I've done ALL the work. So I didn't see anyone approach her and I caught her after class and asked her if she would like to pair up with me. I swear she blushed.

So yesterday we went to my house and of course we went the back route to avoid the things hanging on the wall. She seemed distracted and I swear she kept looking at the hairbrush on my desk. I'm probably just paranoid. THEN she suggested we go upstairs because it there would be more room and I was like NO! Now I know she saw them. So being a beautiful warm day we took the project outside. We didn't actually get much done because we started playing with a ball and doing cartwheels and acting like little kids. We actually kissed, but that's all we did.

So Shelby came home. She brought home Chinese, yum. Of course she asked me if my homework and chores were done. Okay, so I haven't had the chance to shower in a couple days and it's been warm and I've been active. She was just playing but she was going "You stink. You are a stinky, dirty little girl." So she was smelling me all over and I think she really gets off on humiliating me and honestly so do I, as long as it's just me and her. "You need a bath, little girl." So she took me in and gave me a bath. Oh, I LOVE that.

Sorry, I didn't mean to turn this into my daily diary.

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Date Posted: 06:47:43 09/12/24 Thu

Oh, I forgot to say that when I told her I hadn't had the chance to shower she said "Too busy on your spanking chat group?"

But really, I know she gets off on calling me stinky and dirty and humiliating me, and then she gives me a bath and I LOVE that. I don't too much like her sticking soap up my butt, but...

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[> Subject: Re: I got a spanking


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:46:52 09/13/24 Fri

And you were right, I didn't like it.

Actually I was getting started on doing the dishes that have been kind of piling up when the door knocked. It was my friend. At first I was overwhelmed with joy as I wasn't expecting her. Then I looked at the wall and went "Oh shit!" so I quickly said "Just a minute." and I took them off the wall and hid them. We didn't really work on our project, we mainly just talked and giggled and laughed. I swear she kept looking at the empty space on the wall so I KNOW she saw them. She kept looking at the hairbrush on the bookshelf. She never said anything about it, but I know she was curious as to why there was a hairbrush on the bookshelf and an identicle one on my desk. I wanted to give some explanation, but I didn't want to draw attention to it. We did kiss a little, but nothing else. She left and I forgot to put them back on the wall.

Shelby came home. Everything was normal until she noticed the empty space on the wall. "Where are they?" I felt busted and tried to explain that my friend came over and how awkward it would be to try to explain them. "Did I say you could take them down whenever you please?" There was a look in her face that was different than the other times. I don't even know what she was saying but she was really reading me off and before I knew what was happening my pants were down and I was over her lap on the couch and she was spanking me for real. I know I was going "No, no, no, please, please, please!" I know I put my hand back and she told me to keep my hands in front of me when she's spanking me. It just happened so fast I don't really remember much. It HURT. My eyes were kind of watery, but I didn't cry. It wasn't really as bad as some of our play spanking. It didn't make me horny or anything and I didn't like it.

She told me to get them back on the wall exactly like she had them and with my pants down. I answered my own question about rubbing your butt. I was rubbing my hot behind but I don't think it relieved the sting. I was trying to get them up as quickly as I could and kept dropping them and putting them in the wrong place and being directed by Shelby.

"And the dishes aren't done! That was your one chore today! Get over here." and I was back over her lap getting spanked again. Again, our play spankings were actually longer and kind of harder, but this all just happened so fast and she was mad and I felt really like I had been bad. I had a couple of tears probably more from squeezing my eyes shut. I had to waddle into the kitchen with my red butt showing and Shelby behind me giving me an occasional smack with the wooden spoon and quickly do the dishes, clean, dry and put them away. When I was all done I just looked at her for approval.

She told me to pull up my pants and we went to the couch. Everything, the whole just happened in like 3 seconds and I don't even know what I was thinking. My butt was still burning when we sat on the couch and the places where I got smacked with the spoon felt like I was getting an injection. She held me real close, that felt really nice and we talked for a long time and talked about expectations and rules and all that and said that spanking was nothing if she has to do it again. She told me how much she cares about me and how she wants the best for me and that made me feel warm and fuzzy. She told me she has work to do and to go to my apartment.

I layed on my bed and rubbed my bottom and tried to make sense of what just happened. I went upstairs I guess to apologize or make sure she doesn't hate me, Idk. She said "Emmie Sue, you do have your apartment and I have work to do." I guess I was hoping she'd tell me how sorry she was or something. "Go to your apartment and do your homework or go on your spanking chat group or whatever. I'm busy." That's when I felt like crying. So I just basically layed on my bed thinking. I wasn't even horny. I thought a real spanking would make you horny, but it really doesn't. Especially when I know I broke the rules and made Shelby mad. She did come down and pulled my pants down. I thought she was going to spank me again, but she just rubbed and examined my butt. She said "If I had done what you did, moving my mom's stuff off the wall and flagrantly not doing my chores, my mom would have beat my butt until I couldn't sit for a week. You really got off easy." That didn't make me feel any better either. She helped me in my long nightshirt and tucked me in with a kiss. I couldn't sleep and I even tried to masturbate, but it wasn't happening.

This morning, my butt doesn't really hurt. but I still feel this kind of fire, but I think that's psychological. The play spankings I could actually feel the next day. I'm kind of mad at Shelby, but I'm kind of more in love with her than ever. I didn't like getting spanked for real and I don't want another real one. I know it's not the last and I know the next one is going to be A LOT worse. Strangely I even more that ever really like the rules and structure and knowing if I break them there will be real consequences. I'm trying to think of what I'm going to tell my new friend.

So I'm conflicted. I feel bad. I feel bad because I broke Shelby's rules and made her mad and I feel like I'm being held down or something, but I feel free. I know it's Friday the 13th, but I feel like really good are happening. I really don't know what's going on right now. Does anyone else ever feel like that?

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Date Posted: 06:41:51 09/13/24 Fri

Before Shelby left for work she came down to my apartment and said it is a real, which I confess it is and she wants it clean when she gets home. She gave me 3 other chores to do and said if they're not done when she gets home I'll get a REAL spanking. So I guess last night wasn't even a real spanking. Shit's starting to get real. She did kiss me though. So I guess I better get started. I probably wont be on here much.

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Date Posted: 06:44:23 09/13/24 Fri

The chores I got aren't much really. My apartment is really kind of a mess and that's going to take up a good part of the day.

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Date Posted: 07:28:43 09/15/24 Sun

If you weren't crying / bawling, it wasn't a real spanking!!

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[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I got a spanking


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:27:41 09/16/24 Mon

It may not have been real to you, but it sure was real to me.

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Date Posted: 06:54:06 09/13/24 Fri

Okay, I'm eating daylight. If last night wasn't a REAL spanking I REALLY don't want to know what a REAL spanking is like.

I want to tell my new friend about it. I want to tell my male friend and my professor friend, my former crush, and even my mom. I want to shout it out to the whole neighborhood but no way. Outside of you guys I'm keeping it a secret.

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Date Posted: 06:55:47 09/13/24 Fri

So what if somebody finds out? What do I do?

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 08:14:32 09/13/24 Fri

Congratulations! I don't know if I'm more jealous of you or Shelby. Be a good girl.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:50:02 09/13/24 Fri

Is this what a real spanking is like, those of you who know?

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Date Posted: 10:01:00 09/13/24 Fri

If you learned anything and don't relish a repeat it was a "real spanking." But I have the impression with you it is all about fun, so no matter how many or how hard the spankings are they will never be "real."

Spank Learn

Spank Learn

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Date Posted: 19:26:26 09/13/24 Fri

Rebecca, I think you are being very rude. I have never gotten the impression that Emmie Sue thinks it's all fun and games. As someone who knows and relates, Emmie Sue is very sheltered and naive, and I get from her posts and comments that she has a deep desire to have rules, guidelines, structure and discipline in her life.

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Date Posted: 05:51:28 09/15/24 Sun

Well, Rebecca that's not true. Maybe you've never been spanked, but a real spanking is not fun and I am not looking forward to an even REALER spanking.
P.S. though, what is that bottom picture. I can't imagine that's a school assignment.

Maddie, thanks for sticking up for me.

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Date Posted: 13:59:28 09/13/24 Fri

Adorable poster, Rebecca.

Emmie Sue:

Some really cruel moments yesterday. Shelby has a mean streak that puts me off her. Don't hesitate to identify being sent downstairs harshly as the evidence of a dangerous element in her psyche...

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Date Posted: 16:39:21 09/13/24 Fri

I remember visiting friends I knew were spanked. Rarely did I see any implements out unless someone had just earned one.

Making a big thing out of spanking implements being in their normal hanging spot seems like a rule just to have a rule for you accidentally to violate and thereby "earn" a spanking.

Thea is always so good on advice and on looking on the bright side. Maybe Shelby isn't mean or cruel but just beginning her dominant career. Just be on guard is my advice. You, Emmie Sue, haven't much or any experience dominating. I cannot imagine you doing any of the mean things Shelby does to you. I admit to my inexperience and lack of knowledge so take any advice from me with the usual grains of salt.

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Date Posted: 05:52:32 09/15/24 Sun

Shelby is not mean to me.

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Date Posted: 09:07:06 09/15/24 Sun

Alred, what things are you referring to that are particularly cruel? It is Shelby's house after all and what she hangs on the walls are her business and shouldn't be fucked with.
Being asked to go to her own apartment I don't find cruel. She does have her own apartment and it sounds like Shelby worked very hard and spent a lot of money to make sure Emmie Sue has a comfortable, livable place to live. The upstairs is Shelby's domicile and she has the right to privacy. She was working on something business related and didn't wished to be disturbed. No different than when I'm grading papers I need to concentrate and need my privacy. If my wife Kailey was working on something business related and I kept bothering her I would surely find myself over her knees with a blistered butt.

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 09:45:13 09/15/24 Sun

It does sound like Shelby relishes her role as disciplinarian and will find excuses to paddle Emmie Sue's bottom, but she doesn't sound to be cruel. Maddie makes some very good points.

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Thea
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Date Posted: 15:40:32 09/13/24 Fri

I have some mixed feelings about this.

I don't think it's appropriate to put the spanking implements up on display and essentially forcibly out you to any friends you have over. It's also bordering on involving non-consenting parties in voyeurism/exhibitionism.
Even after a punishment spanking, there should be aftercare and attention, not hurting you and sending you to deal with it alone. It's... psychologically risks.

I don't know if I agree with Alfred that this is a sign of a dangerous element in Shelby's psyche--I'm reading it more as a sign of her being inexperienced as a dom.

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Maddie
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Date Posted: 19:19:31 09/13/24 Fri

Shelby sounds like a very wonderful, loving person who cares very much about you and has your best interest in mind. You, Emmie Sue directly disobeyed by taking down things that she personally hung on the walls of her home that she pays for and the spanking she gave you was deserved.
That being said, Shelby is very young and a bit of a novice at this and it shows. You have said that she gets off on humiliation and you seem to get off maybe just a little when she humiliates you. However, she needs to understand that this is not part of your agreement and that you are a free human being with feelings and not her toy. I'm sure that her goal was to show you that she is in control and the objects on the wall are there as a reminder of that and the consequences if you should break the rules. That in itself is not a bad thing, but being in control has it's limits. Not a whole lot different than a teacher conducting a classroom of lively students.
You shouldn't be put in a situation where visitors who are not familiar with your arrangement are forced to wonder and even ask questions. Your lifestyle with Shelby is your business and no one else's and you nor Shelby nor unaware visitors should be forced to raise or ask questions.
I'm sure Shelby has the best intentions, but speaking from experience she is going about it the wrong way in this instance or is taking liberties with her position. From what you've said about her she sounds like a reasonable, caring person and I would suggest you gently bring up this discussion in a quiet, confident tone.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:54:54 09/15/24 Sun

Thea and Maddie. I guess Shelby thought it over or something, because they're not on the wall anymore.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:43:54 09/15/24 Sun

So lets see. Friday Shelby came home and was happy to see I'd done my chores. Shelby went out and I had my friend over. I was like "Oh well, the things are on the wall, she's going to be curious about them I'll think of something." So we were just having a gigglefest and some kissing and even some fondling. She kept looking at the things on the wall and I kept trying to divert her attention from it and eventually she said "What are those" Though I was shaking I tried to be real cool and just blow it off and just said "Decorative." "Decorative of what?" "It's just Shelby's thing. I don't know." That seemed to satisfy her and we just messed around until she left.

Saturday afternoon me and Shelby were sitting around. I tried to bring up the subject about the things on the wall but I couldn't get the words out. She asked if I hate her and I said "Hate you?! No, why?" "For spanking you." "No!" I almost said I love you but I could only get out like. So I guess she checked my butt for bruises and checked my panties. She said they were dirty and I said "Uh, I don't think so." and she said "Looks like your little friend got you excited." Oh, that. So anyway, she gave me some fun slaps and I spanked her. She told me to spank harder but I couldn't and she said "Hairbrush." so I smacked her with the hairbrush. And well, one thing led to another.

Saturday night Shelby went out and I strolled around to find some lawn parties, which wasn't hard to do. I swear I only had 4 beers. I wasn't out too late and just went in through my apartment. I'm not sure when Shelby got home, but I went upstairs this morning to make coffee and they're gone. I guess Shelby took them off the wall for some reason.

So my question; Do I ask her about it or just leave it be.

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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 08:29:38 09/15/24 Sun

God Bless. Emmie Sue is thriving! Praise the Lord! No need to pass the ammunition!

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Maddie
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Date Posted: 08:43:08 09/15/24 Sun

Shelby made the right decision. Maybe she read these comments.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:29:29 09/16/24 Mon

How?

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 09:49:56 09/15/24 Sun

To me, it sounds like that spanking did what it was supposed to. I'm pretty sure the next one will not be something you walk away from without tears from your eyes.
Keep us updated and be a good girl.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:26:50 09/17/24 Tue

Not much to report really.
My friend came over to work on our project. I swear she kept looking at the empty space on the wall, but she didn't say anything and she kept staring at the hairbrush. It was making me a little uneasy and I felt like I should say something, but my inner voice kept saying no. We started kissing, like a lot. I put my hand in the back of her parts and tried to finger her butthole but she went "Uh uh, uh uh." so I guess she's not ready for that. I swear it was a little gooey, probably not. Then she said "We better get to work on our project." I was really in the mood for other things, but oh well.

As a result of our diligent studying I didn't get a couple chores done I was supposed to. Shelby said "Did you get your homework done?" "Yes mam." "Did you get your chores done?" "Oh, um." "Then you're gonna get a spanking." I was really scared I was really going to get it, but she just turned me over her knees and made me horny. Darn.

Well, I probably wont be doing much for a few days, and besides that I feel like I've got the flu. Don't be surprised if I become a little disagreeable.

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 04:18:13 09/18/24 Wed

So from this I'm guessing that she just turned you over her knees and gave you a few smacks over your jeans?

Drink lots of fluids. Hope you feel better.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:32:49 09/18/24 Wed

Yes, Cassie, pretty much like that. Tbh, I was a little disappointed.

I got home from school and I was just so achy and exhausted. I went to my apartment and just plowed in bed wishing I was dead. And my stomach was killing me. The next thing I knew I heard Shelby going "Emmie Sue? Emmie Sue?" I kind of thought she'd be mad but she was very sweet and was like petting me. She went upstairs and came back down and gave me a Covid test which, thankfully was negative. Then she pulled down my sweats and panties and said "Oh, you really do have dirty panties." I was like "Stop." I mean okay I'm sick, okay? It happens. Shelby put her finger up my butthole and said there was poopies up there. I'm like okay I'm not 4 years old. I was not in the mood to be belittled.
She went back upstairs and came back down with a thermometer. I opened my mouth and she laughed. That went up my butt too. No fever. Then she fingered my butthole again and put 2 suppositories up there. She asked me if I needed a buttplug to hold it in and I was like "Nooo-ah." So after a half hour she took me to the bathroom and I asked if I could have some privacy, but she just watched. Of course she hides the toilet paper anyway, but she just pulled my pants up. So Idk.

So anyway, I layed on the couch upstairs and she covered me up and took care of me and made us spag and meatballs. I was actually really hungry. She took really good care of me and it gave me warm fuzzies.

I HAVE to go to school today and I really don't feel like it, but I have to. I don't even feel like showering or changing. I think I'll just suffer.

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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 13:04:17 09/18/24 Wed

I hope you are feeling better. Try sports drinks (Gatorade) and other electrolyte replacing fluids.

Maybe even give up any form of "getting wet" since sexual hormones require a lot of the body's strength to produce and then to replenish. Basically don't go to school. If you go anyway, wear a mask to at least try to protect others.

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 04:46:00 09/19/24 Thu

Alfred, it's been a few years since I went to college, but I believe most professors accept no excuses.

Emmie Sue, take care of yourself and get plenty of rest and fluids. Try nice hot baths and a heating pad on your abdomen, not at the same time of course, lol. Try eating spinach, quinoa, lima beans, papaya, nuts, bananas and avocados. Alfred's suggestion of Gatoraid is excellent.

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Date Posted: 06:48:52 09/19/24 Thu

Cassie gets a good grade for her dietary advice! A great list! Lots of electrolytes in the foods on her list.

She was a bit vague about her analysis of what post-recovery needs you will have. A spanking but for what?

Hard-nosed, so-called tough profs end up finding a way. Deans and Student Ratings always prevail. Professors in a few majors in which big money awaits graduates might get away with some version of the no excuses policy in a few cases. Even they have trouble hanging tough once parents and lawyers get involved. Administrators do not want to have to defend them over and over again.

This is as it should be for genuine excuses.

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Cassie
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Date Posted: 04:47:20 09/19/24 Thu

And when you're all better you'll need a good spanking.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:52:59 09/19/24 Thu

Aw, thanks Alfred and Cassie. Great advice too. I'm on the mend but not fully healed.

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Date Posted: 08:07:10 09/19/24 Thu

Get well soon and plenty of rest. However I've found that the only way to get better is to once you feel up to it, get your butt going and do the things you're supposed to do, but take it easy until you are 100%.

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[> Subject: Re: I'm gonna get a spanking


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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:44:02 09/20/24 Fri

I('m feeling much better. My ears are still close and I've got a headache, but other than that, pretty good.
Last night before night night Shelby said "Well, you look like you're feeling much better." Then she got closer and said "Since you took a shower this morning...you probably don't need one tomorrow." and she had this look about her like she wanted me to be, kind of um, natural so she could kind of humiliate me, which I'm not completely opposed to (in private anyway). Then she was touching my face and hair and said "I'm glad you're feeling better, because we have a few things we need to discuss." She didn't look mad so I'm guessing she's, you know, ready to go. So am I. I get so horny when I'm sick and I'm ready for fun, even if it burns my little butt.

I didn't get much sleep last night. This morning she came down with the wooden spoon in her hand looking more seductive than mad. She said she was going to work and not to make any plans tonight. "Now, I want to make sure you're going to be a good little today. Turn around." She said this actually kissing the wooden spoon. Laying on my tummy in my jammie jams with my butt as a target I felt a little scared and a lot excited. Smack, smack, smack! She probably smacked my poor little bottom with that evil tool 10 times and it fucking hurt. She kissed me and again told me to be a good girl. That was over half an hour ago and my bottom is still burning, but it's a great burn, not like the real spanking I got. I don't know what she has in mind tonight, but I know I'm not really in trouble and I can't wait!!!

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:45:09 09/20/24 Fri

And btw, I AM going to be a very good girl, because I don't want her mad at me.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:47:18 09/20/24 Fri

I know she's playing and we're just going to play spanking games, but I'm pretty sure she was serious about being a good girl. I don't want play to turn into the real thing. And besides, I HATE it when Shelby is mad at me.

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Date Posted: 07:04:14 09/20/24 Fri

I'm going to make this house sparkle and shine today and Shelby will be very surprised. I might even clean up my apartment, but I doubt it. God I can't wait for tonight!!!

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Date Posted: 07:05:44 09/20/24 Fri

And btw, along with being sick I had that other thing and now I don't, so BRING IT ON!!!

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Date Posted: 08:03:22 09/20/24 Fri

What other thing? Are you ashamed of being a young woman? Are you hinting at a menstrual period? Be grateful for your healthy youth. So many have big trouble being able to have a baby naturally. That's why IVF is such a wonderful invention.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:41:23 09/20/24 Fri

Alfred! Excuse me! But yeah. There are certain things you can't do that now I can. But can you be a little more discreet?

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 18:59:36 09/21/24 Sat

Shelby basically told me not to take a shower because I had done so Thursday morning. So I took that to mean that she wanted me to be 'natural', so I didn't. It was all for Shelby anyway because I only went to the store for a little while so it wan't like I was on display. I spent the entire day Friday cleaning the house. I mean really cleaning it which besides the odor of fresh cleanser and ammonia, I'm sure I was pretty 'natural' when she got home. In the afternoon she sent me a message saying that I probably wouldn't want to invite my 'little girl friend' (as she put it) over unless I would like to be embarrassed in front of her. This kind of sent mixed messages and gave me kind of shivers because I was sure she just had a fun night of play spankings and love making, but I wasn't sure, like maybe I was really in trouble. So seriously I worked really really hard to make the house sparkle.

When Shelby got home, I think she was in shock. She went from room to room with her mouth open. She put her hands on my head and I'm sure I had a smile like a doofus and she said "This is beautiful." Then she said "This is beautiful and so are you." Then she kissed me, like deep and we sucked faces moving to the couch and we made out.

Somewhere along the way she started smelling me all over and (seductively) saying things like "Oh you stink. Oh you dirty, stinky little girl. I'm sure you haven't had a bath in days. What do naughty, dirty, stinky little get when they don't take a bath? They get their naughty dirty little bottoms spanked and spanked hard." We were getting really heavy and hot and she was giving my bottom some slaps when there was a knock on the door. I guess Shelby had forgotten she ordered pizza and wings. We were like "Noooooo!" The pizza girl was really cute with a pony tail in a baseball hat and she looked like she just wanted to get the heck out of there. And btw, Shelby tipped really well.

I think Shelby was trying to get me drunk because I thought she was slamming beers and I thought that was really weird because I thought she quit. So she picked up her beer and brought out what I thought was one for both of us so I was trying to keep pace to be cool. It took about another 24 hours for me to realize that she had the same beer to like 3 of mine.

We didn't have our minds much on eating. We went back to what we were doing before the door knocked. Somehow we ended up on the couch with me over her lap. She was rubbing my butt all over saying like "Oh Emmie Sue, you make me crazy. You're such a naughty, dirty girl." But she wasn't saying it like she was mad at me. Idk, I've never really done anything like this before, so how the hell do I know how these things go. "I'm going to give you a good spanking you naughty girl." I felt a slap on my right butt. It stung but it felt so good. Then a few seconds later on my left butt. This went on for what seemed like forever. I was still in my jammie jams and they went to my knees and later my panties to my knees. Getting slapped on my bare bottom really hurt and it seemed like she was spanking harder. And then she'd like really spank me until it just hurt bad. She was really good about stopping when I said so, but it was like neither of us could get enough. It just seemed like it just went on for hours and then I started to realize that my butt was REALLY on fire and it was really hurting and I REALLY wanted it to stop.
So Shelby rubbed my butt and my boobies and all over. Then I saw the hairbrush in my face. "No, no, no, no!" Shelby said that when I get a REAL spanking I'm gonna get the hairbrush, so after some negotiation we settled on 6 swats. OW! I couldn't believe how much that hurt. My experiments with self spanking were piddly. Then on my left butt. "No more, no more, no more!" She gave me 2 more and didn't give me the full 6, just 4 and that was way more than enough. Doth thou protest when she showed me the bathbrush. "Just 2. Okay, just 2 because when you get a real spanking, you'll get a lot more than 2." I mean, what was I going to do? She gave my little burning bottom 2 quick hard smacks and I'm sure my yells could be heard 2 blocks down. Those actually brought tears to my eyes.

She soothed me in various ways and we ended up on the floor doing things I can't say on here. Then it got around to me being stinky again and she took me to give me a bath. My burning bottom in the hot water burned so bad but felt soooooo good and her soapy all over me. OMG! I never knew things like this were even possible. I wanted to go out to the street naked and shout "I'm a lesbian! I'm a spanko lesbian!" I also want to shout "I'm in love with SHELBY!!!" but I got to keep my head about that. We both craved more spankings, so after she cleaned me EVERYWHERE and she dried me off and put my jammie jams back on she took me back to the couch and SPANKED me but not fast or hard. Somehow we ended up in her bed and I woke this morning in her arms and my butt was REALLY sore, but sublimely sore.

I don't know if I described this whole thing chronologically or accurately because I think I was a little drunk and it all happened so fast and just was like a dream. Except that my butt is still a little sore, I'm not sure it even happened at all.

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Date Posted: 20:14:00 09/21/24 Sat

You know, when I spanked the girl I told you about, I gave her dozens of swats with my bathbrush.

:) Just think on that.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 21:02:18 09/21/24 Sat

DOZENS??? As in 24, 36...? I mean, I already got spanked pretty good with her hand. You don't think Shelby has anything like that in mind for me, do you? That girl you spanked though, she was used to it, right?

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 21:08:50 09/21/24 Sat

Hey, Miss Thea...would you like to give her a bath? I LOVE it when Shelby gives me a bath, even when the soap goes somewhere that's not so pleasant.

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Date Posted: 07:15:53 09/22/24 Sun

Seriously though, dozens with a bathbrush? That was one sorry young lady. I would like to hear more about this and possibly get some pointers as I may very soon be giving a young lady a good spanking soon myself. Perhaps on another thread.

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Aunt Nat
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Date Posted: 07:18:45 09/22/24 Sun

Sounds like you had a fun day and night. Did you clean the house just as a thank you to Shelby or moreso because you were afraid you were in for a real spanking? Either way, you did it and that was very nice of you.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:14:03 09/22/24 Sun

No mam, I cleaned it because I wanted to do it for Shelby. And thank you.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:50:00 09/22/24 Sun

So Shelby was out last night, I pressume on a date of sorts. I wasn't real happy about that, but I have to remember our friends with benefits arrangement. That's when I wrote that up there. I'm trying to deal with my feelings of being in love with her, but not being in love with her.

So this morning I was just hanging around in my apartment and Shelby came down we greeted each other and she told me to roll over and she was going to look at my butt. She said it was a little bit bruised, not bad though and she carressed my butt and stuff and layed with me and said "Oh, Emmie Sue, Emmie Sue Emmie Sue." I love it when she says my name. She thanked me for cleaning the house and just said thank you for everything. I'm like "No, thank YOU." and she said something like she just can't believe I've just fallen into her life and I was like "Me too."

She said we have some things to do today and she wants me to clean my apartment, just to tidy it up and take a shower. She asked me if I needed a spanking for motivation and I was like "Duh. But not too hard." So I layed over her lap and she gave my bare some slaps, they stung, but not too bad. Then she was rubbing the bristles of the hairbrush on my bottom and I protestested but she said they wouldn't be too hard, but if I didn't tidy up my room I'd get a real spanking with it. They stung, but they weren't too bad and I relished the burn. Then she pulled up my panties and said she was going to give me 4 really hard ones to motivate me and I was like "No, no, no, no! Please, please, no." OUCH!! Those hurt.

So I've got to tidy up my apartment and take a shower because I sure the heck don't want a real one with that thing. Bye.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 09:38:43 09/22/24 Sun

My apartment is coming along pretty good. It should pass Shelby's inspection.

I have a question. Do you think she would REALLY give me the kind of spanking she described? I don't think she would. I mean she has given me 2 punishment spankings of sorts, I didn't like them but they really weren't as bad as some of our play spankings. I mean, she's my friend and sometimes lover, so I think she may be exaggerating. You don't think she would really give me a spanking like that, do you?

I gotta get back to work.

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Date Posted: 10:05:25 09/22/24 Sun

Yes I do. She's preparing your little butt and preparing you emotionally for the real thing, and it will happen eventually.

Be a good girl.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:03:56 09/23/24 Mon

That's not really what I wanted to hear.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:01:54 09/23/24 Mon

So my cleaning of my apartment passed inspection, barely. So when I got out of the shower I was surprised to find Shelby in there waiting with a towel. She inspected my body cleaning too. Um, okay...weird. She helped me dry off, took me to the living room and held an outfit that looked something like this. https://hellonella.com/products/school-uniform-girls-jumper-plaid-76
"Ew. I am not wearing that." "Oh yes you are." Need I say I lost the battle. Yuk, I was so embarrassed being out in public like that. We had a few things to do at a few different places and each time I refused to get out of the car. I lost those battles too. I know women my age do actually wear these things, but I'm not one of them and I felt humiliated walking around in public like that.

After my total humiliation we were driving around and pulled up to my professor friend's house. "Um, what are we doing here?" "It's time you see your friend." "I can't. I can't." "You still love her and she is very fond of you. It's time you face her and make amends." I felt sick, like throwing up. I know I acted the fool and I haven't been able to face her since. So in that ridiculous outfit we went up to the door. My heart sank when she opened the door. "Emmie Sue!. So good to see you. Come in." I feel like I took baby steps in the door. "Emmie Sue." and she hugged me. I kind of hugged her too, but I felt like crying or running or something. So I sat in that ridiculous outfit with Shelby and her very nervous. We sat for about an hour maybe and mostly she and Shelby talked and I just kind of sat there with my head down. I didn't know what to do. I still feel so ashamed of my, I guess manipulating her and I'm still kind of mad at her for playing me like that, but I really do miss her and our visits. We set up a meeting in her office like we used to on Wednesday that I'm not real comfortable with. To rub salt in my wounds Shelby said "I assure you she will be there and she will be well behaved or she will be a very regretful young lady." Oh, thanks a lot Shelby. So that's done.

While we were out she said she always wanted to meet my older male friend. I had a much different attitude about that, but I told her only if she didn't embarrass me like she did with my professor friend and she promissed. I asked her if I could change into some jeans, but that got a definite no. I think my friend was in the middle of something and was surprised at our unannounced visit, but he was very cordial and friendly. I think he really liked Shelby. The only thing that made me mad was when Shelby said "She does behave herself and treats you respectfully when she visits, doesn't she?" I could have punched her when she said that but I don't think my friend thought anything of it and said something like "Oh, of course."
In a way I don't really get him. He's had numerous opportunities to make an advance at me, which frankly I wouldn't reject, but he never has. He has rubbed my shoulders and back a little, but it never went past that. I've practically thrown myself at him numerous times, but he acts like it's just another day at the races. He's really, REALLY smart, but I don't think he gets it.
So anyway, we had a great, but short visit with him and when leaving, again I could have punched Shelby in the face (I did punch her arm though) she said "If she's ever any trouble, let me know and I'll take care of it." His reply was "Ah, she's never any trouble." I think, fortunately it just flew right over his head.

We had a light lunch at home and Shelby sort of turned into an animal and went "You look so hot in that outfit." and well,

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:09:18 09/23/24 Mon

So I'm supposed to humiliate myself in that outfit at least once a week. At least it paid a benefit yesterday.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:16:17 09/24/24 Tue

Not much new to report. My friend came over yesterday after classes. We kissed a little but sadly not much else. She made me really horny though.

When Shelby got home she wasn't in the greatest mood. I thought maybe she needed some lovin' but that didn't go far. I made liver and onions, something I learned from my dad. It's pretty easy, but it does make the kitchen look like a crime scene and given Shelby's mood I made sure it got cleaned up. I wanted to talk and I wanted affection (okay, I wanted attention). When Shelby put her hands on her head and sighed deep and said "You do have an apartment you know." I got the hint. I mean, she wasn't mean and she appreciated my dinner and cleaning and said so, but she had work to do and I got the impression she didn't want me hanging around.

I went up several times to get coffee and I wanted to chat or dance or something but my inner voice told me I had better not. I was craving a warmed bottom and caressing intimacy and I thought about what they call bratting, but it might not turn out like I was hoping. Thea's warning came to mind. She did come down eventually and said clapping her hands (which kind of excited me) "Bed time." It was a little early actually. She took it upon herself to dress me for bed. Picked up my jammie jams and said "These are stinky." and tossed them in my hamper and pulled out that gross Stitch nightshirt and literally changed me. I took my chances and said "Have I been a naughty girl?" I was almost disappointed with her reply. "No. You've been a very good girl and I really appreciate you. No spanking tonight."

I don't know why. I can't explain it but I love a warm bottom from a loving spanking. Not a bad girl spanking but our play spankings, even if they hurt too much. There is just something so intimate about laying across her lap, bare thighs (and other things) rubbing on bare thighs. Knowing that all my privates are in her full view and feeling the air. Knowing that I'm at her mercy, in her control, knowing that she loves me (or at least likes me a lot) and knowing that she's getting off on it and hopefully feeling as intimate as I am. knowing that when that caressing hand comes down it's going to sting. Not knowing if maybe she's a little mad at me. Not knowing how far it's going to go.

Okay, I'm getting carried away. I should probably not go any further with this. I just wanted to express my feelings and it's like in the last 25 or so days, even know I'm not as free as I was a month ago and I have restrictions and boundaries I feel like I've been set free. I'm not Emo, btw, okay maybe I am a little emo and a little goth, Idk. But to answer someones question on another thread so as to not hijack that thread, because I'm a spanko. Because growing up I didn't get spanked but I knew kids did. I didn't have such restrictions and I wanted to know what it was like for your mom to actually punish you. Turned over your mom's knees and getting it done with. If I could explain it, I wouldn't be here. I do have fun. Not sure what type of fun you think I should have.

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Date Posted: 18:18:09 09/24/24 Tue

Enjoying your updates Emmie Sue. That dress you had to wear made me smile and the idea/possibility of you getting your first real spanking in that dress is wild. Wonder if that will happen in front of you Professor friend....

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Date Posted: 06:52:26 09/25/24 Wed

I have my appointment with my professor friend. I'm nervous as shit and will probably poop my pants (not really).
I'm late for a class, a spankable offence. Gotta go.

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Date Posted: 05:35:59 09/26/24 Thu

I didn't think I would be but I was late for my first class, but I figure if I don't say anything who's going to know.

I dutifully and obediently went to my appointment with my professor friend. It was pretty tense and awkward. Finally she said "Look, Emmie Sue I'm sorry. I'm sorry I led you on like that. But you so relentlessly pursued it that I felt the only way I could put a stop to it was to give you a reality check and well, scare the shit out of you. It worked out for the best though because it appears that Shelby is giving you the loving discipline you need and crave. I don't think you would have been happy with me because I wouldn't have been as understanding, Not that I don't love you, but I think I think you are much happier with Shelby than you would have been with me." It didn't make anything anymore less tense and awkward, but my visit ended with a great hug and pats on my bottom. And at least I didn't feel like pooping my pants anymore.

I guess you'd call it melancholy. Shelby came down and sat with me. I didn't really have any homework or chores today, so I passed that test. "You were late for class today." I was like "How did you know about that?!" "Word gets around. I'll have to give you a spanking for that." I could tell she wasn't playing, but in a way I was kind of glad to get the crap out of my head. We talked a little about my visit, but she didn't probe much and I really didn't want to talk about it.

She ran out to get us subs and then it was time for my spanking. Over my jeans with her hand. It really wasn't that bad, but it hurt and it was for real. Then she pulled my jeans down for another spanking over my panties. Panty check. Okay look. Weird Shelby hides the toilet paper and I just didn't feel like searching for it. So I got a spanking on my panties. It stung a lot worse than on my jeans, but still not that bed. Then she gave me a bath. That was wonderful, except for the worn out bar of soap up my butt. That burned. She dressed me in my night shirt, gave me melatonin and put me to bed, which gave me warm fuzzies.

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Date Posted: 06:18:41 09/26/24 Thu

Just a few minutes ago as Shelby was leaving for work she rubbed my bottom and said "Hows your little bottom?" I was like "It's okay." and she said "I know it wasn't a good day for you to get a real spanking...but I have to be consistent. For me I'm really glad you didn't end up living with her, because...I'm really glad your living with me." Then I guess it got too serious for her and she told me to turn around, looked in my pants and said "Bad girl." and gave me 2 hard slaps on my bottom and told me to be a good girl "No seriously, be a good." I was like blushing going "I will."

So now my bottom is all warm and tingly.

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Date Posted: 06:23:40 09/27/24 Fri

On the one hand I'm really looking forward to Emmie Sue getting a real good spanking with the hairbrush. I can't wait to read about it. One the other hand, she seems to be such a sweet girl, that I sympathize with her and would feel sorry if her little bottom turns deep red and ouchie.

I'm glad you finally made amends with your teacher friend. I'm looking forward to how things develop. I think I was a lot like you at your age, but not brave enough to actually pursue such a relationship.

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Date Posted: 07:08:28 09/27/24 Fri

We are all awaiting the ending of Emmie Sue's story. Once she gets a spanking, it need not be with the dreaded hairbrush, it only need be thorough AND not really subject to her control. It will be scary for her and possibly more painful than the ones she has already had. The crucial element is the absence of her control over it.

I don't wish this on her and, in a way, once it does happen she and we will never be the same. It clearly won't cure any problem she has. It will age her and change her relationship to whomever is privileged to administer it. In short, lets not rush her!

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Date Posted: 08:10:47 09/27/24 Fri

Gee...um, thanks.
No but seriously, I know it's going to happen eventually and I know I wont like it. The punishment spankings I've already gotten were bad enough but I know eventually I'm going to really fuck up. I'm sure with my professor friend I would have gotten several by now.

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Date Posted: 08:15:55 09/27/24 Fri

And how did that meeting with her go yesterday? Were you squirming?

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Date Posted: 08:28:04 09/27/24 Fri

Squirming as in dampening my panties? No. It was very awkward and I'd rather not talk about it. It was actually 2 days ago.
Not to mention I was late for class earlier that morning, which is a spankable offense, but I knew there was no way in the world Shelby would find out. I was wrong about that.

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Date Posted: 08:33:47 09/27/24 Fri

No, just squirming as in being nervous in the situation.

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Date Posted: 14:52:55 09/28/24 Sat

Not really, more like lethargy I guess, But I did squirm when she said this "it appears that Shelby is giving you the loving discipline you need and crave. I don't think you would have been happy with me because I wouldn't have been as understanding, Not that I don't love you, but I think I think you are much happier with Shelby than you would have been with me" I think I could feel my butt start to burn when she said that.

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Date Posted: 14:58:40 09/28/24 Sat

This afternoon Shelby and me were getting kind of experimental. One thing is I sucked her toes and licked her feet which I think is called shrimping. It was okay but it didn't really make me crazy. The buttplug lubed with soap though...That was both exhilarating and uncomfortable. She didn't tell me she was using soap to lube it, so it was rather a shock for me before, during and after, because it made me poop and poop later and poop later. I wasn't real happy with her for that. She thought it was hilarious. We did other things and of course there was spanking.

Does anyone have any kinky suggestions we could try?

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Date Posted: 16:00:12 09/28/24 Sat

Since you appear to be open to anal penetration, the ginger root has been used to enhance the experience. Moreover, ginger was Fred Astaire's favorite spice.

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Date Posted: 06:06:54 09/29/24 Sun

I've put ginger up there myself a few times but didn't get much out of it. It was warm but it didn't really punish me.

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Date Posted: 06:09:58 09/29/24 Sun

It kind of made me mad that we did all this in the afternoon then she went out with a girlfriend, I think for sex. I went out looking for some parties. They weren't hard to find. If I see Shelby today I'm not speaking to her.

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Date Posted: 06:23:48 09/29/24 Sun

You have not accepted Shelby’s framework for your relationship, namely friends with benefits. Not speaking to her is childish - either come to grips with “friends with benefits” or discuss with Shelby your anger and, if as I expect you are unable to change Shelby’s view, move on.

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Date Posted: 06:36:00 09/29/24 Sun

I second what Gantard said. Not speaking to someone because you're mad is very childish and can not lead to a good outcome. It could earn you a spanking, but could and more likely damage your relationship.

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Date Posted: 06:44:15 09/29/24 Sun

Yeah, I guess that would be stupid wouldn't it. I've had a rough week. But I mean yesterday I was sucking her toes and doing what she wanted to do and then she goes out, I pressume with a girl and not just to talk. I know that's what we agreed on and I shouldn't have feelings for her.

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Date Posted: 08:23:13 09/29/24 Sun

Hope I'm not too late to the game, but that would not be a good idea.

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Date Posted: 05:26:29 09/30/24 Mon

I'm glad this group isn't just about spanking. I'm kind of over my tantrum and I'm glad I read what you guys said and didn't give her the silent treatment. I just went about like nothing happened.

I went to my older male friend's house and we played punk rock, so we were slam dancing all over the living room. It was fun. I made a pass at him and it didn't go well. He just kind of gave me a look like he didn't approve and I just dropped it and we had fun. I think he wants to, but he's a gentleman. He's crazy, but a gentleman. It's confusing.

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Date Posted: 04:36:24 10/01/24 Tue

As I said in a different thread, before she went to work Shelby gave me 10-12 really hard smack with the wooden spoon over my panties. Ha ha, I was walking on campus, crowded per normal and I could still feel it. It kind of felt good. I felt kind of proud strutting around campus with a spanked bottom and wondered if anyone was looking at me going "Oh, her butt hurts from a spanking" Ha ha and wondered if any other students had a sore butt. It was a long day of classes and I couldn't wait to get home.

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Date Posted: 07:46:38 10/02/24 Wed

Congratulations, you have achieved or passed a very big milestone.

Eat hearty if you can, drink lots of fluids, all the usual things for most illnesses. Be sure you don't have any injuries that need anti-biotic skin ointments to prevent getting infected.

Make a really big effort to attend classes, to finish your project, and to function normally. No one need know why you are squirming.

It totally changes everything to get one you earned AND that really, really hurts. All sorts of new feelings, fear, and resentments. To say the least, it is very complicated.

You are strong, smart, and capable. You will feel better and be much wiser, very much wiser. And you are now in the sister/brother hood of the really spanked!

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Date Posted: 05:20:36 10/02/24 Wed

Ow. You were right, I didn't like it and it didn't match my lifelong fantasies. I can't talk about it right now, I'm sorry. It came very unexpected and it was really the last thing on my mind at the time. I was having such a great day up until then. I guess thats what a real spanking is. I'm sitting on a pillow to write this and it doesn't really help.

I was having such a great day. I was in a really good headspace. It was a beautiful sunny day and really starting to feel like fall. I talked to my friend and she was coming over to work on our project. The project wasn't really that much on our minds. We were talking and having a giggle fest and we started kissing. We moved to feeling each other up, fully clothed of course and were just kind of rolling around on the floor feeling each other up and laughing. I don't know how but somehow she ended up across my lap. I got my left hand under her and was rubbing and it was getting intense. I got my right hand into the back of her hand and my finger almost got to her butthole but she grabbed my hand away so I rubbed her butthole too over her pants. I smelled my fingers and I think they smelled a little stinky but I'm not sure. Then I slapped her bottom. Then again. I couldn't resist. I think she was edging but she grabbed my hand and said "Stop, stop, stop, stop." I don't think she hated it, but she said "We need to work on our project." So when we could stop panting we did, but our minds weren't really into it. So we kissed and she left.

I was feeling kind of in love or lust. I intended to clean things up and do my chores, but I was kind of preoccupied feeling kind of in love, not really. I wasn't masturbating if that's what your thinking. I wasn't expecting Shelby for a while and I heard "WTF!" but she didn't say WTF. I was kind of shocked back into reality and I heard "Emmie Sue, get your ass up here right now!"

I'm sorry I can't tell you about the rest of the night right now. Everything happened so quickly after that and I'm still trying to put the pieces together. I don't feel good and my butt really hurts. I don't want to go to school today but I have to. I got this feeling that everyone is going to be pointing at me and laughing. I don't want to run into my friend today, but I'm sure I will and we have to finish our project, like real soon. I don't know what to tell her. I don't know how I'm going to face Shelby this morning.

I think I might be off here for a while.

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Date Posted: 08:04:10 10/02/24 Wed

Wowie! Sounds like you REALLY got it if you can't talk about it. That's a rarity for you. I don't mean to make light of your traumatic experience and forgive me if I smile. It sounds well deserved and sounds like you've learned a lesson from it.

Forgive me again, but I can't wait until you're feeling better and can give a blow by blow report.

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Date Posted: 08:16:31 10/02/24 Wed

I just realized this sounded rather rude. I didn't mean it to sound that way. Remember the discomfort is only temporary and you've learned from it. And most importantly, you experienced what you've always wanted to. I'm jealous.

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Date Posted: 17:17:41 10/02/24 Wed

Emmie Sue got a spaaanking! Emmie Sue got a spaaaanking!

Sorry, I just couldn't resist.

I think it's normal to feel a little sheepish after a spanking. I think as you get further away from it you will feel some horniness creep in.

And I think you will be back on here sooner than you think.

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Date Posted: 06:54:12 10/03/24 Thu

I've had a little time to process it all. It's still really confused in my memory. It's not like "I went to a concert and these are the songs they played" soit might be a little jumbled. I wasn't expecting it, it was more like being in a car crash and remembering every detail. I really don't want to write about it, but I guess I owe it to you.

I was having such a great day. It's been untypically warm here for late September and was a little cooler with a fall breeze but still sunny and the sun was hot on your skin. I was in a really good mood and felt like nothing could go wrong. I was running into friends and me and my friend set up to work on our project. We didn't actually get much done on our project as I described above. Making out aside, we were having a great time. We were having chips and salsa and a couple of beers and coffee. She left and I went down to my apartment to daydream. I meant to clean up, I swear I did.

Shelby came home earlier than usual and hearing her voice sent shockwaves through my body. I didn't realize what a mess we had left until I got upstairs to a very angry Shelby. I admit, we had art shit all over the place, broken chips all over the floor, some salsa on the carpet, a beer and a coffee spilled. I guess I just didn't notice. I fully intended to clean it all up before she got home.

Shelby put a kitchen chair in the living room and told me to sit. I felt like spewing from both ends. Everytime I tried to explain she stopped me. She pushed stuff aside and put towels on the spills. I've never seen this before. She put shaving cream on the spills in the carpet. It was kind of amazing because the stains were gone. "Get up!" She sat on the chair holding the hairbrush and I felt really sick. I knew I was going to get a lot more than a few smacks with that hairbrush and I already knew how much it hurt. I know I was pleading.

She was hearing none of it. She unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them all the way down. It was becoming so real and so fast. She yelled at me while I stood there in my panties then she pulled those down and lectured more. I've read about the drama of this whole scene of pulling down the pants and then the panties taking a long time to do it and let me tell you the drama of it all is very effective. She helped me over her lap which was very awkward for both of us. I was in this weird position looking at my feet on the other end, her legs, the legs of the chair and the carpet. I felt her hand on my bare bottom and she was saying things like "You wanted this and now you're gonna find out." and lectured about the mess, not doing my chores, a couple gicarette butts on the stoop ect. Then I felt the first slap on my little bare butt. It was a shock. It stung a lot worse than any other time, play or real. Slaps on my bottom every few seconds went on forever and every slap stung worse and my whole bottom and thighs were really burning. I tried not to but I started owing and stuff and the slaps started faster and I was really squirning and kicking and begging. I knew I deserved it and my eyes were watering up, but I think more because I knew I deserved than the pain.

She stopped and rubbed my butt a lot and was lecturing. I was just babbling, Idk, like "I'm sorry. Please, please. I won't do it again." or whatever I was saying. "Oh, I haven't even started spanking you." She wasn't kidding because then she started REALLY spanking me. I couldn't take it. I was trying to grab the floor, the legs of the chair, her legs, anything. I was full out bawling and just shouting babble. I know I was saying "I can't, I can't, I can't" I forgot I had a safe word. It was like there was nothing I could do. When I tried to reach back to stop it She fired on my thighs and that hurt insanely.

I swear it was hours till she stopped and aggressively got me off her lap and put my nose on the wall. No more slaps but the burn was REALLY setting in. My brain was a whirlpool. It was like being in a car crash and going "WTF just happened?" I think I even asked on here once about rubbing your bottom, yes I did. I don't know if it made it any better but it was like a automatic thing. I swore my butt was bleeding. It made me feel even worse that while my nose was on the wall and my butt was on actual fire Shelby was cleaning up MY mess.

I had calmed down a little and things were starting to come clear then I felt Shelby gripping me under my arm and she was holding the hairbrush in my face and said "Now young lady, your spanking begins." I begged her her and pleaded her but I was back over her knees. OMFG, that bitch stung. Same as with the hand spanking. It was bad enough with the smacks every few seconds but when she REALLY started spanking me with that thing I swear I was losing my mind. I HAD to use my safe word but I couldn't remember it. I know I was going "I can't, I can't, I can't!" The whole hot mess is a blurr. I never cried so hard in my life.

I was bawling my head off and she told me to take my pants off. That was agony trying to get them over my feet, bending and standing. She told me to pull up my panties and get the mess cleaned up, dispose of the cigarette butts, the 3 days of dishes in the sink, vacuum the living room and wipe down the kitchen. I was crying the whole time and everytime I took a step my butt burned. Bending was torture. In a way I was glad she let me pull my panties up to save me embarrassment but it felt like they were stuck to my butt and the hems dug into my burning butt. I almost wanted to just rip them off. I was cleaning so hard I didn't even have the time to process what just happened.

I think I did all that in record time. I was like a little kid trying everything to please their parent hoping I wasn't in trouble anymore. Shelby was very calm all that time and she calmy said "Come over here." I thought she was going to spank me more and I go "Please, please, please, don't spank me." but she wanted me to sit in her lap. Sitting fucking hurt. I started bawling again and she cuddled me and wioped my eyes and snot and played with my hair. Except that sitting felt like sitting in a burn pit, it was really nice.

She ordered subs. I said I would eat standing but she said "Sit down" and I wasn't about to argue. Now I know what it means when they say spanked till you can't sit down. Later she helped me in my jammie jams and tucked me in. I couldn't sleep much.

So the next day my butt wasn't on fire but it hurt. It just hurt. I know I was walking funny on campus and subconsciously rubbed my butt and quickly remembered that there were a thousand people looking. I felt like everybody knew. Sitting in my classes was agony. I tried not to be obvious but I know I was squirming all over my chair. My friend came over to finish our project. I suggested we work on it at the kitchen table so I could stand, but she insisted the living room. "Sit on the floor?!" I didn't mean to say that and that was like an admission that I got spanked. I KNOW she knew. I KNOW she kept looking at the hairbrush. We finished our project and kissed, but that was it and I might have let the cat out of the bag pleading with her to help me clean up.
Oh shit, I'm gonne be late for class. bye.

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Date Posted: 07:36:48 10/03/24 Thu

Here's wishing you a complete recovery. You had a real one, for sure. It was complete with the anger that often comes along with "the real thing." I suspect that few of the folks here recommending a "good spanking" for allegedly brat behavior by E.S. are going to feel good about the form this took. I sure don't. You and your friend did leave a mess but the change in deadline for cleaning it up (Shelby's return time) is at least a partial cause of the mess being what greeted your roomie. She clearly over-reacted.

Still you can benefit and learn from your agony. You did feel the extreme pain of a real spanking. How good was this for you? Enlightening for sure.

You are certain to have many damaged small blood vessels and the bruises that ensue. I do feel your major discomfort. Find your safeword and safeword out of any more licks. You are very young so you will heal IF you aren't spanked again.

Also don't sit any more than you must. There is no healing power in "taking the pain." I and all the others here will be thinking of you.

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Date Posted: 08:14:45 10/03/24 Thu

I would say "Oh you poor thing" but like your girlfriend said, you deserved it and you asked for it, literally.

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Date Posted: 09:35:56 10/03/24 Thu

I'm not as sympathetic as Alfred. While her return may have been earlier than anticipated, that's the sort of mess you shouldn't have made in the first place. If it was just the art supplies, I would agree with him, but the food mess is ridiculous. Spills should always be cleaned up IMMEDIATELY.

Also. How do you end up spilling beer AND coffee AND salsa? That sounds like you weren't being careful enough to begin with.

I wouldn't have spanked you quite as hard as she did, but I would have made you clean all of the mess up yourself, I wouldn't have cleaned any of it.

Be a good girl so you don't earn yourself another one.

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Date Posted: 03:02:23 10/08/24 Tue

So finally you know how a real bare bottom spanking over someones knees feels like. Also as and adult woman I don't like a punishment spanking while it is ongoing. But later I can really both enjoy the feeling of "having been spanked" as well as feel it was well deserved. Can you relate to this?
I loved your description of your reaction and part of it reminds me on one of my favourite spanking clips, with Sami also screaming "I can't I can't I can't" while getting the hairbrush from her mother. Can you compare your reactions to her? https://www.spankingtube.com/video/126020/sami-severe-ff-over-the-knee-hairbrush-spanking

I hope you will get a lot of "sexy" spankings as well from Shelby and from what I can read it seems like you will get plenty of those. But I am sure, and I guess you are as well, that your first real punishment spanking was not your last.

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Date Posted: 04:45:35 10/08/24 Tue

Yeah, I guess it was like that. It's pretty much a blurr. Anytime I put my hands back I got smacks on my thighs and told to keep my hands in front. I guess I was saying "I can't take it." Idk, things were just coming out of my mouth. I retrospect I appreciate it, I know she did it with love, I know she did it to make me be more responsible, I know she did it because it's what I've always wanted to experience and I know she did it because it is also her lifelong dream but from the other side. I don't know if she got off on it. I really don't think she did. Like me maybe later, but not while it was happening. I think the extreme horniness for about a week now is not so much from my butt being sore or the humiliation of it, but from the love did it with. I don't think I could get much out of just meeting someone to get my butt whooped.

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Laura
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Date Posted: 11:35:48 10/08/24 Tue

Did your parents actually spank you that hard??!! My parents believed a spanking should be more than a love pat, but not that traumatic. Is this really what is meant as a "Real spanking" in spanko circles?

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Jenniann to Laura
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Date Posted: 00:21:56 10/09/24 Wed

Yes this is how hard my mom spanked me and my sister if not even harder. My dad spanked mostly with hand but he did it quite similar as in the video below (also with Sami), about half way into the clip.
https://www.spankingtube.com/video/122831/sami-s-parental-punishment

As I remember from seeing him spanking sis he used more force but less rapid. And of course the spankings were not as long as in the clips but I thing they went on for about a minute (which feels like hours when you were over the knees).
I can't speak for what other refers to a "Real spanking" but this is how I got spanked in my teens. And yes it was traumatizing indeed!

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Date Posted: 19:29:57 10/03/24 Thu

Gooble Gobble Gooble Gobble One of us, one of us. We accept you.

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Date Posted: 05:00:04 10/04/24 Fri

I get it. I know you're all teasing me. It's cool. I know you're all not being mean, I know you're all just having some fun with me. I guess I kind of deserve it.

Question: Is it normal after a real, REAL punishment spanking to feel, Idk, kind of depressed maybe and just kind of lethargic? I always hear the word 'cleansed'. I don't know if I felt that way right off. In a way I was kind of mad at Shelby right after, but at the same time I was feeling a lot of love for her and like devotion, like more than I ever felt. Like I would do anything to please her, not just because I didn't want to be spanked anymore. Do people feel that way when their moms spank them? I wasn't really depressed, I don't know how to explain my emotions the next day. I was very humbled and it felt like everyone I talked to or even passed was like "Ha ha, you got a spanking." I felt like everybody knew even know there was no way they could have. I KNOW my friend knew. I didn't say anything to her and she never asked, but I just know she knew. It could be my imagination, but I swear she kept looking at the brush and looking at me. It was like I was reading her thoughts. But anyway, the 'cleansing' or 'enlightened' feeling didn't happen until later the next day.

Tuesday when my actual spanking was my butt was just on fire all night. Wednesday my butt just hurt. It just hurt and like throbbed and it just didn't go away. Yes, sitting was uncomfortable. Going down on the chair I definitely felt it and sitting was uncomfortable and I kept feeling like electric shocks in various places of my butt. It did feel good to rub it and message it. Every step and bending or lifting my leg I could feel it. When my friend came over and insisted we sit on the floor I didn't want to give it away and tried to act normal and I'm sure she could see in my facial expressions and body movements that I was in discomfort. It wasn't until after she left, Vicky that the horniness started to creep in. I wont go into details, but by nighttime the fire wasn't just in my butt.

On Thursday, not just my butt, but my whole body started aching. I guess from the weird position I was in and really in that position my whole body got a workout. My whole legs and my arms and joints hurt. Is that normal? But Thursday I started feeling REALLY ALIVE. I guess it took a couple of days for it to sink in. I called my mom after school and of course I didn't tell her I got a spanking but my mouth had diarrhea. I wanted to tell the whole world "I got a spanking!!" I started getting pretty excited about it, but not ever wanting to go through that again.

I got into class just after the lecture started. Fortunately Shelby didn't know about it and I sure the hell wasn't going to tell her. I met with my friend and I couldn't help myself, I pulled her into the bathroom and we made out. I grabbed her butt which was like a regrettable invitation because she grabbed my butt and it fucking hurt but at the same time felt great. She knows, I swear to god she knows. I don't know how but I'm certain she knows. Last night I was kind of all over Shelby like a schoolgirl with a crush and she was tolerant, but not going for it.

Now to reply.

Alfred. She wasn't angry when she spanked me. I mean she was angry, but she made me sit in the chair I guess for her to process it. I don't think she over reacted, there was more to it.

Maddie. That's from "Plan 9" isn't it? Or something. I'm glad you approve. You're kind of my idol.

Vicky. It took a couple of days, but yes, god I'm horny.

Aunt Nat and Cassie. Yes, I got what I deserved and I got what I wanted. It wasn't exactly my fantasy, but now I know. Unfortunately I think I'm going to know a lot more in the future. Now I know that if I don't follow the rules there's going to be consequences. That might even be the hardest part.

Thea. Thank you for responding. You are right not to be sympathetic. I'm not offended. We made a mess. We were having a lot of fun and making out so we were kind of in clouds and I didn't pay attention to the mess we were making. There were other things too like the butts on the stoop, neglecting my chores and sort of a declining attitude that I think I was due anyway and the mess was the icing on the cake. We should have cleaned up before she left. I should have done that immediately, although I wouldn't really know what to do about the stains. My mom always took care of things like that.
>I wouldn't have spanked you quite as hard as she did, but I would have made you clean all of the mess up yourself, I wouldn't have cleaned any of it.< But you said you gave that girl dozens with the bathbrush or were you just trying to scare me? But I think there were 2 reasons Shelby made me sit down while she cleaned the mess. Firstly, she's kind of OCD and she cleans. I think it gave her some time to thinbk about what she was going to do to me and give herself time to calm down. Secondly, I think she wanted to rub it in my face and make me feel really ashamed by making me watch her clean it up. If that was her goal it worked. My mom would do that too, although she didn't spank me. Also she knows I would only make the stains worse, in fact she said that and was showing me the way to get stains out of a carpet. So now I know.
I will be a good girl and I sure don't want to earn another one, although I'm afraid the flood gates are open. At least now I know what to expect.

My poor little bottom still hurts 3 days later. Not like it did Wednesday, but it's still kind of sore and sometimes if I sit in the wrong place I feel like a shock. I've read most of my life what it's like to get a spanking and one word I keep seeing is 'cleansed'. It took a day or 2 for that feeling, but I'm REALLY starting to feel it. I've been carrying around guilt for 20 years and I feel it lifted. And Maddie, I get it. Now I feel like I'm in the club.
I have an appointment to see my professor friend today and I'm really apprehensive about it.

Thanks everybody. I don't mind if you tease me. I guess that's part of it. I really appreciate you guys supporting me and keeping me grounded.

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Alfred22
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Date Posted: 08:04:40 10/04/24 Fri

I would suggest that you share your experience with your professor friend. She is likely to have some wisdom for you.

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Thea
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Date Posted: 08:38:56 10/04/24 Fri

"I should have done that immediately, although I wouldn't really know what to do about the stains. My mom always took care of things like that."
You obviously have access to the internet, Emmie Sue, given that you can post here. You also have the ability to learn, given that you're in college. You ought to have the ability to problem-solve and use those two skills to find out how to do something simple like cleaning up a stain. Barring that, you could've cleaned up the rest and texted Shelby explaining you'd accidentally spilled some things and weren't sure how to properly clean them up, and ask her how you should do it.

"But you said you gave that girl dozens with the bathbrush or were you just trying to scare me?"
I did give her dozens with the bath brush, but she came over specifically because she wanted a hard spanking. She also pretty much dared me to make her cry because she said nobody had managed it yet, and she had a much higher pain tolerance than I think you have.

Her reasoning is fair enough if that's her reasoning, I wasn't saying she shouldn't have cleaned any of it herself. Just that I wouldn't have.

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Date Posted: 05:02:06 10/06/24 Sun

Thea;
I just didn't realize there was such a mess and we were...you know, having fun if you catch my drift and we must have spilled things in the process. I was in kind of a dream state and I fully intended to clean it up, I just thought I would have more time. I know that's not an excuse, but that's my excuse. I never said I didn't deserve it and it was exactly what our deal was. I'm not complaining.

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Date Posted: 08:46:44 10/04/24 Fri

"I got into class just after the lecture started. Fortunately Shelby didn't know about it and I sure the hell wasn't going to tell her."

To ground you further, you report that you finally felt horny as hell after your spanking. So you not wanting to 'sure as hell ' tell Shelby you arrived at class late does not ring true. Are you really all that sure??

You missed an opportunity to get an even better idea of how strictly Shelby will now control your life, and yet another opportunity to experience what you want, extreme hornyness. Think about it and resolve to bring your relationship to the next level by being completely honest with Shelby and also ensuring that you do what you should be doing, such as arriving to class on time. You are ripe for behavioral changes that could would benefit you in the long term. When you deserve to be spanked, you should be spanked. What could be clearer given your desires.

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Date Posted: 05:04:35 10/06/24 Sun

Yeah, I tell ya what, YOU tell her you were late for class with your butt already bruised. I mean, technically I was in class on time.

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Date Posted: 06:15:32 10/06/24 Sun

Are you familiar with the phrase "lying by omission"?

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Date Posted: 06:22:17 10/06/24 Sun

Okay, I get it. But 1 little thing I don't think is that bad and I wasn't really late. Just a little bit. If it happens again I will confess to Shelby.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:23:37 10/06/24 Sun

I mean I just got caught up writing on here and I didn't realize how late it got.

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Thea
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Date Posted: 09:37:25 10/06/24 Sun

You're intentionally hiding breaking a rule from Shelby. That's very naughty of you.

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Date Posted: 07:43:16 10/06/24 Sun

Guess what young lady, a little late means you were late. You are making silly excuses like 'technically' I wasn't late. That is precisely the kind of lame explanations that parents and other authority figures spank for because it reveals their charge does not take full responsibility for her actions.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:49:03 10/06/24 Sun

Okay, I get it, okay?

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Date Posted: 09:41:16 10/06/24 Sun

I agree with Wondering and Thea. You are a very naughty girl and need to fess up and take responsibility for your actions.

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Date Posted: 23:18:48 10/04/24 Fri

Morning ES. Now that you have experienced your first? Do you think that your behaviour or attitude will change knowing what lies in wait for you? Well done in getting it out the way. I don`t think we will have long to wait for your next installment. The first is not the worst. It is the second. Because now you have experienced the pain and the shame. Good luck with your journey. You even have Maddie cheering for you. Take care. Alex.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:07:48 10/06/24 Sun

Alex;
I think it already has because I sure tf don't want to willingly do that again. Not like that. The bad girl spankings I got before were one thing, but that's not something I want to go through on a regular basis.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:10:03 10/06/24 Sun

And I sure tf don't want to find out what the other implements are like.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:13:50 10/06/24 Sun

I mean, I'm not like a wild child or anything and I'm not like a lot of people my age who do really stupid, mean or dangerous things, but I admit I got a way with A LOT growing up that I probably shouldn't have and should have paid a price for, so it's an adjustment. Having rules and boundaries and consequences.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:19:51 10/06/24 Sun

I forgot my parents were coming in until Shelby reminded me. She asked me if I thought I needed a spanking to remind me to behave while they were here and under the circumstance I was like "Um...no." They got a hotel room which is kind of weird because they don't live that far away.

I can't explain it, but the dynamics between me and my mom have changed, I think. I kind of saw her as more of an authority figure and it might have been my imagination, but she seemed to be more 'parent-like'. Idk, it might just be that I knew Shelby would beat my ass if she saw me being disrespectful to my mom, but it just seemed my mom was...Idk, I can't explain it. I think she just loves Shelby. I will say this, I didn't realize it until now, but like all last year when I think back Shelby was always very respectful towards older people.

So there was a university football game which I have no interest whatsoever in and my dad isn't really a football fan, but my mom and Shelby insisted that we go. My dad and I are just kind of clueless to the whole football thing and why people act all crazy about it, but we had a great time and bonded. I never got a lot of chance to be alone with my dad, so this was good. I mean, he's kind of a dork but I really like my dad. I mean, I love my dad, but I like him as well.
On the other side of the coin I think my mom really likes Shelby. I don't know how they spent their time, but this goes back to 2 months ago. For some weird reason I suspected that my mom actually gave Shelby a spanking. Why? Why did she never spank me? Somebody on here suggested that and I refused to believe it, but the seed was planted and I'm not so sure. Did my mom give Shelby a spanking while me and my dad were at the football game? It's freaking me out. It just doesn't make any sense, but it does.

We're going to bar b q today, but really I've kind of had enough of them. No not really.


So my appointment with my professor friend. I felt really awkward and she was her cool self which kind of made it even worse. Like the first thing she said was "So, I heard you got a good spanking." I was like how do you know that? and she said that word gets around.
"Did you like it?"
"No."
"Our fantasies don't always match our realities, do they?"
"No."
"Lets see how she did. Stand up."
"What?"
"It's not like I've never seen your naked butt before."
I guess I could have said no, fuck you and I felt really weird about showing her my spanked butt, but really I wanted to. So she pulled down my pants and my panties and it felt like I was getting spanked all over again. It felt really weird standing there with my pants down and her rubbing and examining my butt and commenting about the faint bruises and that I was keeping myself clean but it REALLY felt good. I guess there's a couple of bruises still on like my sit spot and she goes "Does that still hurt" and kind of grabbed the sore spots and yes damn it, that hurt. Then she patted my bottom and pulled my panties up and told me to pull up my pants and sit down. I was kind of like "What just happened?" but really I did feel kind of more relaxed.
"So what's going on in your life?" I told her not much and I told her I met a girl and then we started talking about her and I was feeling kind of normal again. So she said she had work to do and was sure I did too, which actually I did but I forgot until Shelby reminded me my parents were coming and she told me she thinks the world of or something and that was it. I really miss our visits and I wish I hadn't fucked everything up. But it's kind of getting back to normal, I guess.

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Date Posted: 07:38:37 10/06/24 Sun

You are very lucky or rich. It is almost impossible to get football games this late. But sounds like a good time was had by all back at old U.

Happy smackin!

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Date Posted: 08:47:54 10/06/24 Sun

Well, I guess we're kind of rich and I guess I'm kind of a brat, but no, my mom bought those before. It's college, not major league.

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Date Posted: 11:41:39 10/06/24 Sun

Pretty presumptuous of your mother to buy four tickets. nonetheless bet she was pissed when two tickets were not used.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:11:19 10/07/24 Mon

Buffy and Old Hippy, my mom only had 2 tickets. Why are you guys ragging me?

And yes Buffy, my major is spankology.

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Buffy
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Date Posted: 10:51:00 10/06/24 Sun

So mom planned for all four of you to go from the start! You and Shelby probably could have gotten some kind of discount being students. But maybe you go to a small university, and football tickets are not made of gold. Out of curiosity what is your major? spanking? lol

Happy smackin!

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:15:52 10/07/24 Mon

I'm going to wear that hideous outfit Shelby bought me and just suffer the embarrassment through the day. Maybe she'll notice and give me spanks and love.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:17:36 10/07/24 Mon

I'm ready for another spanking, but not a bad girl spanking. I can't go through that again.

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Date Posted: 07:57:13 10/07/24 Mon

I feel really sexy and naughty in this outfit. I was totally embarrassed the first time but now I just feel sexy. People are looking at me like they want to spank me. I couldn't keep from slapping my knees together in class. I hope Shelby likes it. Gotta go. I'm so naughty for being on here between classes. I better hurry or I'll get spanked for real.

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Date Posted: 05:34:04 10/08/24 Tue

To think I HATED that outfit when Shelby made me wear it and I was so humiliated visiting my professor friend in it. I decided to suck it up and wear it because I know Shelby likes it and I want to kind of give back to her. I stepped out the door and was like "OMG, what am I doing?" and maybe putting myself in humiliation as I got closer to the population was turning me on. I mean other people regularly wear pretty much the same outfit, but I'm pretty much a jeans girl, ocassionally I'll go Goth or emo, but NEVER cutesy. But I was starting to strut when I got into the population.

I was feeling so horny and so naughty in it. It was hard to concentrate in classes. I know my friend liked it because she invited herself over. I know it turned her on, I wont go into details how I know that. I didn't tell her that Shelby gave me a whoopin, but I did tell her that we made a big mess last time and Shelby was mad. She kept like staring at the hairbrush so I KNOW she knows. It wasn't a long visit because I wanted to straighten things up for Shelby.

She got in a little early and I kind of modelled for her and I know she was like whoa. I know she was surprised that I voluntarily wore it. Of course she asked me all the usual questions and said "I gotta take you out." She had a look like a tiger on a deer. Let's say we embraced. She asked "Have you been a good girl" "No, I've been naughty." "What do naughty girls get?" "A spanking." It's funny how the spoken word can turn you on so much.

So she got the chair "Come here you naughty little girl." Even over the jumper her hand really stung, but stung so beautifully. She lifted my skirt and said "You've dirtied your panties you naughty girl." Of course I hadn't, but that was really getting us both hot. She rubbed my bottom hole and my pinky and continued spanking me. Let me tell you I was edging. "You're gonna sit on a hot little bottom in the restaurant, you naughty girl." Then she spanked me until I could almost not take it. I think she got a little carried away.

My little bottom was still on fire when we got to the restaurant and sat down. Oooooh, it felt so wonderful sitting on a hot bottom, but not like the one last week. I felt so naughty. She treated me to a couple margaritas. When we got home she gave me another spanking, a fun one and my bottom got all hot again. I wanted so bad to see her bottom to see if there were any bruises on it and I'm sure because she wouldn't let me see her bottom that my mom spanked her Saturday. I know she did. Maybe I'm crazy, Idk. But after all that she gave me bath. Mmmmm.

So anyway, I don't hate that outfit so much anymore.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:32:14 10/09/24 Wed

I licked Shelby's butthole last night and a lot of other stuff including play spankings. I didn't see any bruises on her butt, but it's been 4 days so that doesn't mean my mom didn't give her a whoopin.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 08:19:48 10/13/24 Sun

I kind of blew off my appointment with my professor friend Friday. While I was getting ready to meet my friend Shelby gave me a long, for real bare bottom spanking with her hand and a few swats with the spoon.

Today we're going to visit her but before we go Shelby promised me I'll be sitting on a very sore bottom. I don't think that's fair since I already got spanked on Friday. Just sayin.

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Date Posted: 09:18:24 10/13/24 Sun

You need to be more precise. Were you spanked for missing the appointment? If so, why on earth would you not keep it? Missing it seems to be quite discourteous.
Are you going to own up to the fact to the professor that you just blew off the appointment?

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 09:47:02 10/13/24 Sun

It's complicated. I guess I was just too nervous to see her. Yes I was spanked for missing the appointment.

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Date Posted: 11:20:24 10/13/24 Sun

Then I would tend to side with Shelby. You deserve a second spanking. A hand spanking for someone your age is not enough for serious matters. A few strikes of the spoon doesn't change that. Your professor's time is valuable and you need to learn to value other people's time. Being nervous is a poor excuse. Moreover, your professor is in a position to affect your life negatively if she is a vengeful person.

If you pulled that stunt on a job interview you would not be considered for the position. I suspect it is all less complicated than you make it out to be. You still need someone in your life to keep you on track since you have demonstrated you are not up to the task. So a harsh spanking is in order.

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Date Posted: 17:38:52 10/13/24 Sun

Wondering Supportive, you're not being very supportive. If you have read my posts from the last year you would know that I made a fool of myself. But it wasn't just me, she made a fool of me too. She knew, I don't know how she knew, but she knew. I guess having a doctorate in psychology could have something to do with it, but when I worshipped her she knew about my secret and led me on. I didn't guard myself well and I gave up all my secrets. So anyway I find it very hard to face her. So I just blew it off.

Friday when me and Shelby were had something light to eat and were getting ready to go out, not together, but I was going out with my friend she kind of sprung it on me. So I got lectured, and got spanked until my butt was on fire and got smacks with the wooden spoon. Okay, so I deserved that. I'm pretty sure my friend knew I was sitting uncomfortably. It really wasn't that bad because it was really turning me on, like her knowing but not knowing and my butt burning. We went back to my house and stupid Shelby left the spoon out in the open. I KNOW my friend was staring at it. We made out, with our clothes on, but I did see her boobs and we had incredible orgasms.

So Shelby decided that I owed it to my professor friend to pay her a visit, but I got another whoopin before we left, this time with hand and hairbrush. So I had to sit on a hard chair while they sat on comfy chairs. I mean, I didn't think it was really fair for them to humiliate me like that and have to apologize and get lectured by my professor friend. Of course when she lectures she does it in such a calm understanding condescending voice which is way worse that getting yelled at. I mean if you just yell at me, fine get it over with and just yell at me and tell me what shit I am. That I can take.

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Date Posted: 19:04:19 10/13/24 Sun

Emmie Sue, I was being supportive, supportive of the second spanking. It is true that I do not all the details that go back to last year. You are probably justified in your feelings and understandably did not want to meet. But the issue for me was that you made the appointment. You probably should not have given what happened last year. But you nevertheless made the appointment. It was then incumbent on you to at least cancel it if you did not wish to attend. Instead you just blew it off. That was not a grown up way of dealing with the matter. A direct confrontation would have been the best to get it out of your system. But if you simply lack that resolve, you should have at least cancelled the appointment.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:08:28 10/14/24 Mon

I know, I know, I know. Like part of the 'lecture' she gave me when me and Shelby visited yesterday was how her time is valuable and she enjoys our visits and set aside time in her schedule to see me and at least a phone call to let her know would have been appreciated. And she lectures in such a way that makes so much sense, never raises her voice and that makes it so much worse. I mean even know I'd already gotten 2 whoopins for it, just yell at me. And then I had to sit there while Shelby assured her that I had been thouroughly punished for my inconsideration and asked her if she felt I deserved any further punishment ect and I just had to sit there with my butt burning and then we all had a 'nice' chat and lunch. It was horrible and humiliating and I felt bad. I felt like a bad person. Idk, I guess I deserved it.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:14:24 10/14/24 Mon

But like this, did you ever have to make a phone call like to your boss to tell them you weren't coming and you had to make up a lie to make it sound good, but really you just didn't want to go? Like your head just wasn't into it, like you just can't face going and I didn't want to like cough and fake sick. Don't you understand that even know I really, really, REALLY like her I just can't face her?

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Miss Manners
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Date Posted: 05:26:16 10/14/24 Mon

If she has a doctorate in psychology I'm sure she'll understand. Just open up.

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Wondering-supportive
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Date Posted: 09:52:47 10/14/24 Mon

It speaks well for you to admit that you could have behaved better and so recognize why you were spanked. The reality girl is you are in a Dom/sub relationship and so you will have to surrender to the will of others at times even though you may not like it and it may be embarrassing. Such is your life now. You chose it. You know that at some level the relationships answers a deep need you have. So resolve to take the good with the bad.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:20:13 10/15/24 Tue

Okay, looks like I'm not going to get any sympathy here.

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Wondering-supportive
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Date Posted: 09:41:57 10/15/24 Tue

Perhaps. But you appear to still be seeking it. That indicates that you have not come to grips with your lifestyle and still need more training.

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Alex
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Date Posted: 22:55:11 10/15/24 Tue

Morning ES. Now that you are experiencing the "joys" of spankings, do you think you would get on better with your Professor doing your punishments, or are you better where you are now ? Take care. Alex.

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Aunt Nat
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Date Posted: 08:17:26 10/16/24 Wed

Sorry Emmie Sue, no sympathy here either.

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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:37:41 10/16/24 Wed

Me and Shelby were hanging around with the tv on when suddenly Shelby goes "I better make sure you're okay." I'm like "Huh?" she said she was concerned about my health. So she bends me over a chair and pulls my pants and panties down and said I had dirty panties like she always does but this time it was for real. I was surprised there was a light streak in them, I don't know how it got there, I swear I don't. She puts a thermometer up my butt, the old kind but it was big like the size of a Sharpee. Shelby uses soap as a lube and that's not good and she sticks her finger up my butt for like a long time. So then she's got suppositories and she puts them in ginger powder and I'm like "No, don't do that, don't do that." but she did it anyway and OMG it burned and I was going "I gotta get those out of there!!"
Fingers and things and buttplugs in my butt and spankings and LOTS of other stuff with each other. It was a crazy night.
Can't be too long on here. I can't be late for class. I don't want a REAL spanking.

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Aunt Nat
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Date Posted: 08:18:52 10/16/24 Wed

Well, whatever you two are into. You be you Emmie Sue.

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Old Hippie Girl
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Date Posted: 13:09:45 10/16/24 Wed

How would Shelby learn you are late? Do college professors take the time to report these things to parents and/or significant others? If so, things have sure changed since I was in college. We were treated like adults

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Date Posted: 14:42:42 02/03/25 Mon

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