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>Hi!! > >I'm sorry, I'm late. I somewhat lost hope that the >site would be up again. > >I had my fingers crossed! I'm so happy for you. How >does it feel to drive the car? I'm not even sure how >everything works, so I'm rly impressed that you can >drive one already. I hope you won't be reckless, be >careful on the road, stay out of trouble and that new >paddle, spoon thingy that stings like hell. > > >Well, things could be better on my end. I don't want >to complain out of blue after we didn't speak for so >long, so let me tell you about Lena first. > >Things are going great between the two of us. Although >recently I was put on the spot for doing too many >things for Lena and not letting her learn. I was >lectured that I should stop that. Auntie noticed that >I help her too much in her homework, and I shouldn't >be cleaning her room, or doing chores for her. Also >it's OK to wash her hair, her back, but she should do >the rest herself, and only afterwards I should wash >her or just check, and 100% I should stop dressing >her. I never felt this way, because it's fun helping >Lena, but I understand now that she wasn't learning >anything when I was doing everything for her. >Apparently it's a rookie mistake every mom does with >her first child, and I'm happy that I learned it now >on my babysitting job. > >Our relation is very close, but lately I learned to >draw a line, and I take Lena's discipline very >seriously. I give her only one short warning, then a >longer warning/scolding, and there is no 3rd time. I >tell her that she had her chance(s), and I walk her to >the nearest bed. Since I started doing it this way I >have to spank Lena more often, which I don't like, but >I like how consistent we are, and those are very fair >rules. > >I prefer not to wait, and I get Lena ready quickly. >All spankings are on the bare bottom, and I undress >Lena myself while she has to stay still. Then comes >the lecture, and next I help her to get into position. > >Once I have Lena locked in place, I realise how big my >responsibility is. My personal feelings tell me to go >easy on her, and my auntie's voice in my head reminds >me to spank her thoroughly. With no one to help, and >Lena being unable to do anything, no matter how long >or hard I spank her, I feel overwhelmed making this >decision. I tend to find a common ground between >myself, and my auntie's self. Spankings that I give >Lena hurt, and they may be quite long as I take my >time. I only use my hand, unlike my mom and auntie, >who also paddle Lena, so I dare to say she prefers to >be spanked by me. > >I wanted to tell you how much I enjoy cuddling her >afterwards. Helping her wash her face or bathe, put in >fresh panties or pyjamas instead, because I like those >little moments. But I feel sad, seeing her cry, and I >can think of 200 ways how we could spend time instead >and have mutual fun. > >So all is good between us, every 2-3 times I look >after Lena I have to spank her. Spankings hurt, and I >make her cry loudly, especially when I spank her lower >bottom, but they're not as harsh my or her mum's. > > >About me, things could be better... Oh wait, about you >first! > >I just wanted to say that it's nice that your mum took >the lack of intention into consideration when she gave >you a short spanking. I'm sorry you found yourself >undressed in the kitchen, bend over the table of all >places. It surely felt weird. I'm glad to hear that >your mum can go easy on you sometimes, because I know >you'd be very sorry if you were rude to my mum or >auntie, and being nude would be the least of your >problems. > >I'm sorry. I have to go. I have a lot on my plate this >week. I promise to update you with my situation ASAP, >but if I start now I know it will take a lot of >writing, and I must finish my homework. > >I'm glad to hear from you, I promise to write the rest >soon, and we will talk more then, if you want ofc. > >Goodnight

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