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• She didn't sleep a whole lot, just a couple of hours at a time before she was jerked back into the land of the awake with an abrupt fright. She was terified, every time she was awake and sometimes when she was sleeping, that something was going to happen to him. That he was going to take another bad hit, he would overdose or his heart would just give out from the overdose he had just done. A frown played over her lips as she noticed he wasn't in the bed anymore, clearing her throat softly as she bit her lip. Her schedule was all sorts of out of whack - she had dropped about three pounds since it happened which was a big deal when you were a recovering anorexic - but she wasn't letting any of that bother, she didn't care about herself right now. With a sigh, she reached over, dialing Ethan's number. Her problem was that Gavin was so lacadaisical about it all, like he didn't care that he almost died. That hurt, made her think that apperantly she wasn't enough to want to live for... (NT) -- Bianca, 07:23:48 11/13/05 Sun

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• Emily was off somewhere again - he couldn't keep it all straight - so he was actually hanging out at his place, directly below her when his phone rang. He answered with slightly furrowed brows - not because he didn't want to talk to whoever was calling, but because he was quite engrossed in his video games, and the ringing meant that he had to pause things. Pause he did though, and then reached out from where he was slouched into his couch for his cell phone on the coffee table - not exerting any more energy than absolutely necessary. He was just that type of guy. "Hello?" (NT) -- Ethan, 07:38:00 11/13/05 Sun

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• "Hey..." She murmured, shifting in the large, empty bed as she rolled over onto her back and looked up at the ceiling. "We're home..." She hadn't had a chance to call him the night before so she was just now getting around to calling him. She definately needed his support, Ethan was the strong one with the mind that could figure out these sort of things. "He went against medical advice and signed himself out...I couldn't talk him out of it." She stated, her voice a little shaky with her exhaustion and fear fro her boyfriend. (NT) -- Bianca, 07:50:18 11/13/05 Sun

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• "Hey baby." He responded enthusiastically once he heard it was her, and tossed his game controlled to a nearby chair so that he wouldn't be tempted by the distraction. "He did, did he? Are you surprised by that?" He wasn't. He couldn't blame the guy for wanting to not be in the hospital any longer - he knew how that felt. Hell, she knew how that felt. His brows furrowed a little as he dropped his head back and turned his gaze to the ceiling. "You okay, B? You're not sounding very good." He was very in tune to her and her moods - he worked with her after all, and had been friends with her for a while, and worshipped her for years before that... (NT) -- Ethan, 12:36:04 11/13/05 Sun

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• "No..not surprised, but it was against medical advice, Ethan, he's not...he's not healthy." She bit her lip lightly, clearing her throat as she tried to figure out how she wanted to say this. "I need you to try to talk to some sense into him, Ethan, he's not listening to me...it's like..like he doesn't even care what happens to him. The fact that he almost died didn't phase him at all." She didn't understand how he could seem so unaffected when his life was on the line - when it was her so sick he had talked to her about all the meaning life held, why she had to get better...now it just seemed all those words were hypocritical. (NT) -- Bianca, 09:13:55 11/14/05 Mon

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• "I know he's not healthy, B..." He confirmed, but just gently because he didn't want her to think she was alone in her concerns. At her suggestion though, he frowned gently - uncertainty creeping in to his voice. "I... Don't know, baby..." He was quiet for a moment as he thought on that one - weighing the options. "Gav and me, we haven't always seen eye to eye on things. You know that." They had been complete opposites all through school, and sometimes he wondered how they were such close friends these days - hell, he had screwed the guy's girlfriend... "I don't know if he would want to hear it, especially from me." (NT) -- Ethan, 09:39:17 11/14/05 Mon

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• She bit her lip, her brow furrowed. "He has to hear something from someone, Ethan, I can't lose him and if he keeps going on like this...I am going to." She could lose him to the drugs, to other women, to anything and it was all the sudden more real to her. She knew he hadn't been with any other girls for awhile now, but who knew what he would do when he was back on tour and all strung out? He could be with anyone and one of these days he could pick up some disease or something, there were so many things that could happen. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:28:45 11/14/05 Mon

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• He was quiet for a moment following that as he thought over her words and her reasoning before sighing softly. "Sweetie, you know I want to help you... I just don't know what I could say to him. I'm not exactly the poster child for good health and clean living..." He wasn't outright refusing her though, he was just thinking things through. He didn't want to get in the middle of their relationship, but he hated hearing her so stressed out, and he also didn't want to see something happen to his friend. Despite their differences, they were also oddly connected, and had known each other for a lot of years - since they were like five or six. (NT) -- Ethan, 10:38:29 11/14/05 Mon

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• She cleared her throat before she stood up, tugging on a pair of sweats under her tee shirt. "I am going to be down in five minutes." She hung up, not giving him a chance to answer as she sat down and slipped on her flip flops. She stepped out into the living room, seeing him on the patio. Tentatively, she padded out there, her hand lifting to run over his hair absently before she cleared her throat and spoke. "I am going to run down to Ethans for a minute..." (NT) -- Bianca, 11:08:34 11/14/05 Mon

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• He started to protest - because it was pretty much impossible for him to refuse her anything when she argued with him face-to-face - but she had hung up on him already, so he just shrugged a little to himself, dropped his phone on the couch beside him and reached for his controller again to return to his game until she got there. The door was unlocked so she could just let herself in, and the only thing that he wore were thin black lounging pants - but it was just her, and she had seen him in much less after all. // He looked up when she came out and a hand touched the back of her calf and then slid slowly up to behind her knee, and then back down as he nodded a little. "Sure babe. I'll be here... Just going to call the boys in a bit, so if you try and call and I don't answer it's because I'm on the phone..." He was still trying to figure out what he was going to say to them. (NT) -- Ethan / Gavin, 11:13:16 11/14/05 Mon

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• She nodded a little at that, letting out a soft breath as she smiled just a touch and bit her lip, looking down at him. "Alright..I'll be home in a little bit, try to eat something, yeah?" She ran a hand down his hair for a second before she turned, heading outside and to the elevator. Within moments she was in Ethans apartment and crawling up into his lap, tears falling through her thick lashes as she curled up against his chest, her breaths short and shallow, almost hiccup sounding. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:36:15 11/16/05 Wed

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• "Oh B..." He had watched her with a little confusion and surprise as she came in, and then over to him, and then into his lap, but didn't hesitate to wrap his arm tightly around her, one hand soothing her back. "Breathe, baby, just slowly..." He murmured quietly and held her tighter, pressing his lips to her temple and twisting his fingers into her hair at the base of her neck. He hushed her softly, but attempted only mildly to quiet her - sometimes, you just had to let it out, and there was no way around it. (NT) -- Ethan, 08:41:37 11/16/05 Wed

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• She spent a good few minutes sobbing in his arms before she quieted, letting out a soft breath. "I just...I wish he would realize that this is very serious...." She murmured softly, her head resting on his shoulder. "I love him so much, Gavin, I would be lost if he wasn't here with me and he's not going to be, he's going to start doing drugs again, I know it, this isn't going to stop him and he's going to get hurt even worse." She muttered against his face. "Why can't we just be good, like you and Emily?" (NT) -- Bianca, 09:13:09 11/16/05 Wed

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• "Sweetie, it's not just a matter of him deciding that he doesn't want to use anymore..." His fingers squeezed the base of her neck gently and his thumb slowly brushed her jaw as he head her close, silent for a long moment. In truth, he was getting pretty worried about Gavin too - sure, he'd been using for years and knew the smart ways to do things, but mistakes happened and it would be a real shame to lose him. In an attempt to lighten the mood, he smirked a little, and turned his face to kiss her cheek softly. "Emily and I are good.. But we only see each other for a few days every couple of weeks... And need I remind you that I cheated on her? And I also drove my car into a tree." (NT) -- Ethan, 09:19:12 11/16/05 Wed

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• "So I should just see him every once in awhile?" She questioned with a furrowed brow as she looked over to him for a second. "...and you don't have to remind me that you cheated on her. I was here when it happened." She mumbled against his chest, hiding her face there. "Is it bad that I just..I can't deal with this right now? That I am hiding down here with you instead of facing everything like a big girl?" She frowned a little. "I want to be there for him like he was for me...but I just don't know how." (NT) -- Bianca, 09:52:16 11/16/05 Wed