She ran her hand lovingly through his hair, softly soothing him as she tried to figure out what to say. "I think..they aren't trying to take away everything that you have, baby, but its not just your band either, its theirs too." She stated softly, her brow furrowed as she looked down at him quietly. "With you guys getting bigger every day, your gonna start being on tv and in magazines and..." She paused, trying to figure out how to phrase what she wanted to say. "Well, I mean, you can hide the track marks, Gavin but seriously, your losing more weight every day and your eyes...you can just tell your a user." She murmured softly, her hand going over his forehead softly. "That overdose seemed to scare everyone but you, Gavin." -- .: Bianca's Apartment :.

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Date Posted: 02:42:59 02/05/06 Sun
Author: Bianca
Subject: She ran her hand lovingly through his hair, softly soothing him as she tried to figure out what to say. "I think..they aren't trying to take away everything that you have, baby, but its not just your band either, its theirs too." She stated softly, her brow furrowed as she looked down at him quietly. "With you guys getting bigger every day, your gonna start being on tv and in magazines and..." She paused, trying to figure out how to phrase what she wanted to say. "Well, I mean, you can hide the track marks, Gavin but seriously, your losing more weight every day and your eyes...you can just tell your a user." She murmured softly, her hand going over his forehead softly. "That overdose seemed to scare everyone but you, Gavin."
In reply to: Gavin 's message, "Fell to pieces, and I'm still falling" on 00:16:19 02/05/06 Sun

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"I can't just decide to quit using, snap my fingers, and have this all be over, B..." He murmured softly, his eyes lingering shut, a quiet sigh escaping him. After so many years, he didn't think he remembered who he was without drugs, and he was scared of everything that it would take for him to get clean - detox, and rehab - and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it, and he would just end up a bigger loser than now. In all honesty, he was more scared of trying to quit and failing, than he was of what could happen to him if he kept all this up. But if he lost the band, then what would he do with himself? And how long with Bianca be able to put up with him then? He just wasn't sure if there was any way out of this. (NT) -- Gavin, 02:48:13 02/05/06 Sun