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>>Hi, >>Where is God? I am feeling that He cannot hear me. I >>am so sad right now. Like many other full figured >>sisters out there, I want to be loved. Yes, I know >>that God loves me, but a lot of the times I want >>someone in the physical form who will love me for me >>whether I am big or small. I cry sometimes because I >>feel fustrated as to why almost all of my life that I >>have been obese and that life has been so hard for me. >>I have had men to treat me like the crap. I know that >>I am beautiful in my own way. I have a pretty face and >>importantly a pretty heart.I realize that I am not >>going to be a size 6, but trying to lose weight to be >>more healthier is a problem. I pray and pray, but it >>seems that God won't hear my prayer. Sometimes, I >>think God is punishing me. For what though? I >>contemplate as to what I did so wrong that God wont >>answer my prayer for being a bit smaller and sending >>me my soul mate. >>I am tired of going through man after man and then >>feeling empty. I have feelings too and why should I >>have to open my legs for such? Sometimes I ask God why >>does the slimmer sisters, especially the ones who >>strip have the perfect bodies and can have any man she >>wants and a good girl like myself have to settle for >>less? I have realized that sometime ago that sex is >>not the answer. I got tired of feeling empty >>afterwards. I rather lay with someone who loves me, >>has a ring on my finger and will not leave me in the >>morning. >> >>So now I just wait and wait wondering when I will have >>that man in my life. What more does God wants me to do >>in order to be loved like I know I deserved to be >>loved. >> >>I really like this site and it has given me a chance >>to vent and cry as to what ever is on my mind. I am >>grateful for this site and to know that I am not the >>only one going through this. >Black men do not dream about obese women loose some >weight.
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