<font color=silver>(He felt like he didn't deserve her coddling when he had been such a loser.. he deserved to walk out of their lives and never look back, to suffer through this on his own the way Kate had suffered through his meager ability to be there for her.) I'm so sorry Katie.. God I'm sorry.. (Now <i>he</i> was crying.. and he had never cried in front of her before.) I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and for Nick.. God, I thought I was helping him not be like me and I made him hate me.. and now he's... (He trailed off, trying desperately to gather himself, men like him just didn't cry in public.. but he was so broken down about this.) He has to make it through.. (He had to set things right with his boy.. that was all their was to it.. so Nick had better make it, he wouldn't let his boy go.)</font> -- RD Future: County Hospital

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Date Posted: Sun, Feb 12 2006, 11:08pm PST
Author: Quin
Subject: (He felt like he didn't deserve her coddling when he had been such a loser.. he deserved to walk out of their lives and never look back, to suffer through this on his own the way Kate had suffered through his meager ability to be there for her.) I'm so sorry Katie.. God I'm sorry.. (Now he was crying.. and he had never cried in front of her before.) I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and for Nick.. God, I thought I was helping him not be like me and I made him hate me.. and now he's... (He trailed off, trying desperately to gather himself, men like him just didn't cry in public.. but he was so broken down about this.) He has to make it through.. (He had to set things right with his boy.. that was all their was to it.. so Nick had better make it, he wouldn't let his boy go.)
In reply to: Kate 's message, "We're making up " on Sun, Feb 12 2006, 10:35pm PST

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She ran her hands over the back of his head, holding her husband closely as they cried for their boy together. It must have been one hell of a fight because she knew Nicky would never bring up the way he felt his father neglected him to Quin, he was to proud for that so all of this had to have come out that day. Plus, he only called her Katie when he was feeling particulary emotional. Her hand soothed over his hair before she leaned back to speak, swallowing heavily. "He hit a semi, his car was torn in half.." It made her ill to even talk about it and it showed the way her eyes closed and she leaned more heavily against him. (NT) -- Kate, Sun, Feb 12 2006, 11:18pm PST