Author: Rachel (confussed)
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Date Posted: 04/ 8/09 12:20pm
I'm 16, in january i starting having sex with my boyfriend, weve known each other ages and i know i had got into the relationship to quick but it felt right, 6 weeks later, i missed a period and i decided to have a test, i found out i was pregent and didnt know what to do. my friend who i told had one before and told me everything was gunnah be ok, i told him and he was supportive but i didnt want him there or to help me in anyway and i dont know why, i had the surgical abortion i was only 8 weeks and could of had the pill, but i decided to go for the surgical as it would be one day and it would be over thats what i thought anyways, leading up to the abortion i had been really ill, couldnt eat, just slept. I got so worried and just wanted my life back, after the abortion I think it took it more out on me emotionally, id never expected I would have an abortion and really it was me and my boyfriend not been careful. I dont regret what i done because at the time it was the best thing for me, i just wish i didnt have to go through it. After my abortion 10 days after i had sex again, my sex drive was crazy and all thought about was it, when i did i bleed everywhere, i hurt the next day then i was ok, a week after and i feel asif its swollen, im going up fora checkup in the next couple of days, im quite scared but ive researched it and found that it will be a course of antibiotics to get sort myself out. I'm hoping everything is ok, because i do want kids, just not know, i would never have an abortion again, never dream of it. its the worst thing ive done and will never forget about it.
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