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Subject: Re: Incalculably precious


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Gill the terrorist
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Date Posted: 13:20:47 07/02/02 Tue
In reply to: JP 's message, "Re: Incalculably precious" on 13:09:41 06/29/02 Sat
 Oh dear, every time I decide to browse past this Forum I find myself wanting to blast out a load of "negative" energy. I'll try not to - B U T all this "spiritual" talk of love melting the terror is difficult for one (me) who has really, really experienced that terror and lives with it DAILY. This is no spiritual lack on my part - no, just the trauma of being alive in this body of mine, faced every minute with THREAT of one kind or another. Yes, I know the Simplicity. Yes, I know love, very well. But yes, I know terror - too well. It is part of who I am. It is part of who we all are, underneath it all, in my womb (literally) is the bodily yank that pulls me under. These are NOT poetic words. I speak from direct experience. I hate being in that terror - I avoid it at all costs. But it's there, like an enemy within, waiting to be triggered by the next trauma life throws at me.

Love, Gill x
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