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Subject: .:. This is a trap, isn't it? I wanna say the right answer is...yes...?.:.


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Zeth
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Date Posted: 09:37:16 07/03/09 Fri
In reply to: Audrey 's message, "If Alicia grew a penis, would you still love her?" on 08:08:45 07/03/09 Fri
 .:. His mind was a jumbled mess of words, phrases, memories, and thoughts. There was no decoding the message and ideas he was getting. His guard was slipping as he worked through the mental stab that had mimicked the knife now lodged in his proverbially back. He was in shock, I think. He couldn't make sense of anything. Everything was complicated and disorienting. He heard his wife's gentle coaxing but he could not return it. He saw the imagery of his bed flying across the room and at the door frame. He knew Alicia would move to the other side of the wall and that it's wooden frame would protect her. But he didn't want that to happen. He was breathing rapidly, a habit that he'd long given up but now had found again in his confusion.

I compare Zeth's feelings to that of my own. When I loose someone that I loved I pretend to wish them the best. But all the while I'm measuring to make sure that they aren't happier than I am. Little memories of secret moments now seem magnified and painful upon quiet examination. My brain drifts to them when I'm alone and sometimes my heart strings pull towards them. But each time I shake my head slowly and attempt to move on. But this has taken me years to accomplish and Zeth was only just beginning the journey.

He yelled out, his words unplanned and unexpected. "Alicia. We're leaving." He walked towards his wife, but his eyes weren't on her. They were on the trouble maker that was brooding in the corner. "And as for you-- I got your message and I think you've gotten what you came for. can you please leave me?" He was pleading with her--something he had never done before-- but he was tired and hurt and confused and pained beyond anything that could physically have harmed him.

The deflation of his aura was as noticeable as his deflated and emotionless words. He was a kicked puppy with his tail between his legs. And the worst part was that this grief caused him remorse that he couldn't let that image of Bri go. Though the clip had finally stopped, it replayed again and again and again on perpetual loop in his head. His grief was tangled with guilt as he passed Alicia in the door frame.
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but would you still have sex with Al?Audrey11:22:06 07/03/09 Fri

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