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Date Posted: 14:34:47 12/13/06 Wed
Author: Haylie
Subject: inside
In reply to: Remy 's message, "I'm just not ready for this.." on 21:05:32 11/02/06 Thu

She didn't respond to his touch for a few long moments, her fingers curled so tightly around the edge of the cabinet that they were turning white. Low breaths escaped her mouth as she tried to keep herself calm and finally she felt composed enough to speak. "This...this is the life we are bringing a child into. A life when either one of us could just go off for a couple of days and die....what the hell are we thinking, Kyrian?" It was a ridiculous idea that two people who were so completely addicted to their work, who were both so incredably shallow at times, so self centered - could bring a child into this world and not royally fuck it up. Their kid was going to end up traumatized, a shrinks personal case file heaven. Shaking her head, she took a deep breath and swallowed, her brow furrowed as she turned in his arms and leaned over to grab her purse. "I need to get out of here for a bit, need to think..." She frowned heavily, swallowing against the emotions and panic welling in her. She couldn't do this, she couldn't raise a baby. She wasn't Shay and she never would be, though she had her suspicions that maybe Kyrian thought he could mold her into being a little Shay clone. She just wasn't the mommy type, it wouldn't work out and Kyrian was so good at his job, he loved it, she would never want him to stop what he was doing but how would she raise a kid on her own if something happened to him? How would she tell the kid that daddy wasn't going to be coming home? Oh, yeah, this was a great idea, getting knocked up.

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Inside -- kyrian, 14:47:47 12/13/06 Wed
- inside -- Haylie, 15:02:52 12/13/06 Wed
  - Inside -- Kyrian, 15:10:08 12/13/06 Wed
    - inside -- Haylie, 15:24:57 12/13/06 Wed
      - Inside -- Kyrian, 15:31:55 12/13/06 Wed
        inside (NT) -- Haylie, 15:51:16 12/13/06 Wed
        inside -- Haylie, 15:52:19 12/13/06 Wed
        Inside -- Kyr, 16:02:09 12/13/06 Wed