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>I'm ever so sorry for troubling you. I didn't mean to >bother you with my uncalled rambling, and I shouldn't >have compared the two of you since I don't know you at >all. > >If I may say, I'm jealous of your mom who gets to have >such a well behaved daughter, because frankly speaking >I'm struggling with mine. > >She's 12, and she's lovely, but every day she finds >means to break the rules. Not making her bed in the >morning, leaving mess in the kitchen, skipping laundry >duties, coming home late, and finding 20 excuses to >avoid her chores is just a tip of the mountain. There >is always some drama with her friends at school, she's >rude to her teacher, and it's simply impossible to >make her study. > >I never wanted to spank her at all, and I never had, >until last year when enough was enough. Even then I >spanked my daughter over her trousers, or mostly >pajama pants, because she's shy, and I didn't want to >embarrass her. > >At the beginning it all worked well. A narrow leather >strap that I bought to spank her with was making her >cry with few strokes, and another few to make my point >across solved all our issues. I checked on her bottom >when she was sleeping, she wouldn't let me see >otherwise, and there was nothing but pink, or a bit >reddish tenderness few hours after. > >Progressively, she was getting used to getting those >few strokes, and depending on circumstances she was >deliberately breaking the rules, knowing that she >would be spanked. I was so disappointed when I >realised. I needed to do something, but I hated the >options that I had at my disposal. Instead of adding >strokes, I decided to bare her bottom. > >We were almost fighting over her panties, and making >her stay still on the bed with a pillow underneath her >belly, but it worked out in the end. She hated being >nude from the waist down, and she hated even more how >the leather strap felt on her naked skin. > >We were happy with the new method, or at least I was, >because she stopped being such a troublemaker. But >then the same story happened again, and once again she >started weighing her options. > >A year later, she is given corner times, with her >panties off, and much more severe spankings with the >same strap. Always on bare skin. > >Is she behaving well know? Well, kinda, but I hate >having to go over stripping and spanking her twice or >three times a month. I give her as many second chances >as I possibly can. We talk a lot about it, there are >hugs and promises to do better, I reward her good >behaviour consistently. A month without a spanking >means a big trip to wherever she wants as long as it's >within our budget (it was her idea, when I asked what >would make you behave). Yet, I still have to spank her >so often. > >When I think about my options now, I don't even know >what to do. With how shy she, I can't possibly spank >her nude like Laura is, it's bad enough that she has >to take off her panties already, and stand in the >corner. Spankings turn her bottom and top of her >thighs into shiny tomato, and I don't want to >accidentally bruise her skin. Right now we are >experimenting with lesser hand spankings to use less >second chances, and hold her accountable for minor >things like being late, or not making that bed in the >morning, but it only added her spankings, and I have >to use the strap with the same frequency. > >I just don't know it anymore. I was making my own bed, >and doing my own laundry because I couldn't bear to >see the disappointment on my mother's face. I had been >spanked maybe twice in my life, and I need to spank my >daughter all the time basically, or let her drop out >of school and be her maid, until she's 18, and kick >her out of the house... Jokes on me. > >I'm sorry for rambling again. I just wanted to explain >my earlier outburst, and I hope I didn't hurt your >feelings nor Laura's. All I hope for is a solution >that would let me cherish the moments I have with my >daughter, instead of striping and spanking her against >all her pleas and begging. > >I keep circling back in my head, where did we go >wrong? What happened to my sweet little angel that was >compassionate, and sensitive, she used to genuinely >care about feelings of people around her, but now she >just does things to have fun with her friends, and she >doesn't seem to care how worried I am when she's an >hour late, and ignores my calls and messages. > >This is what happened yesterday, and I believe she >never had been as sore as she is now, and I had never >felt as much guilt as I do now. We could have so much >fun right now instead, but she can barely sit after >the hand spanking she had received in the morning. > >I told her that an hour would be taken away from her >curfew for the next week, and it resulted in an >argument, and only after spanking her already sore >bottom she apologised, and agreed to my terms, finally >admitting that she hadn't considered how worried I was >for her. > >I would love if the embraces we shared afterwards >finished our struggles, but I know that next week I >will be sliding her panties of her legs, and putting a >pillow under her belly to spank her once again... > >Sometimes I feel like I'm failing here... > >Anyways, I wish you all the best. You seem like a >great kid, and just knowing that gives me hope that >maybe one day it will pass. > > >Oh, I'm sorry. I put my name in wrong space last time, >it's Emily.

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