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Date Posted: 00:56:33 07/10/02 Wed
Author: SuSanne &*_*&
Author Host/IP: pool-63.53.141.59.nwrk.grid.net / 63.53.141.59
Subject: ~Once In '99 ~ [strong adult]


STRONG ADULT


ONCE IN '99


In the still of dark,
Noise sprinkles movements
Of unwanted attention
Sensing an attack
Nerves tingle during soft moves
In a desire to slink along
Quietly, imitating a tiny lizard
Side to side through a long dirt groove.

When suddenly from dark sins
Come large hot hands
Like a snake of a drunken, cold heart
Fastening coils tightly
Around a long, slim neck,
Swiftly giving her sure knowledge
Death had been scant seconds away
Before thankfully released
For lungs to grasp at precious air
Before her face being struck
By a Cobra's reach of closed fists
Further demoting,
A swift, horrified mental state.

Air presses hotly down
Smothering as heavy blanket.
A quilt knitted by needles
In evil's exhaled breath
As if to melt, pieces of her soul
Liquidized into a 'black hole'.
Along with much of his humanity,
For these actions, were extracting,
Huge payments from his soul.

Inwardly she prays
Protection of blue Light's aura
Asking if meant to live
Without aids of a gun
Or Mace's might.
Then a feeling answered
With a warmth of a calm's pinprick
Shining to spread within
Growing bewildered strength
Calming her, for survival.
As blows start back and forth on arms,
Hands, alternately more chokeholds
Slowing time, to near death-still.

On her mind's third level,
Bewildered of evermore
Why she or any anyone
Could be so cruelly victimized
By another's un-disciplined self
With twisted thoughts of love
In physical harm of soulful sins.
Yet for her, Light's strength glows
Self-knowledge of strong faith
She would live.
Even if just momentarily
As a shocked round-eye fish,
Suddenly landlocked, gasping for air.
Praying thanks to be back in water, to live
Beacons of Light to highest Source
She did not do, a total death dive.

Pressure released,
He starts to fall asleep,
Gently patting her head
Uttering, "You didn't deserve that"
She thinking, "no kidding"
With a madly pounding heart
Starts a new life crawl
Easing herself,
From their never again of bed,
Now scenes of recent deep fear,
Leaving a forlorn wish, this experience
Had only been .. paradoxical sleep.


© SuSanne &*_*&

8.2.02~smb.powell
All rights reserved
Revision 9.7.02
*~Definitions of paradoxical sleep:
noun: a recurring sleep state
during which dreaming occurs;
~a state of Rapid Eye Movements during sleep
This man went on to two other women
after this one time incident, and then
the second woman, he married
and after a year of them being together,
he died of a heart attack on the 9th a year ago
and was buried on his Mother's birthday of the 13th.
If he had died after the first year I knew him,
I would have grieved as his lovely wife does;
it was the end of the 2nd year, that for me, almost
was a killer. I’m sad in this case, he let the
bad in him outweigh his good and grieve
he did nothing to help me recover from
the shadow of bruises and ruining my car
as well as debts he left, that I have
not recovered from as of yet. But I will,
even without anyone's help, except somewhat,
from a blessed few.....thanks for reading...I pray
somehow, this tale can help someone, somewhere,
of either sex of humans.
&*_*& >^. .^<



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