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Date Posted: 21:23:48 01/12/07 Fri
Author: Travis
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I'm broken, so deadly, you're just the one to fix it
You're calling, it's early
That feeling, god I miss it
Don't want to live without, don't want to sit this out
Don't want to know if it's the last time I'll breathe you in


Though a part of him had never wanted to be so presumptuous as to allow himself to imagine what intimacies with Camryn would be like, another part of him - the less gentlemanly part - had imagined away shamelessly. Even still, the night had far exceeded any expectations and somehow things had only improved the morning after, and the day after. Once he had been left alone with his thoughts though, melancholy had set in as it so often did and an irrational fear had grasped him so completely that he had ignored all incoming phonecalls - including those from her and his other friends - for the next day and a half. Every day that passed, he found himself growing more and more infatuated with her and that was what had him so distressed. She was a young, intelligent and beautiful girl. She had her whole life ahead of her and all of the abilities in the world. He was so different than her - so tainted and hopeless, older, and things never worked out for the best for him. At this moment, even just the thought of losing her - the lone bright light in his life at times - was too much for him to bear. His thoughts had progressed to the point that he was feeling too troubled to stay for another moment in his apartment, smothered by the countless various scenarios in which she could rid her life of him. So, he had jumped in his noisy, pristine, muscle car and driven around for a while until he found himself in the driveway of the big old group home. After taking a deep breath, and actually glancing skyward as he ushered a wish not to run into the girl that was tormenting him, he headed up the walk and let himself in the front door, kicking off his shoes and calling out. "Anyone around?"

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