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Date Posted: 17:39:34 01/01/05 Sat
Author: Synthis, Xiualith
Subject: Sorry I've been gone so long!
In reply to: M'atta nd Ashertith 's message, ""All I ask of you". Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...let me lead you from your solitude....say you need me with you here, beside you. Anywhere you go let me go too...that's all I ask of you..." on 12:32:26 12/20/04 Mon

Xiua gave a small shrug. {You'll have to try pretty hard to catch me. I will not be an easy girl.}

Synthis seemed to tremble worse, if possible, as M'att held her closer. His words, that he indeed loved her, were reassuring, but that he knew that something was wrong...

It was a horrible feeling. How could anyone expect her to tell each and every detail of the 18 miserable turns that were her life? From the moment of her birth until the day she found the shelter of New Isle, she'd been faced with such a terrible sequence of misfortune that no one could ever imagine. There was all her half-siblings, each now dead... And how could one find words to describe her feelings at the loss of Serpens... And then, a man so terrible, so horrible that he didn't deserve the title 'father'...

Where could she start? What parts were better left kept out? Were there any that should not be said? Should she tell M'att anything at all, or make up that everything was fine? She could try, put she knew that, if she did, he'd find out eventually. Her past left scars to find, both mental and physical. If she didn't show him the mental ones, there was bound to be a scar left that would arise questions...

The green didn't mind at all that in this urgent time, her voice was again needed. However, Synthis did not really answer, but instead let loose a single statment:

{I don't think there's anything you can do about it anyway, M'att.}

It was a quiet voice, an unsure voice, as if she knew there was no hope and was trying to convince him to believe the same.

((I AM SO SORRY I WAS GONE SO LONG!!! My com kinda crashed, so I'm using my mom's. Gr. Stupid coms...))

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Replies:

You're back!! -- M'att and Ashertith, 08:31:47 01/02/05 Sun
- Erg... putting me in a mighty uncomfortable position, hu? -- Synthis, Xiualith, 14:18:58 01/06/05 Thu
  - What I do best! -- M'att and Ashertith, 01:13:49 01/09/05 Sun
    - Heh. Wonferful. -- Synthis, Xiualith, 16:30:58 01/09/05 Sun
      - I knew you'd be pleased... -- M'att and Ashertith, 10:34:10 01/10/05 Mon
        That's because you know me too well... -- Synthis, Xiualith, 14:40:03 01/10/05 Mon
        You asked for it! -- M'att and Ashertith, 08:10:41 01/12/05 Wed
        I did, didn't i? -- Synthis, Xiualith, 16:48:55 01/14/05 Fri
        At least you know you did! -- M'att and Ashertith, 09:45:06 01/15/05 Sat
        Ahh... starting with a very difficult question... -- Synthis and Xiualith, 08:20:35 01/23/05 Sun
        Hehe. You know me! -- M'att and Ashertith, 10:41:45 01/23/05 Sun
        Of course I do! -- Synthis~Xiualith, 05:51:30 01/28/05 Fri