| Subject: my actions... are all showmanship... I dance a one-man masquerade |
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Deangelo
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Date Posted: 9:48pm 03/27/05 Sun
In reply to:
GiGi
's message, "shattered innocence" on 8:29pm 03/27/05 Sun
A frivolous fool, a whole-hearted ass he was, to have thought so little of others' needs while his long-time companion so faithfully fit herself to suit the demands of his difficult personality. A burden no person should have to bear. He was more trouble than he was worth. Though it did nothing to make up for the years of narcississtic neglect, he adapted to the shift in her postion, curling around her ever so slightly as she leaned into him, much like a feline. A feline who was learning the hard way that he was no longer a kitten and his antics were no longer quite so cute or well-tolerated. And the shake of her head told him once more that he had screwed up royally and perhaps he had pushed even GiGi past the point of being able to forgive him. Wilting somehow, he lowered his eyes in silence, no tears yet brimming but a tense pain where his heart should be and he swallowed a lump in his throat.
How much could his apology possibly mean to her anymore? Tightening his fingers around her though he did not lift his eyes, he cleared his throat painfully before daring to murmur some sort of attempt to make amends. "...I don't want to hurt you any more, GiGi... I never meant to, though I know I did. And for whatever it is worth, I'm sorry. I... I've made some terrrible choices, GiGi, and I've hurt everybody. I'm a screw-up, GiGi. From day one. And for your sake I'm sorry you had the misfortune to become involved with anything to do with me... I'm sorry, GiGi. I can't say it enough, but I do mean it..."
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