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Subject: shattered innocence Author: GiGi [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 8:29pm 03/27/05 Sun In reply to: Deangelo 's message, "~life is worth a laugh anyway~" on 1:25pm 03/27/05 Sun no longer looking at him but at his hand GiGi sighs softly. frame slumping the slightest bit, angry words always stressful to her. It easier just to ignore something and adapt then to fight and fling about hurtful words. oh how she had changed during those night by herself and days curled quietly at his side in thought. the vinegar she had once possessed some how changed in his presence, he having enough for them both at times, forcing her to mature swiftly. not the little girl she had once been but a lady that while captive had learned to adapt to his own personality. time often molding people that lived together to fit each other needs. scooting back she leans into his body the slightest bit, free hand reaching acrossed her to trail along the fingers she held with such warmth. the feel of his arms somewhat foreign at times, other things occupying his mind and attention. listening quietly to his words she shakes her head slowly, pools closing momentarily. was there anything that could right the wrongs he seemed to be drowning in? would he ever change his hurtful ways? how many times after all had he said something so close to these very words? and then ended up tossing them to the wind for a freedom that brought pain to all. shivering slightly, pools opening, narrowed upon the hand with focus, she strokes his cool smooth flesh thoughtfully. his hands telling of a life lived lavishly a life of the upper class, but they also reminded her of the love she had thought they shared. a love that she cling to as he seem now to do to her, but was his reason love? did he love her as well. or perhaps the question was did he ever love her. the built up hurt welling in her heart and catching her breath. pools burning but no tears allowed to fall. long lock draping about her features, a curtain to hide all weakness from the world. weakness not what any looked for or needed though she felt sometimes It was to much to hide. not as strong as the people that looked upon her thought. I don't know..I.. I just don't want it to hurt any more. her love for him to much for words and yet weighed down with the facts, not the naive love that she had known while in the dark. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date my actions... are all showmanship... I dance a one-man masquerade Deangelo 9:48pm 03/27/05 Sun was your love a show as well? -- GiGi, 5:31pm 03/28/05 Mon no.. yes? no ...is this a trick question? -- Deangelo, 10:51pm 03/28/05 Mon no it is a yes or no -- GiGi, 12:01am 03/29/05 Tue no. it was honest. some of my show is to impress you -- Deangelo, 6:47pm 04/01/05 Fri you need not impress me though your attempt seem to be failing miserably -- GiGi, 5:39pm 04/04/05 Mon I am a failure. Always have been, always will be. Ask anybody in all my history -- Deangelo, 10:25pm 04/09/05 Sat practice makes prefect -- GiGi, 8:37pm 04/17/05 Sun then why am I not perfect? -- Deangelo, 9:26pm 04/22/05 Fri going down the wrong road? -- GiGi, 10:39pm 04/22/05 Fri where did I go wrong? -- Deangelo, 7:48pm 04/25/05 Mon