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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 05:46:52 09/13/24 Fri
In reply to:
Emmie Sue
's message, "My new life" on 06:56:05 09/01/24 Sun
And you were right, I didn't like it.
Actually I was getting started on doing the dishes that have been kind of piling up when the door knocked. It was my friend. At first I was overwhelmed with joy as I wasn't expecting her. Then I looked at the wall and went "Oh shit!" so I quickly said "Just a minute." and I took them off the wall and hid them. We didn't really work on our project, we mainly just talked and giggled and laughed. I swear she kept looking at the empty space on the wall so I KNOW she saw them. She kept looking at the hairbrush on the bookshelf. She never said anything about it, but I know she was curious as to why there was a hairbrush on the bookshelf and an identicle one on my desk. I wanted to give some explanation, but I didn't want to draw attention to it. We did kiss a little, but nothing else. She left and I forgot to put them back on the wall.
Shelby came home. Everything was normal until she noticed the empty space on the wall. "Where are they?" I felt busted and tried to explain that my friend came over and how awkward it would be to try to explain them. "Did I say you could take them down whenever you please?" There was a look in her face that was different than the other times. I don't even know what she was saying but she was really reading me off and before I knew what was happening my pants were down and I was over her lap on the couch and she was spanking me for real. I know I was going "No, no, no, please, please, please!" I know I put my hand back and she told me to keep my hands in front of me when she's spanking me. It just happened so fast I don't really remember much. It HURT. My eyes were kind of watery, but I didn't cry. It wasn't really as bad as some of our play spanking. It didn't make me horny or anything and I didn't like it.
She told me to get them back on the wall exactly like she had them and with my pants down. I answered my own question about rubbing your butt. I was rubbing my hot behind but I don't think it relieved the sting. I was trying to get them up as quickly as I could and kept dropping them and putting them in the wrong place and being directed by Shelby.
"And the dishes aren't done! That was your one chore today! Get over here." and I was back over her lap getting spanked again. Again, our play spankings were actually longer and kind of harder, but this all just happened so fast and she was mad and I felt really like I had been bad. I had a couple of tears probably more from squeezing my eyes shut. I had to waddle into the kitchen with my red butt showing and Shelby behind me giving me an occasional smack with the wooden spoon and quickly do the dishes, clean, dry and put them away. When I was all done I just looked at her for approval.
She told me to pull up my pants and we went to the couch. Everything, the whole just happened in like 3 seconds and I don't even know what I was thinking. My butt was still burning when we sat on the couch and the places where I got smacked with the spoon felt like I was getting an injection. She held me real close, that felt really nice and we talked for a long time and talked about expectations and rules and all that and said that spanking was nothing if she has to do it again. She told me how much she cares about me and how she wants the best for me and that made me feel warm and fuzzy. She told me she has work to do and to go to my apartment.
I layed on my bed and rubbed my bottom and tried to make sense of what just happened. I went upstairs I guess to apologize or make sure she doesn't hate me, Idk. She said "Emmie Sue, you do have your apartment and I have work to do." I guess I was hoping she'd tell me how sorry she was or something. "Go to your apartment and do your homework or go on your spanking chat group or whatever. I'm busy." That's when I felt like crying. So I just basically layed on my bed thinking. I wasn't even horny. I thought a real spanking would make you horny, but it really doesn't. Especially when I know I broke the rules and made Shelby mad. She did come down and pulled my pants down. I thought she was going to spank me again, but she just rubbed and examined my butt. She said "If I had done what you did, moving my mom's stuff off the wall and flagrantly not doing my chores, my mom would have beat my butt until I couldn't sit for a week. You really got off easy." That didn't make me feel any better either. She helped me in my long nightshirt and tucked me in with a kiss. I couldn't sleep and I even tried to masturbate, but it wasn't happening.
This morning, my butt doesn't really hurt. but I still feel this kind of fire, but I think that's psychological. The play spankings I could actually feel the next day. I'm kind of mad at Shelby, but I'm kind of more in love with her than ever. I didn't like getting spanked for real and I don't want another real one. I know it's not the last and I know the next one is going to be A LOT worse. Strangely I even more that ever really like the rules and structure and knowing if I break them there will be real consequences. I'm trying to think of what I'm going to tell my new friend.
So I'm conflicted. I feel bad. I feel bad because I broke Shelby's rules and made her mad and I feel like I'm being held down or something, but I feel free. I know it's Friday the 13th, but I feel like really good are happening. I really don't know what's going on right now. Does anyone else ever feel like that?
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