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>Good evening. > >I stumbled across this forum and thought I'd introduce >myself before contributing more. I live in a lovely >suburban area of Oklahoma with my son. We have a great >community here, and I don't picture ever leaving. I do >discipline my son as needed which (knock on wood) has >been less frequent in the last couple of months. > >My late husband who passed a few years ago used to be >responsible for all the discipline. Naturally that had >to change. He used to spank me pretty regularly too. >While I think I've done a reasonable job assuming the >position of disciplinarian, I do find myself often >thinking "He'd be giving me a spanking that" or >reflexively thinking "that's a bathbrush spanking". I >try not to dwell on it too much. Don't get me wrong - >I truly despised the spankings as they were happening, >but they did give me a sense of security in a way, and >they certainly helped me behave at my best. I do not >plan on ever getting remarried (or dating), so perhaps >my days of being spanked are past me. > >Maybe posting here or otherwise chatting with some of >you all will provide a kind of support in the absence >of having a HOH. > >I look forward to contributing and hearing from you >all.

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