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Date Posted: 20:16:54 05/21/16 Sat
Author: Todd (Hopeless)
Subject: And still nowhere

It's now been1 year and 5 days since I was asked to leave my home. I wish I was further along than I am, but I'm in a dark place.

I wish I knew what really happened. I know that she is still in a relationship with the gay woman I suspected her of being with, but I don't know what that means. She still claims not to be gay and has now retracted an admission of bisexuality.

I have so much guilt for my hand in the breakdown of our marriage. I fell out of love with her and in love with someone else. I wish everyday that I could have been better. I have so much self-hate.

She claims that her sexuality has nothing to do without marriage ending and if I'm being honest, I believe her. It's easier for me to focus on her being gay than on my own mistakes.

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