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Subject: your actions did Author: GiGi [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 8:58pm 03/26/05 Sat In reply to: Deangelo 's message, "not much. I never claimed to" on 8:17pm 03/26/05 Sat watching him slump with her every word GiGi's still unbeating heart aches for him, the decisions he had to make, the temptations he had to face, the hurt he had to inflict to realize his path mislead. loving him no less then the day she had found her self daydreaming about him. pools reflecting her love to him more then ever could be mustered into words. the pain he inflicted upon her small in comparison to the pain she sensed within his heart, this rekindling her hope that he might once more be the male she had loved and looked up to. frame relaxing slightly she settles at his side. a hand moving to take his in her own. petite fingers soft and light easily covered by his. golden lock falling to veil the shimmer that betrayed the emotions she held back still after so long. curls spilling over her shoulders and along her back in velvet waves. features controlled for the moment still a bit sad and hurt filled. the feeling not going away this time even as she had hoped upon being close to him. knowing that she was not the warm mortal he had been attracted to but hoping her mortality had not been the only reason for his love. the damage done and yet the flame that kept her strong through out remaining flickering within. I still wish to stand by your side.. but.. It hurts.. to see him swagger off each night to another.. to see the children that just seemed to appear.. to listen to shoes against the wall.. even his angry not his own, even that was felt through the rest of the house. knowing that he would not change and that he would never truly love her hard enough without the tension that built with ever passing day, darkening what had always been to her a airy light place to live. The word 'Love' can not possible covey my feelings for you.. looking away from Deangelo as she spoke, her focus on his hands.. something hurtful seeming to happen every time she attempted to express her feelings, a tension coming to her body as she without thought begin to prepare for the consequences. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date ~life is worth a laugh anyway~ Deangelo 1:25pm 03/27/05 Sun shattered innocence -- GiGi, 8:29pm 03/27/05 Sun my actions... are all showmanship... I dance a one-man masquerade -- Deangelo, 9:48pm 03/27/05 Sun was your love a show as well? -- GiGi, 5:31pm 03/28/05 Mon no.. yes? no ...is this a trick question? -- Deangelo, 10:51pm 03/28/05 Mon no it is a yes or no -- GiGi, 12:01am 03/29/05 Tue no. it was honest. some of my show is to impress you -- Deangelo, 6:47pm 04/01/05 Fri you need not impress me though your attempt seem to be failing miserably -- GiGi, 5:39pm 04/04/05 Mon I am a failure. Always have been, always will be. Ask anybody in all my history -- Deangelo, 10:25pm 04/09/05 Sat practice makes prefect -- GiGi, 8:37pm 04/17/05 Sun then why am I not perfect? -- Deangelo, 9:26pm 04/22/05 Fri going down the wrong road? -- GiGi, 10:39pm 04/22/05 Fri where did I go wrong? -- Deangelo, 7:48pm 04/25/05 Mon