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Subject: Re: ~*~ The Unexpected Twin ~*~


Author:
Chelle
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Date Posted: 19:33:42 03/21/02 Thu
In reply to: Chelle 's message, "Re: ~*~ The Unexpected Twin ~*~" on 19:20:04 03/21/02 Thu
 That was the night me and Nelly decided to make love to each other. Listening to this song took all the pain that I felt for the first couple of minutes away. I guess it was because I really got to listen to the song. He told me that every word that she sung in the song he meant from the bottom of his heart but just couldn't find the words to put it in. And he told me that this song did it. I was so touched I cried for about 3 minutes when we first listened to the song while lying on my bed and I was in his arms. The song says;

Chorus:
If you're looking to find
A love that will stand til the end of time
Baby relax your mind my love is here
I'll do anything I swear
I'd take the pain and the hurt
You won't know it's there
Your wants would be nothing
Put that on everything

I will pull a star out of the sky for you
Yes I would
To the edge to the earth
I'll go to see you
Yes it's true
If you go anywhere
And I'm not there
Just think on thoughts of love
And I'll appear

Repeat Chorus

Before I dream
I lay and think of you every night
Honest to God
I'm telling you the truth
I wish you could see
How much your presence means to me
You would love me so much
More each day

I'll walk for you
Through the desert heat
I'll climb the mountain's highest peak
I'll swim forever in the deepest sea
Just for you this song I sing
For all the love and joy you bring
For you I'll try
To do the impossible things

Repeat Chorus

I'll walk for you
Through the desert heat
I'll climb the mountain's highest peak
I'll swim forever in the deepest sea
Just for you this song I sing
For you I'll try
To do the impossible

Repeat Chorus (2x)


Then the second time we decided to make love again we listened to a song that I picked out. It was "Ocean" by 3LW. That song just touched me when my sister played it for me after our great grandmother died. When I listened to it then it healed my heart because I knew she was in a better place instead of on earth suffering. I wanted to be with her so bad, but I knew she was in the place she was supposed to be looking down on us and smiling.

Then when I listened to it again I started to think of Nelly. And just how much he meant to me and wanted to play it for him so I called him over really late one night and he limbed through my window. I knew this boy loved me because it was 15 degrees outside and he lived 30 minutes away and he walked[so he wouldn't wake his parents up] just to come and see what I wanted.

Then when I played the song for him after it was over her just leaned over and kissed me. I knew right then that I was okay with letting him make love to me again and we did. This time it didn't hurt as bad as the first time but he was still gentle with me. I told him that I meant every word that was sung in the song and I never wanted to be with anybody else but him. The song says;

He who stands by me
Through the stormy weather
Through good times and bad
Always there for me
Takes me to the water
And quenches my thirst
My sweet inspiration
I wanna say

Your love is an ocean
Wide as the skies
A comfort to me
Time after time
Your precious love
Fills up my cup
Touches my soul

He who knows me better
Than no man on earth
Guides me to the mountain
Witness my rebirth
Makes me feel so worthy
To belong to him
I treasure my commitment
And it's because of...

Your love is an ocean
Wide as the skies
A comfort to me
Time after time
Your precious love
Fills up my cup
Touches my soul

When I think of your love
A ray of hope shines through
And shatters the darkness I felt
Erase all the doubt
And the fears that chains
And guides me to your Heavenly place
Ooh

I know you'll always be there
Through thick and thin
I know I can depend on you
Through thick and thin
You comfort me with loving arms
Through thick and thin
Kiss my eyes
My eyes
Ooh, ooh ooh

Your love is an ocean
Wide as the skies
A comfort to me
Time after time
Your precious love
Fills up my cup
Touches my soul

Sing it again, sing it again

Your love is an ocean
Wide as the skies
A comfort to me
Time after time
Your precious love
Fills up my cup
Touches my soul
(You're a comfort, to me
I praise you, praise you constantly
I gave you my heart, gave you my soul
I want you to know that I love you)

I give my praise to you


That was over 6 months ago and to this day it's still true. I just felt that since all of this was happening to my mami I needed some time alone and he respected that. I think one day we'll get back together, just not soon. I really do love him but I do need sometime to sort out my feelings about my mami. I mean I would hate to take out some of my feelings about my mami having breast cancer out on him and then he thinks that I don't love him anymore and we break up on bad terms. I'd rather for US just to be on hold for a while and for US to just be Nelly and Chelle.

THURSDAY


Anywayz when the next day came, Thursday, me and Nelly spent the whole day together. We went to the mall so I could shop for some more clothes and other things for the camp. Guys were starin at me and I was starin back. I could tell Nelly was gettin mad so I stopped just so we wouldn't argue. But then one guy got really bold and came up to me and started askin me all these questions. He was cute but damn if a nigga ain't ask so many questions he would've got my number. But instead I told him Nelly was my man and walked away. Nelly just smiled after that.

FRIDAY


When Friday came I dreaded it because the next day would mean I had to leave for the next 2 months. I really didn't want to leave. I called Kay and she came over and we spent sometime together. That night Clara and Kelly slept over so we could spend the last night I was home together. We stayed up all night talking about everything. From the time we met to the time we almost stopped being friends over some chickenhead named Anastascia. Then to the time we all almost broke up with are boyfriends because of another girl and her clique was claimin them then to the time that we got drunk at a party and we had to stay at the guys' house so we wouldn't get in trouble. Man, that night was crazy. Some guys had slipped somethin in our drinks just because we wouldn't talk to them. But hey we still had fun that night.


Add the rest in a bit.

Peacez,
Chelle
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