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Date Posted: 23:53:36 04/30/05 Sat
Author: M'att -- Ashertith
Subject: I have never felt like this...
In reply to: Synthis, Xiualith (Volaine) 's message, "Scared/Ready" on 13:14:42 04/30/05 Sat

Fed, bathed and oiled, Ashertith should have been perfectly contented. His rich-brown hide was soft and unblemished, he was full�but that didn�t seem to make him feel as happy as he should. Maybe it had something to do with his rider, who sat on his bed with a neutral expression. The conversation he had just witnessed put a dampener on his good mood, and he watched M�att with his unblinking gaze. You have been avoiding her, you know.

�No I haven�t.�

You have, and you know it. What�s more, I expect she knows it as well. M�att, trust her!

The young man ran a hand through his hair. �I want to! I want to so much!� He got up, and began pacing the room. The recently-hatched brown sighed.

Then do. M�att, she only means well.

�I know. But that doesn�t help me, does it? The fact remains that she wouldn�t tell me what happened with her father. How can it work if she won�t tell me things?�

You�re being selfish. The brown scolded. She loves you! That�s all that should matter � there is nothing feigned about that emotion. If what she is keeping to herself would hurt her or you, it is her right to keep it.

M�att sighed. Why did Ashertith and Atiyana keep giving him such good advice? It got downright annoying sometimes � Ati especially, always seemed to know what to do in any given situation. When the door to his weyr opened his head shot up, his blue eyes widening for a moment before he got to his feet as Synthis entered.

�Are�are you sure?� He asked, at length. �Really sure? I don�t want you to do anything you don�t want to do��

((I just had my prom! Sorry, had to tell someone � and it was on my birthday as well! Lalala�twas fun�and then I saw Chicago� *Dances like a crazed and happy loon*
And S'peer and Rinali do that to me, too.))

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Replies:

Unsure/Determined -- Synthis, Xiualith (Volaine), 17:21:12 05/01/05 Sun
- For once I'm lost for words... -- M'att -- Ashertith, 00:09:29 05/02/05 Mon
  - Beginings/Endings -- Synthis, Xiualith (Volaine), 04:48:22 05/02/05 Mon
    - Your smile has really thrown me... -- M'att -- Ashertith, 05:50:28 05/02/05 Mon
      - Rage/Fear (NT) -- Synthis, Xiualith, 04:30:57 05/04/05 Wed
        Rage/Fear(Sorry!) -- Synthis, 05:48:40 05/17/05 Tue
        This is not like me at all... -- M'att -- Ashertith, 08:32:28 05/17/05 Tue
        Sad/Confused -- Synthis, 05:44:47 05/20/05 Fri
        I never thought I'd know... -- M'att -- Ashertith, 09:09:21 05/20/05 Fri
        It's something unpredicatble, but in the end it's right -- Lily(Venieth), J'xom(Xanth), 21:03:07 05/20/05 Fri
        The kind of love you've shown me... -- M'att -- Ashertith, 00:14:09 05/21/05 Sat
        Surprised/Calm -- Synthis, 05:58:45 05/23/05 Mon
        Darth Sidious/Chancellor Palpatine -- Lily(Venieth) J'xom(Xanth), 18:23:25 05/23/05 Mon
        Darth Sidious/Chancellor Palpatine -- Lily(Venieth) J'xom(Xanth), 18:24:04 05/23/05 Mon
        -- , 18:26:18 05/23/05 Mon
        Now, no matter where I am -- M'att -- Ashertith, 02:10:58 05/24/05 Tue
        Stuck in the Middle -- Synthis, 05:53:41 05/24/05 Tue
        ??/Darth Maul -- Lily(Venieth) J'xom(Xanth), 17:44:40 05/24/05 Tue
        No matter what I do -- M'att -- Ashertith, 10:04:52 05/25/05 Wed
        He calls my name... -- Synthis, 05:55:33 05/26/05 Thu
        Darth Tyranus/Count Dooku -- Lily(Venieth), J'xom(Xanth), 17:07:38 05/26/05 Thu